Saturday, January 21, 2012

Mood rate: *****

I know i have been missing for the longest time, but i'm back.
2011 has been another year of ups and downs.
I'll take you on a tour into the life events of germain in 2011.

January,
i was stil using the Blackberry 2G fone which works pretty fine till now.


Then, i attended the first wedding of the year.
The beautiful Iriany's wedding.
She was gorgeous! and i lurve the theme so much!


After a year..
She is a mother of the beautiful Erina


In 2010, i was into an alcoholic addiction with the tkd gangsters.


Moving into 2011, i still had the habit of drinking till i'm all drunk.
Regurgitate and lay myself in coma.
it takes away all the unhappiness i had because i had the greatest frens ever!
example those who feeds me when i'm hungry. LOL


Soon after that, i started to fall in love.
Though i tot he lured mi into the trap when he asked mi to go clubbing wif him and the rest of the guys who are still clubbers now. haha


In Jan itself i went out most of the time wif Alice.






Think it's probably coz we haf so much to bitch abt that we didn't even realise that we were hanging out for so long.

On the first mth of the year.
I even stole chocolates and smuggled into Party World.


Den the Maidens for Pris' wedding had a gathering.
pretty cool..



February.
I as a pizza hut fan decided to try the CNY fortune pizza.




It looked lyk tt last year.
in 2012, It look way different, though i tot if it were to taste as good it'll b awesome.


Moving on...
I enjoyed my CNY in Kukup with the TKD peeps.
I spend all the time i had eating, drinking and singing.


not forgetting the stupid tings we did during the outing.
the drawing and colouring of the drunkens.


I tot the scene of them waking up realising that their legs were all covered with drawings were damn funny!


Everyone was digging my bag for extra alcohol swabs, chionging to the toilet to wash the stains away and snatching the marker to take revenge.
Too bad, the cap wasnt in place so the marker dried out b4 revenge was taken.
HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH! too funny*

In mid feb, we had the promos party in the ward
and as usual, i was so looking forward to it coz i know there will be good food
all HOMECOOK and yummilicious!
as usual, i stole a piece b4 anyone saw..


Of course they found l8r when they saw the feeds on facebook.
at least i'm 50% honest. haha!

When i came back, i spent the precious moments wif:


i guess feb was quite happenning.
I babysit Issac and Sophia while Irene was in school.
The very sadist artist who onli likes mono-colours.


I attended ah peck's birthday party and did a Korean Dance wif Feza while the real korean: Kim shook her head. haha..


Once again, i had my sec sch gathering wif a different group of frens.


the same old comments, germain i dun tink i know you way back in sch.
and vivian buddy will reply the same old ting..
"aiya, she look like shit in sec sch who will notice her?"
Those who saw my IC will probably agree wif mi.

I started youtubing on how to apply blusher in a pro way.
picking up little little tips along the way
and finally invested in the 4 toned blusher from Benefit which i am still using.


Then!! i had nothing betta to do so i started to search if anyone realli liked reading my profile. And to my surprise! wow!
people whom i tot dun even attempt clicking into my profile. so touched.


It was the time of the year again.
It's buddy's birthday!
so i handmade a card for her.
I damn cheapsake, as usual, running empty on the pockets so i onli manage dinner wif her. I tink she didn't take it to heart though. haha..



March
got me addicted to
Cheeky Chocolates!


Super Uber Nice Mushroom Soup


And real garlic slices GARLIC BREAD!


Next is the famous Itacho Sushi intro by Boyfie.


Who isn't quite bothered abt mi n my nonsense.


But does sweet tings that will always touch my heart in one way or another.


I had many rare outings with people whom i seldom hang out wif.
like mommie coz she's always so bz wif i'm not even sure wad.
i tink probably us..


Den i met Ain and her STG at the book store.


Hung out wif Ching.
Known her for the longest time! like since i was 13?
met at the tkd platform, trained lyk mad, went thru loads together.
Guess her passion stayed but the very hiao mi couldn't take the stress so my knee gave way and everyting crumbled.
So i landed up being a chio bu instead of an athelte. LOL


Coz Boyfie lurve to bring mi around so i'm here hanging out wif his poly mates.
Meet the Enginess..


Oh! n i did sth dumb in March.
I made noise to all who kept sending mi emotions on twitter coz BB doesn't reflect.
It shows some weird chinese words which i dun even know how to read in the first place. N here's how it looked:


I didn't want April to come so fast.
I hope it stopped there.
Unfortunately, april came.

April
April was the worse month ever.
Dad was admitted with a tumour in the brain the size of a ping pong ball.
Boyfie flew off to Paris on the 6/4 for studies.
I felt lyk i was all alone to fend or myself.
I had to camp all night to take care of dad.
in the day, i had to clean the hse and cook.
life was pretty bad.

Back to work, i had shortage of staffs most of the time.
when we usually function wif 9.


i was in my worse condition.
uber skinny, but i had great frens who held mi along.


Buddy brought mi to Leisure Park for Shabu Shabu which i tot was pretty nice.


her treat! haha*


i hung out till wee hours of the night with Queena and Alice at Serangoon Garden's Chomp Chomp for Seafood.
and finally settled ourselves for Ice Cube's Baileys ice cream.


i started drawing something inspirational and motivation.
Coz i tot sth that hangs constantly reminding mi of wad had happen and not to take things for granted is very motivating.


after that, i moved on with life.
i dyed my hair red for a new beginning.
it looked lyk i pierced my nose but actually i very ham ji it was juz a stuck on.


when life started to kick up again.
a career mishap struck.
i was bitten by a HIV patient coz i tried to prevent her from committing suicide.


Eventually, Boyfie's frens tried to cheer mi up while he was away.
i attended tomy's birthday party.


On valentine's day,i spend it alone too.
No flowers, no card, no calls.
but eventually, the flowers did came!!!


So thrilled!
I remembered staying up as long as i can and not go out till sunrise hours
so that i could spend more time skyping wif Boyfie.
He's so far away and it juz felt so uneasy.
He once told mi that he was very worried that i couldn't take care of myself
and he wa quite sure that our relationship wouldn't last long.
damn it man! i tink i look lyk some bitch who blows all the relationship in months.
so sad rite? boo! i proved u wrong idiot!

May
was den a bore coz i didn't wanna go out
i wanted to spend more time wif him
FACETIME
but he persuaded mi to continue my daily activities orelse it would seem so abnormal.
Wasn't realli healthy as well.

managed a bare 2 outings?
one was juz a dinner wif family for SINGAPORE's BAK KUT TEH!
yummilicous! the perfect kind that i like.


When i was out wif Xiaowen and Alice.
i planted a consumed corn trying to smoke my way thru that it was the real ting. i noe lah! v disusting but it was fun wad! i can see u laughing while saying:"WA LAO EH!! GERMAIN!!!"


Silly me!
how can i even forgot the moment in MAY
when we ganged up with Jiahan to plan a surprise for Ernies.
May 16, to celebrate her birthday but at the same time..
the turning point of her life begins HERE<-

June
became exciting! coz it was nearing the month that Boyfie will be coming back.
At the same time, it was wedding preparation time.
2 at a go is exhilarating!

Ernies' [and pris'(not featured)]


Birthday parties had the special guest which i haven seen in YEARS!!!


JAYBEE trip wif Jeremy and Buddy


As well as the one wif alice tt landed ourselves motor snorkelling.


i had my NERVOUS virgin brazilian waxing time


and had tis long day out HTHT-ing wif alice
caught a snap at the neos palour which doesn't exist anymore.


July
the happiest day of my life (so far i mean)
coz darling boyfie is BACK!


finally.. see! i'm nt a bitch afterall.
To those idiots who tinks tt i'm an asshole and i'll juz run away.
U all can go slam ur head against the wall and say goodbye.
so bad* curse mi..

july was an awesome month.
many nice tings happened.

i had the nice dian xin of my life:


Went Echoloft to watch open mic


But of course, ah cong dou was performing there.
i felt lyk one paparazzi haha, snapping fotos everywhere..

And den i got myself a Polaroid Camera!!
had been longing for it for the longest time!!!


Which grew up pretty well now.


Buddy left for Hong Kong once Boyfie got back.
She came back wif my very beautiful Munky Thumbdrive.
As well as tis exquisite chocolates from Agnes B.
Very branded one okie!!


Parties are one that everyone longed for.
One such party that will always remain a secret is the Hens night.
This time round, it's Prissy's


I still cannot get over the fact that she was blabbering nonsense after the shots.
When we were paying up the bill,
she was lyk..
"let mi pay, they will not charge mi, coz UOB will clear my debts!"
ROFLOL! drunkssss!

soon after that, it was the wedding.
It was the time of her life.
I felt so happy when i saw her face.



Congrats! you have found the one that will keep u safe and warm in his embrace.
The one who will never let you get hurt.
The love of your life.


August
i cultivated a habit of slacking at boyfie's place.
i gt this disgusting reliance over him.
n he has to put mi to slp hugging the love-stitch.


It was a meaningful month as we celebrated dad's birthday wif a goofy hearty meal at secret recipe.


Gathered together again for our Jie Meis outing.
i felt, as times goes by, everyone indulge in one's own family commitments.
These kinda outings becomes rare in time to come by.
nevertheless, i will treasure each moment i haf wif my friends and family, nobody knows what will happen tommorrow.


This includes the drinking khakis.
The ORD guys organised a drinking spree at lunar tt nite.


I could still vividly remember that it was a super duper happening night.
i was so pai seh to go off early coz Queena had to sent JH back.
tt leaves few of us behind.
i tried not to drink that much because i promise boyfie tt i'll go JB wif him the next day.
in the end it was so late into the night that i gt a good trashing from him the next day.
i slpt at 5am and woke up at 9am in order to make it in JB w/o getting caught in the massive traffic.

Apart from these little squabbles we haf with each other, i guess our relationship had sailed quite smoothly.


we talked into marriage and life after that wif children.
He's probably the right guy for mi.
he's the one who will tolerate my temperamental behaviour with uncontrollable tears.
Unknowingly, i tolerated his lame-ness, his fatness, his bad temper and all.
i'm obviously wrong when i doubted myself about marriage.
*shrugs* i guess people do change~

September,
i accepted the biggest change tt will happen in my life.
i took up the talent management and would be rotating in different dept.
which means i will no longer go back to my ward anymore.
i wrote a long post in September about how i felt HERE <-

And so i ate the last ward party food.
The last gathering in scrubs and uniform.
I will miss u all so much.


buddy had her downs too.
so i took her to the club which turned out to be filled wif gays and army boys.
BORING~~


But the process was so hilarious!
buddy was lyk..
"this place is too packed oredy, i feel so giddy."
But actually, i tik she drank the vodka too fast and got a little high coz she was practically screaming into my ear. =(

Few days later, i developed fever and bad throat.
but i had a mission to look for petticoat for the bridesmaids.
It had to be cheap and within budget.
therefore, i tot i wud fly to Kl to look for alice, at the same time, try to get the petticoat.
booked a lone flight there. (flying alone.. so bored)
When i reached the airport, the flight was not found.
I guess alice didn't book it properly.
so i had to buy tickets at a much higher price last min.
so furious.


It might also be true that sth is stopping me from going there.
when i was there, i didn't realli enjoy.
i was coughing so badly.
Feverish on and off the whole time.
was horrible.
been popping pills and not resting properly.
but, no returns.
had some misunderstanding which probably till now isn't realli resolved.
maybe i'm juz tt kinda person tt nobody likes.

i even posted a naked picture of myself! haha! very shiok, but i spiked a temperature of 40 degrees after the spa..


i fell sick for a long ONE MONTH.
and boyfie had to come take care of mi
coz dad is ill himself, mom has o work and bro dun gif a damn.
when i was young, i had to take care of myself even when i'm ill.
tts the past anyways..


October
was a short month wif minimal outings.
but all was a once in a long while kinda ting.

i had this very awesome jamming session wif the guys as well as Hannah!


for those who dun realli noe her.
she actually appeared in Suria in a Singing competition before.
Her voice is super duper uber nice!
Check this out..


I went to USS for the first time of my life with the impt ppl tt makes a diff in my life.
Halloween Night!! very very fun!!
we even met Joel and gang there!


we celebrated this poor chap's birthday.. Cong Tou.
the amazing vocalist.


Celebrated Xiaowen's birthday which fell on the 1st of October.. haha..
so belated i noe.. but it's the thought tt counts!


i realli dun mind if ppl keeps forgetting my birthday so den i'll get to celebrate it every month! so cool rite?

Last but not least was my farewell.


The girls were so thoughtful to celebrate my farewell.
they got me such a BIG and expensive present.
the present tt i'm using to blog this.
My red laptop.
The whole big file of love that was handmade is so so so so touching
i tink i cried buckets.
tot it realli came from the heart.
n didn't tot i did belong to any1 hearts.
thank you once again.

Boyfie was determine to take me for a trip out of singapore to relax myself b4 the big dash for victory during my advance diploma.
so we went to Taiwan.
COINCEDENTALLY!!! xiaowen and siyuan were there too!!
We had truckloads of fun!!

The extracts of my personal favourites:





I tink age is catching up on me!!
i used to be very pro in jumpshots.
but this time, it juz failed horribly!!
look at tis!!
i even landed and fell on Boyfie!! LOL
i dun understand how he can be so calm and smiling away.. TOO FUNNY!


November
November came very mellowed due to school.
I was so overwhelmed by the amount of work and the draggy lazy bones calling out to my bed.
I kept sleeping coz it was too draining for me.
I cried for help and wanted to go back to work oredy.
Unbearable. HATE SCHOOL! MAJOR HATES!

Thank god i had good frens like Shikin and Manru.


Soon after tt, i made more friends who even surprised mi with a birthday cake!
touched! <3!!



i had the most wonderful time wif my love on roadtrips:



and celebrated Alice's birthday.


Finally i ended my year perfectly.
DECEMBER!!!

I trimmed my hair from the stylish uneven to a normal girl's hair.
i had the greatest partners for field trip and attachments.


I spent my christmas with the lovely Darling Boyfie


Had a wonderful dinner and flyers view of Singapore.
a little quiet moment between ourself away frm the world reflecting on how far we have come.


I had the last jamming session of the year wif the BOYs on top of their commitments.


i had 3 pretty brides to end my year with sugar coated candies.

Ernies and Han.
Ernies graduated from dip with mi n peck.
now, look at her! all grown up stepping into the world of the adults.


Dinex n i have known each other since birth.
we are childhood frens frm the generations beginning from our parents.
since then, we have been realli great frens.
glad to see her with her new found love, enjoying every sweet serenity together.


Since our secondary school days, these couple has been notorious!
they always fought and got back together.
from young, we haf seen them grow so well.
setoh, earning lyk hell for lai ling is such a rare sight.
you have indeed learnt how to be a man.
congrats.


on the last day of 2011.
i was sitting in the car wriggling in and out of the traffic trying to get to my destination.
finally i arrived.
i spent the last day of my life in the embrace of Boyfie and the warmth of friendship.
Kudos to all!





in a blink of an eye..
we are one year old.


In the year before, i tink thru the photos, i felt i did change.
Reflecting on all that i've done.
I never regret.
tinking towards positivity, i felt i learnt a lot.
even from my spouse to be.
i learnt to be more tolerant and be a better listener.

towards my family, i learnt the word filial piety.
towards my friends, i learnt to be less assertive.
towards my buddy, i learnt to be always there when i need them because they are always there when i needed them. 2 of u~ u know who u are! coz i onli gt 2! haha*

New year been here and left.
Chinese New Year is here to visit.

During this CNY, i hope my loved ones will continue to be happy and healthy.
To all my friends, i hope life will continue to prosper in times to come.
To my classmates, work hard and lets graduate together!
everyting to go smoothly.

Many Loves.
Mainx.