Saturday, September 30, 2006

hey peeps!!!
mon ish xiaowen's b'dae!!!
show sum lurve okie???
cya!!!

Friday, September 29, 2006

today is cleaning day..
every fri is my cleaning day unless i'm wkin shift wk duh!
2dae i clean the aircon plus the fan...
i'm super satisfied oredy!
i juz lurve my rm to be clean neat n tidy!!
makes mi feel GoodEy!!!


my shelf... cleared of all the junks n lec notes... preparing for nx sem!!! heehee!


tis bear bear is actually an ad. in the bus... i modified it to say my name! yipee!


tis ish my bed! it has always been the best place of rm... it's pink, dun ask mi y... coz it's a present frm my mum...those stuff in the pigeon holes are all present... i Lurve presEnts!!!


tt's my old laggy com... in semi-coma nw... although it looks new.. all tkns to my OCD (obsessive-compulsive disorder), it always hang n it's onli like pentium3? i tink...the lamp is my nite light... it's orange(romance**)

Thursday, September 28, 2006

As usual, 2dae do girlie stuffs!
had my french manicure done by my palx..
plus masking my hair n stuffs...
we tried out new makeup products frm clinique 2dae..
dunno hz these gt their hands on these stuffs absoutely free!!!
anyway it's fun!
it has been long since i did gal stuffs..
haha!
n i absoulutely lurve it!!!!!
nx up i'll choose yt for my girlie pyj party!! yipee!!!
n if i wan food i tink i'll date px.. coz she bake nice stuffs... lurve it man...

when i woke up today,
it struck mi to feel fortunate 2ade...

suddenly i missed my imh attachmt!
tt's the last ting you'll believe rite?

i felt sad by the fact tt they gt the unwanted illness
but they are largely rejected by the society...
i'm nt quite appease by the fact tt they present their fear in the most obvious way in front of those mentally disabled,
for goodness sake,
if they are nt stable,
they'll still remain in imh!
i can understand the fear towards rape n molest,
but!
a cup can be half empty or half filled,
do you guys realise tt a mental torture is much worse tt physical one?
nobody can describe the amount of fear one presents
when the mind starts playing tricks on you,
and fear is the word to describe when it lurks in you
and you cant seem to push it away!
thru' wad the pt says,
it seems like:

the dead comes alive,
paranoia reaches out and nv let go,
movement are controlled solely by the fear,
it seems too real to nt believe,
it seems trustworthy,
by believing,
it gives strength and hope,
reality strucks outta dictionary,
living in a world of hallucination and delusions...

scary?
normally after a jap,
their expressions of remorse touches one's heart deeply,
they sob and tear,
but past deeds are just like shadows that cast anywhere.
i never once believe forgive and forget exists!
residual hatred are always tortured and lives throughout one's lifetime.
i don't expect forgiveness,
but rather, acceptance...

Wednesday, September 27, 2006

this is hz the flowers looks like..

and the worst part,

after we found the glass bottle,

we snatch and broke it... haiz...

and this is the update at dinex hse...

2dae suppose to go to my pals hse
and they ended up in my hse
coz apparently she quarrelled wif her mom!

anyways...
they came to my hse..
and we were doing tis DIY flowers
coz they tink tt my room is too plain...
they bought those cheapo flowers
they spongy spongy strips
which you haf to fold yourself?

yup, we did tt,
but after finish onli like 8 sticks,
we realise tt the sticks were too thin
and it wasn't packed wif the stickers to seal te ends,
we improvised wif doublesided tape,
it looks 'nice' (looking on the bright side)
but where to put the flowers?
they din even buy the bottle,
so we use yakult bottle,
paint it! (but the yakult sign is still rather visible)
but i tink it's kinda alrite,
taking the fact tt we were all 1st timers trying to fold flowers!

grabed tis frm yt's bloggie..
ytd's outing...

Tuesday, September 26, 2006

todae ish a great day...
n i'm glad tt i'm posting great days..
coz i've been rather moody these days..
wonder why...
2dae i went to dinex hse..
gave her her 'no remakes' present...
it's called treasure island...
done by: patricia pal...
it looks like a chest with colourful jewels and a key...
it's all in silver...
i personally felt tt it's classy but yet cute...
hope she lurve it!
she did my hair nicely for mi...
n i muz say her cousin abel is such a cutey cute!
but i kinda miss anna... she's like a princess...
haahaa... i lil' princess.. hu lurves PLASTERS!!!

and i realli din noe tt catherine's hse is juz opp dinex' place..
it make sense tt i din noe coz'
dinex place is 522 but cat's at 598...
see the no. difference?

anyway,
in the end i walked to cat's place
where we went to meet yt together...
and l8r charlene at pasta mania...
i had baked rice+garlic bread+lemon tea...
cat's has a diagn. (secret) so she cant tk spicy n stuffs like tt...
she had the clams spag.
while charlene had the combo meal
wif a huge glass of peach smooties..
which wasn't realli smooth...

took a while chatting up in pastamania,
together wif charlene's fren hu is 19 but looks like 25
plus!!! he kept tokin the whole time,
seeming like some surveyer...
afterwhich went to gt XW's present..
which can't b revealed in case she reads my bloggie...

the funniest part is...
when we were leaving bugis street,
charlene's fren ask...
"wads tis? is tt durian?"
i say..
"it's chestnut, the fried one... (gao luck in hokkien)
den went to take a closer look n say..
" it looks like rambutan!"
i find tt he was kinda lame, so i passed a remark...
"wa lao... tolong lah... rambutan?"
i tot i speaked kinda softly,
but as a matter of fact,
yt heard..
and she laugh all the way..
she even imitated mi...
wad a crazy day...

but on the bright side,
it's a happie day!!!

Monday, September 25, 2006

these few days i'm so moody..
no mood to cam whore...
tt's the weirdest ting tt could eva happen...
even though i'm all packed wif activities..
but i'm still broody...
wonder wads gg on...
i wanna go watch HSBC wakeboard champs..
but Ching's outta town..
n the nx ting i noe,
i'm all hyped up tis wk...
or 'maybe i'm juz moody coz
i've gotta slog in KKH n SGH
for the whole of nx month?
haiz..
i wonder wads gg on...

Sunday, September 24, 2006

2dae ish my bro's b'dae!
yipee...
went for Jack's place..
yummilicious!!!
wanted to haf baked rice but the chicken chop was much too tempting!
tonite is ice cream cake time!
can't wait for it to happen!

holidays are just way too boring..
i wanted so much to go for HSBC wakeboard challenge,
but ms wee invited us for pizza...
n there's sumbody's b'dae bash!
(i was told nt to review till the day arrives)
anyway...
tis wk, is all food n more food..
so greedy!
but i'm all geared up for food!
it's tempting and i simpily can't resist it!
i'm just like geraldine!
but the sad part..
i've been coughing since last wk..
haven seen a doctor yet..
and i'm missing my ben&jerry's iceream..
patrical pal! you promise we'll go one day..
but tis has been dragging for almost one yr..
n PJ you promise to go wif mi for john tucker must die!
plus jasmin has oso dated mi for a ride in her subaru R1???

as you can see from my post today
i'm kinda moody..
bitching abt stuffs..
full of complains...
wonder wad has boredoom done to mi...

hey babes...
if you're reading this post..
DATE ME OUT!!!
i'm so bored...

Saturday, September 23, 2006

ytd i received a msg frm karen...
it goes like this:

if you were to steal sth frm mi,
what will it be?
REPLY IS A MUST!
forward it to your frens,
n you'll b amazed by the replies!

by popular demand these r the top 5 results..
1. legs (skinny oso wan!)
2. smile (for the dimples part onli)
3. my fone motorola L6 (tis 1 can buy betta version ma!)
4. my personality
5. weight

ytd's training @ alj was superb!
coz the 4pretty babes turned up!
-Karen
-hui hui
-Ching
-ME!!!!!

we had fun as usual... plus,
we had addded new babes into our babes gang!
-janice
-ivy

i've gt 1wk hols!!!
yipee!!!
but after tt..
one whole month og slogging in SGH..
but on the bright side,
i've gt KKH to look 4ward to...
BABIES!!! cutesy cutie...
n also b'dae parties to attend!!!
i lurve food..

i missed out these two pics on our play... heehee...

Friday, September 22, 2006

this post wil be all abt the lamest CI we've gt...
he speaks in a gentle and soft tone...
he has a big heart..
coz whenever we're l8,
he nv ask us to repay extra...
juz the time you're l8...
but during his 'lectures'
which we'll haf everyday,
he phrases questions in statement form,
adds "huh?" behind to make it a question...
we were bored to death so...
we wrote poems...

done by: emilia...
eyes deep forlorn
awaken by the secrets of the dark world
words carved out of a broken shape
what is it you may ask?
writing on the ground
tender in shreds of red.
your heart, my son of my tears for you crystal clear as your soul.

done by:mainx (outta boredoom)
life is lame but yet crazy
life is rainbowed but grey
sometimes predictable
sometimes uncontrollable
sometimes unforgettable
sometimes judgemental
we dwell on it,
and we forget
but it comes back...
grief, happiness, bitterness, sweetness.
emotions which are unpredictable...
afterall tt's life..
something we can't escape...
...but make full use of it.

can realli see we're bored...

Last day of attachment...
it's a great relieve to be outta of 'danger',
but on the other hand,
i kinda miss the times to play checkers n mahjong...
it's fun, slack...
oh!
i also miss history taking...
it's a great achievement to be able to touch a person's heart,
engage them, build trust to open their heart...
they tell you their plight,
tough times, and the main reason why they are admitted.
some of them is not because of the sickness itself but the stimulus...
it's sad tt stimulus e.g:
- bgr
- lack of family lurve
can take a huge effect on the child in the long run...
it's sad that because of these,
they resort to fights, go into depression,
in layman term: go crazy..
basically, i feel that when i stimulus is presented,
a person copes with it,
it might be venting out,
or juz simply bottleling up..
it might not be their fault that they self inflict injuries or commit suicide!
i tink the responsibility lies in the amt of lurve they are entitiled to but rejected.
it realli sad..
and i learnt a lot thru' tis att...
the most impt ting i learnt is anger management!
although i haven master it yet...

Thursday, September 21, 2006

these are the photos for the play.. grab it frm ain's bloggie...

yipee!
my last day of att is tml!!!
so super glad..
no more worries of being touched..
sumtimes i wonder...
wad triggers them to touch us?
high sex drive?
deprivation of sex (long term)
anyways... i'm so glad tml is the last day..
i can't deny i lurve imh coz it's slackness
as compared to the normal hospital...
but in here you haf to be on the precautionary side...
whereas in normal hospital,
the most important ting you haf to bear in mind
is definately safety...

tml we're conducting our last 'structured' activity...
farewell party for US!!!
we're gonna feast!!
i lurve FOOD!!! can't resist it!
so i'm kinda looking forward to it..
n i can't deny tt i will miss those crazy pts..
they made my day..

Wednesday, September 20, 2006

i was super early ytd..
so decided to cam whore again...
heehee...

Tuesday, September 19, 2006

i'm so sleepy!
so i'm nt gonna blog much...
anyway..
today is crazy?
erm...
my day at IMH has always been crazy...
stretch out my antenna n open my ears..
caught some interesting gossips..
duh?
gals lurve to gossip rite?
i'm a girlie gal at times...
my cam whoring pics cannot be uploaded...
i'll do it tml okie?
sayonara!

mi n my cam whoring Monday...


see.. neat nurse...


wakie wakie.. juz wake up face looks like tis... so ghostly...


yipees! ready 4wk... (@ imh)










n proudly presenting miss plain jane looking for food in the kitchen.. (Hungry)

Monday, September 18, 2006

my day went by great..
today tt sulky sister was on...
but she was alrite today...
maybe menopause ba...

haiz...
2dae an encounter wif a fren set mi tinking,
can i guy realli cause a great difference in our lives?
tt fren i noe is realli bubbly..
(as far as i noe)
but after tt guy came in2 her life..
or rather her mind,
tings gt haywired!
she is dreamy @ times..
dunno wads she's tinking...
she's like totally not herself anymore..
is it tt bad?
i mean it's juz a guy,
there are many others out there...
you juz haf to wait for the rite time tt's all...
life is meaningless if you start brooding ova one tt is lost..
tt'a nt totally grief but...
it's like..
i total distruct to daily functioning...
haiz..
hope to see YOU back again...
i'm nt angry wif you no worries..
juz irritated by the fact tt you r irritated n sensitive bout'
tis lil' issue..
it's juz a tiny issue dearest!

Sunday, September 17, 2006

proudly presenting my childhood frenz in my life!










this is mi n dinex(geraldine)(1yr diff) we're realli close.. ppl often mistaken us for cousins... but it's so obivous tt we're nt coz she's so pretty!










tis is abel, anna's brother... dinex cousin..










tis is anna! such a cutey gal... dinex cousin...










jamie is dinex elder sis.. married... she's the jie jie hu takes care of us during outing when we were young(pretty yeah?), sarah is the younger one... older den my bro by one yr...










n now presenting dinex n her bf... din tok much to her bf.. but one ting for sure, both of them are gluttons...

these ppl haf been my life since i was born... (except the younger ones... lurve them loads... muzckx!

yupx!
tt's how i will look during attachment..
v kuku rite?
i feel tt IMH ppl doesn't care much abt our attire,
as compared to those CIs in the 'normal' hospital...
l8?
no need to pin up my fringe...
tuck it behind the ears,
pull the hiar back in2 a ponytail...
(no combs) needed..
coz they dun bother if it's messy...
taking bus?
no fret?
need nt bother abt wet hair..
juz leave it s it is..
as long as it is tied up during working hrs tt's fine...
great wkin in IMH! laxy lax!!!

morning shift?
tiring?
nopes..
in IMH breakfast, lunch, games n meds...
tt's it..
no drips n stuffs...

noon shift...
bored?
nopes..
gt a couple of ppl..
play games, tok, anything!

afraid to get caught talking?
nvm!
continue talking to pt..
tt's wad it's all abt!
heehee...
like it there?

apparently....
i lurve it! (but as a student though)

haf you guys ever wonder...
how i mental disorder patient realli feels?

i've been wondering,
if it's so hard to push those tots away,
i guess it's realli overpowering...
normal ppl like us do haf a certain time talking ourself,
believe?

answer these questions:
1) How do you feel today?
2) Are you that bored?
3) Which latest movie you woule like to catch?
4) Who is the greatest guy/gal you want to be with the most?
5) what will happen in the future?

the ting is...
while answering these questions,
you are actually asking yourself
also considered talking to yourself...
imagine if you are in a tight situation,
what will you do..
i bet 99% of us will say..
"oh my gosh.. calm do.. DO STH!!!"
man! this is already self talk..
it isn't bad afterall..
but when obsession takes place?
e.g: BGR?
tings get outta hand..
ket's take breaking up as an example..
ppl always tink of the past..
wouldn't let go..
but as time passes...
it's time to move on n tt's it..
sayonara..
but some juz can't let it go due to sumting tt holds us back...
it's hurting n at the same time torturing..
but obsession i guess is the ting
tt realli deals n nv lets the emotions go..
it's runs while n..
poof! cya in IMH!!!

agree?
i dunch realli noe..

Saturday, September 16, 2006

today was health fair...it was fun but i felt tt tis yr's skit wasn't as funny as last yr's...basically coz this skit was mainly on nutritional facts,while last yr's skit was on fall precaution(type of slippers)last yr i remembered tt i was impromptu...i went for onli one practice...n tt's it...on tt day we juz manage to do it n tt's it...today, we're doing on nutritional facts + a slight touch on oesteoporosis...'we did tis together with the OT ppl..they did well n they were nice too..heehee...
after we did our stuffs...i tot it was end of tis,hu noes, the mayer of dunno where invited us to perform @ CDCi tink... if i did nt heard it wrongly coz i was half asleep...we're oso gonna put tis as a videowith the help of SBM n the design ppl..erm... all these will be done thru' ms wee..today was fun especially the buffet part...anyway i felt tt together wif the OT ppl,we did well...yeah... zZz.. my nap time!

the pics (today's performance)

on the way to sch

i look jaundice in lift

mi n ahmad...

my buffet!!! greedy!

in the toilet... so cold!

nt forgetting wif awin!

Friday, September 15, 2006

i met wif a nerve recking incident...
ytd i went to mac to gt yock fong her fillet...

guess wad?
while i was walking to the bus stop to meet awin...
i heard a loud bang...
i turn towards the direction (human instinct)
i saw tis man flew up...
n landed on the middle of a cross junction...
scary..
at tt point i dun deny tt i was scared...
my first thought was to escape...
coz i'm nt taught CPR yet, so i wouldn't noe wad to do!!!
major stressors manipulated my muscle's oxygen level...
n my legs were totally weak...
there was tis resurfacing of the pavement,
n the contruction went to carry the injured to the side walk...
frm there, i was to take over since it was directly in front of mi...
and worst of all, he was unconscious...

the angelic side of mi told mi to stay
in the end, i followed my conscience to stay n try do my best..
i calmed myself down n the first reaction was to take the vital signs..
the pulse was strong and regular,
respiration was present but strained n hyperventilating...
i woke the pt up,
talk to him, ask him to try breathe slowly...
he adhered to my instructions, and everyting was fine
EXCEPT tt he was in a state of shock...
he was repeatively asking wad happen, why is he here...
i manipulated his tinking to concentrate on his breathing,
frm there i proceed to test his cognition..
ask his name, ic, tel no. n stuffs?
to assess on his orientation...
after i've done tt...
i ask abt his pain location n intensity...
he presented wif abrasions on the upper limbs and finger...
accompanied with a swollen left face n numbness on the cheeks...
according to my analysis,
he complain of pain at the lower left back is due to the impact of the fall
based on the location of numbness felt at the left cheeks...
soon after,
the police n paramedics came...
i wrote my report n particulars,
told the paramedics about my assessments...
n i left..
i was glad i helped n at the same time,
i wasn't late for wk!
heehee...
*pats my own back! gd job!*

Wednesday, September 13, 2006

nw i realise... the nw mi n past mi gt bit diff actually..
look closely...
haf rite? as compared to those in the recent posts...

noe my lecturers were emphasizing on stigmatising?
i feel tt stigma is sth which is oredy in a person's mindset..
although it's super unhealthy to stigmatise ppl,
we(including mi) wil do tt unconsciously...
it runs in human blood (nt sure of animals)

after onli 2daes of imh att...
i feel tt w/o stigmatising...
trust is build...
communication barrier is broken...
n i've found my ans to the huge ? on TNPR...
therapeutic nurse-patient relationship...
trust is the key to communication...
logically speaking...
they din wan tis to be cast upon them... duh!
plus...
the key to trust is touching hearts...

feel their 'reality based thoughts'
wk wif them to solve their probx thought...
chem, verbal, physical?
those stuffs...
by feeling wad they feel...
advices are naturally frm the heart...
nt based on sum facts which you haf read sumwhere...
when u deal wif the feeling frm the heart,
it's genuine n brings life back to where it belongs...
reality...

ytd was an eventful nite...
i was like offline oredy..
den YT called...
heehee..
RESULTS out...
at first i din dare to check the results
coz i noe sth bad ish gonna happen...
but in the end i can say it's bad but nt s bad s D lo...
nt satisfied...
but the probx lies in mi for nt studying...
play cards n stupid slumber party again lo...
crazy ppl like mi...

is was a crazy nite...
super elated mood duh!

**cong2 nx time muz catch hintx hintx faster k?

Tuesday, September 12, 2006

2dae was so fun...
beginning...
tok to pts...
den abu came to gif 'lecture' on self awareness
n the johari window which he has been bugging us for 2 daes...
afterwhich we were left alone to do our 'structured' activities...

after a while,
he told us to get in2 pairs...
find a grp of 5pts, teach them communication skills...
it was kinda nerve recking coz
funny leh...
so many pairs of eyes staring at you...
dunno whether paranoid a nt...
plus plus...
whenever you ask a question they ans funny absurd stuffs...
so it was tough to actualy conduct this session...
anxiety steps in...
scary rite?
but after tt session,
they are your frens le..
although they realli tok nonsense...
haha...

tis pt taught mi hz play mahjong...
kinda fun after you gt the hang of it..
starting, i was so slow...
den they were like,
"eh...missy dun sleep leh... can pong de ma.."
haha...
onli pong n chi...
of course 'hu' oso...
haha...
tml muz try again...
den can perfect my skills...
heehee...

tata!

Monday, September 11, 2006

phew...
today is my first day at imh...
it was tt bad though...
but in the beginning, sitting in tt lecture hall was boring...
so sleepy..
mel was sleeping so soundly when she was caught by the CI,
the walked to her and the CI was like:" ask your fren to wake up!"
so pai sei, btu on the other hand,
it's to show the speaker tt her speech is kinda boring...
liven up a bit lo...

when i first enter the cubical,
it was kinda scary...
the feeling is like 20 pairs of eyes staring at you..
n you dunno wad will happen nx...
but after you gt use to it,
and you gt to know the patients,
it's kinda okie...
can play games, tok to them n stuffs..
kinda of fun..
as i student i mean..
of course when you pass out as a staff nurse..
life is kinda of busy n totally different...
i'm nt scared n stuffs but i'm nt into the idea of close contact...
i dun quite like the feeling of patients cumin so close..
but other then tt it's fine...

i'm quite looking forward to tml...
tml wil be another day!
hope it goes well..
i'll be working 1pm-9pm...
scary...
but there's always a first time..
so let tis experience of working in imh at nite be my first time lo...
heehee...

*** yeetung... gt well soon...u din look gd today...

Sunday, September 10, 2006

ytd i was trying so hard to teach my mum hz to read a directory...
see... it's super difficult..
coz she juz doesn't haf sense of direction...
see muz teach step by step...


step1...

step 2...

step 3...

see.. stil dunno...

imh att is cumin!
i'm so excited!
ti's like once in a lifetime you gt to see ppl under tx...
it's totally awesome...
btu the ting is tt..
i feel weird wanting to go imh...
n worst still...
the bond which (if accepted) i'm gonna sign wif ttsh
also includes imh n cdc...
crap...
but it's fun n exciting...
at the same time dangerous..
on the other hand,
i feel tt all job has it's own hazzardous pt though...
e.g:

pilot: plane crash...
but if i marry a pilot, it's the most romantic ting if he takes u up in the air..
n den he propose to u n stuffs! whoa! cool!

Doctor: epidemic
marring a dr means no need go clinic...
haha he will gif you all his lurve n care... sweet lurve!haha!

engineer: eletrical fault short circuit maybe?
but marring an engineer also saves all the wk of calling electrician to repair spoilt electrical stuffs...

commando: muz go war.. sob sob sob
on the other hand, marrying one of them means you haf a super brave husband...
can protect you... *dreams* how nice... most probably haf 6pacs... muscular...

sportsman: permanent sport injury...
fit guys are nice show offs to your galpals... heehee... agree?

Thursday, September 07, 2006

haiz..
dunno wad in the world happened...
i'm onli like 45kg n guess wad?
i broke my hse toilet seat cover...
wad a miracle...
so i'm nt tt light after all...

ytd i told my parents tt i broke it..
as usual, gt a great nagging for 2 days...
which is today n ytd nite..
luckily i was clever enuf to tell them at nite...
anyway to day we went to gt the toilet seat cover...
erm... it's at bukit batok...
kinda far though..
but wad choice do i haf..
since i broke the cover n my mum spoil the toilet pump..
so our toilet's water couldn't stop running...
after we gt tt..
i spent the whole day fixing it with my bro..
n well..the spoilt toilet brought mi n my dad together...

tml is my big day...
i'm gg for ttsh interview for my bond tingy...
i've intended to bond with them for 3yrs...
since sgh's application is close n
at the same time,
i didn't enjoyed working in the onco ward...
so might's well juz bond...
anyway 3yrs is fast...
snap snap n it'll be ova...
haiz...
finance is tight..
so bond for 3 yrs?
juz take it as an experience to be gained...
I can do IT!!!
yeah!!!
hope it goes well...
so tt i can chop chop sign sign...
yeepee... gd luck to mi!

Wednesday, September 06, 2006

recently i've been tinking haf i grown?
i tot i've grown a lil...
but no at the same time..
i look the same..
all my frenz haf transformed into sum beauty princess..
but here am i still like a small kiddo...
weird eh?
i dun understand y cant i realli transform in2 a princess?
haha
i can't n tt's it man... haiz...
i'm still ugly duckling...
haven n dunno but i tink will nt becum a swan..
haha
siao...
dream dream dream...

Tuesday, September 05, 2006

wads the strongest organ in our body?
haha...

i tink it's the brain...
see...
i told you so....
see...
the brain can control any movement of our body..
it can cause severe dysfunctions to our body...
i bet cancer cells are manipulated frm there..
brain disorders?
wadelse?
erm...
mental disorders...
bipolar disorder,
manic attacks,
schizophrenia n stuffs like tt...
so crap rite?
n tt wadeva vagus nerves tt cause ppl to be on respirator...
i bet tt was the cause of my hyerventilation too...
haiz...
stupid but clever brain...
so after all..
do not scold ppl pea brain...
coz i suppose even a pea brain can do wonders...
juz use no brain will do...

Monday, September 04, 2006

hey peeps...
support the necklace my fren has made.. ambeljewels.blogspot.com
i tot i is kinda nice...
told you so!