Thursday, August 31, 2006

these are the selected baju for the skit... which one is betta.. taggy mi...

first shot...

second shot...

third shot...






the two which fits mi the best...

prim n proper blue cheena dress...

the purple lacy one...

26/08 & 27/08-nationals...

this nationals was like so quiet...
'he' didn't fight for alj.
the sirs weren't too happie though..
but anyway... this yr, the environment was realli weird...
bit to the quiet side which i dunno why...
until sun,
din noe acme had thier agency maids s cheerleaders...
they were one bunch of noisy ppl...
each time their club ppl wins...
they will shake their butts like as though they doing sum bartop dancing...
so kuku...
and they will do the elvis tingy...
the one where you point the finger down to the floor
and after tt you point the finger up while shaking your butt...
so obscene...

and there this VJ...
keeps pointing his nipples @ mi!!!
it's so obscene..
he tot sam sir gave him the wrong side so the shirt was like tight fitting...
but even his own clothes look the same...
according to ching n mi...
we tink he actually lurves wearing...
a) translucent white t shirt...
b)quite tight fitting t shirt... (M size to be exact)
c) tiger beer t shirt (super translucent)

tt's abt it... when i notice sumore, i'll update... tata!

Thursday, August 24, 2006

cartoon peeps of NR0530

tis is the on i missed out... awin n mi after hasli's show... heehee... the neo lighting at the passport photo taking place near north canteen is kinda nice.. haha! but sumhz i look so fat in tis pic... y ar? haha... sat i'm gg for my sch's health talk rehearsal of tt skit.. kinda long title though... erm.. hope it turns out well coz i tend to change the lines everytime n of course tt coz i forget my lines so often... heehee..... IT'S PARTY TIME PEEPS! haha! EXAMS OVA!!!!

i realise the big probx abt mi is tt i self idolise... n i absoutely lurve cam whoring.... see!!! now you understand?
haha! first you smile...
and after tt, you try act blur...
after being blurry, smile again!

horrible rite? but at least i'm stress free for 2more weeks!!! haha! exams are ova! how you guys find it? i gt no comments for the pp except tt it sux! no totally but esp 2082 coz i tink i flung it! horrible ppl... his quote of the day "coz this is NYP..." wad a crapper! den wad will cum out lah!!! i oso noe this is nyp! even though it's nyp, the pp is not as ez as he tinks! stupid as*hole!!! all the bez for IMH att!!! yipee!!! my shift is 8-4 for the 1st day... den followed by 1-9 till thurs 7-3... hus wif mi?

this is mi in nursing uni... so kuku rite?
n this is the ai mei mi... cam whoring again...







these were the racial harmony day's pics which i promise to upload but didn't...

hasli in action! (the one on extreme left)
this is my fam portrait...
atikah n mi...


our famous ethic grp of the seaon...










this is xiaowen mi n tung... haha! our lec seat r like theatre seats... but so uncomfortable...

Monday, August 21, 2006

exams are stressors...

i'm going crazy!!!!
this term exams are realli realli stresful!
2119 is okie but the kat's part i dunno wad i'm doing seriously...
(money is______.) - conditioned reinforcer? (any same ans?)

mental health nursing i thought i've seen 3rd yr ppl carrying?
y are we learning yr 3 stuffs when i'm just a yr2 stud?

but i'm gd! (ya, rite!)
i'm a creator...
i'm a creator of my own theory, own situations, own answer...
actually the main reason is tt i can rem all the pointers...
it's a total shit...

Xiaowen writes essays...
Px wrote 2 booklet...crazy gal...
i onli took up 5pgs for 3Qs...
mel is pro! she din study, but she left so damn early...
nurul's gang left so early...
when i'm still struggling to check r my ans corect...(i hope so!!!!)
if i din rem wrongly...

SAQS:-TNPR (
i tink i answered: establish trust, communication skills, intiation of conversation, common interest, psychosocial climate, transference/counter-transference)
wadeva tt means... i realli dunno but anyway tt's wad i wrote...
tag whether u guys wrote the same ans okie?

-EPSE:
(4 onli rite? parkinsonism, dystonia, akathesia, tardive dyskinesia)- i elaborated a lil though...

-nursing roles on non-compliance?
(educate&fam support, minimise inconvenience,predict side effects, compliance aids)
i 4gt the support grp!

-8 assessment points on suicide risks (5m)
(current suicide tots, intend n plans, hx of attempts, fam hx of suicide, intensity of current depression, psychotic symptoms, life stressors)
i 4gt to write alcohol and drug use n current tx regimen n response

-suicide conselling...
(i dunno, i wrote crap... )
(i wrote keep sharp objects away, safe millieu, tk med, edu. family members n i cant rem oredy.. heehee!)

- reasons for med non compliance...
(my own theory... forgetful, too many meds, no trust, knowledge deficits) -
i dunno where these derive frm though..

- fam nursing (impact)
- shock
- embarassed
- affected fam dynamics
- stigmatised
- rejected n ostracized (whateva tt means)
- guilt n shame
- denial
- fam scapegoating
- finance
- fear
- powerless
- shame
(i din write :role strain, anxious & depression!!!!)

- structured activities:
(i tink i wrote diversion frm mental illness... i wrote games like musical chair, gardening n sweeping... )

-specific care for hallucination n delusion (5m)
(acceptance, do not challenge, do not reinforce, reinforce reality-based beh, self validation, med compliance n discharge planning)
i dunno whether i should include discharged plannin coz discharge planning should be planned OA rite?

- legal n ethical issues on restrains(10m)
i onli gt 6 rite... coz i couldn't rem the rest
- nv deal wif volent pt alone
- grp approach
- C&R trained nurse
- Dr's order ** date/time, duration, restrains points
- doc: type, v/s, neurovascular chart (i forgot to write cap refill...)
- restrain points : 2pts(upp limbs), 4pts (all limbs), 5pts (all limbs n body vest)
you all could haf guessed i din write close observation, ADL, i/o n last resort rite? haiz...

i cannot remmeber oredy...
fakers! ecomap, genogram n attachment diagram nv cum out... luckily i din study...
anyway all the best for the cumin rest of exams... 2037 sux!

Saturday, August 19, 2006

this att has been a emotional roller coaster for mi...

i'm att to cancer ward...
so many sickly patients...
whenever i see a pt's condition detiorate after the weekends...
my heart sinks..
it sinks so often tt now..i'm immune to it...
it's outrageously inhuman
but somehow i cant help it...
i cant reach my inner self like i've used to...it's so hard...

but looking back,
it's sad tt 5 days, 7pts passed on...
but i'm lke cant be bothered...
when morning ppl say...
eh somebody pass away...den i will go... kaox... tt means admission lo...
the tot "omg, so sad..." nv crossed my mind...it didnt hurt mi one bit...

i began to realise and accept tt...
ppl live a certain way of life...
and they die a diff death...
it all abt karma and spiritual stuffs like tt...
but anyway, death is always a way out of sufferring...
suicide n stuffs?
nah... nv attempt...
coz life is so precious...i
t always hurts to see pt's relative cry their lungs out...
sufferring can be neutralise n minimised...
but lost of someone dear n near to you..
the pain can nv be explained and understand...
tt's the onli ting which money cant buy...