Monday, October 30, 2006

sleepy head mi boarded the train in the morning to gt my bond signed...
of course together wif my 2 sureities...
and duh...
i am always mi wif my L6 cam whoring in the train...
heehee...


tt's mi... but...


snap mi when i'm drinking...


or i'll spit at you...

Sunday, October 29, 2006

the yellowish mi...


the brownish mi...

i dunch noe whether which design is betta...
plz plz plz throw in sum advice..
lurve you galx...

Saturday, October 28, 2006

time n tide waits for no man...

aunty doris passed away like ytd...
i was like so near but so far...
i was helpless...
she was so ill...
she suffered thru' her days...
i realli realli pity her....
on the other hand...
why is cancer always lurking around?
i mean... where did tis idotic tingy come frm?
it makes mi feel like i'm so expoased to it...
i'll juz gt it anywhere, anytime, any place...
i'm scared of tis dumb ting...
it's benn suffering for her for abt one yr...
i'll miss her lame jokes..
n everylasting scoldings..
as for nw.. i hope she still can scold mi.. i realli dun mind...
time flies like water...
she juz went like tt..
w/o knowing who came who went...
i miss her...

today went to trade in our old cordless fone.. gt this new one..
it doesn't look appealingly gorgeous... so i intedned to keep the photos aside... heehee...
yupx... after tt went to bishan for the famous chicken rice.. slurp slurp...
when looking for a carpark lot is realli diff... cam whoring is the best option!


this is my bro dying of the heat.. today is a hot hot day...


n i totally agree!


smilie smilie!!! coz we've gt a lot!!!


funnie faces can cheer up the mood of a not so nice looking fone but wif gd features though...


n tt's mi to end wif... muackx!

Wednesday, October 25, 2006

finally,
hosp att is left with 3 days...
counting the days i haven started wk yet..
i'm bonding soon,
wif ttsh...
i wonder wad is it like to wk as a sn...
it's like weird to be gg so fast...
i'm one min a yr1 and another min a yr2..
it's like still so fresh although i'm still practicing the wks of a yr1...

i hope everything will juz be smooth..
i'm so scared to be passing out so soon..
it's like 2 more sems...
n tt's it..
it's super scary it seems...
am i cut up for tis??? haiz...

Saturday, October 21, 2006

haiz...
i went to see aunty doris...
i felt so bad tt i wasn't feeling anyting when everyone was filled wif emotions...
i'm like so immune to it till the stage tt it felt so...
INHUMAN...
i went back to ward48 where she admitted...

the last time i saw her
she was kinda ok.. or rather betta den now...
she was admitted for fseizure at first..
but now it's due to her oedema...
it's kinda bad n her urine output is decreased..
it's very super concentrated
so i suppose nt much water is passed out...
she wused to be well n alrite,
but tings took a turn last yr..
when it all started off frm her breasts...
i'm like speechless..
i cant express my feelings anymore,
when it spreaded to her liver n brain,
i knew tings we'ren't gg well,
but we prayed for the best..
and now...
i'm all shocked by the news although it didn't hurt mi...
i'm so... inhuman...
y? has nursing created a barrier to emotions???

Monday, October 16, 2006

crappy! look at the haze

Sunday, October 15, 2006

Today is like a jinx, everyone in the hse is like angry about anyting and everyting.hu noes wad went wrong?
it all started ytd when i used the com for like 3hrs,my parents were kinda unhappy tt i was wasting electricity! after tt, tings took a turn when the psi level went up.it was like hazy and everyone in the hse was getting irritated for nothing!i've always wonder the effects of the haze n now i noe..i tink the education for the hazy outlook is:ANGER MANAGEMENT hz crap can tt be???
nitex:my mum was juz too lazy to cook, so am i,so we went out in the haze to hunt for dinnerand since we went out, my dad was like asking my mum whether she wanna check her eyessince she was complaining tt she couldn't see the computer!my mum refused and my dad was rather furious,i dunno y but i dun tink i wanna gt involved in tis mattercoz as a matter of fact, i tink i've create enuf trouble to gt myself in2 anotherso tis left wif both of them being mad at each other,and obviously it had affected their mood!n i wonder wad happen to my bro, he has become so irritating these,he juz lurves to wack mi for no apparent reason,and duh! i gt angry and shouted!and another bad mood person in the hse...
of course my mood wasn't tt gd but it wasn't bad too...anyway, today,everyone was still mad at each other for hell reasons?and yes,i'll still stay vigilant and see hz it goes tml!i juz can't wait till i gt outta the hse tml!

Saturday, October 14, 2006

haiz... ytd, went for training...
it was a long story...
first, wed, noon shift,
by the time i realli fell aslp,
it was 12..
n i had to wake up 5.30am the nx morning..
din had a gd nite slp..
panda eyes all popping..
went to wk,
had to bathe pt, serve diet, attend to their need, sponging n stuffs..
mornings are always bz..
plus,
i had to be assessed on dressing..
realli drained my energy on concentration!!!
goodness..
the nx day morning again..
crap...
damn damn damn sleepy!!!!!!
anyway.. it's fri, on the bright side,
i haf sat n sun to dream on..
but worse of all...
i was forced to go down for training..
so in the end i went...
we ran ran ran..
like forever man!
den we kick kick kick...
den we spa spa spa..

n there you go...
there's tis guy frm our club..
i super dunno wads wrong wif him wif us ppl..
i tink he's kinda a junkie wif a kuku face..
nt to comment much on his face,
coz his smile doesn't make him any friendlier...
anyway,
my first partner was him n he was like a jerk...
i'm a female for goodness sake,
n he was kicking mi wif his toenail like one asshole!!!
see...
when haf you guys seen sparring wif skin tears???
i tot sparring ends wif bruises??
like those black n greenish patches
although tkd always gives purple n blackish ones instead...

when he spar wif samuel...
i guess they gave him a hard time too???
samuel sparred like his in a competition n gonna put all his might in2 killing him...
n i would applaude him for his bravery coz i lurve tt baby powder gt wacked!
it's so damn bloody cool to see him gt wacked...
his name is johnson... tt's why!!!
aka: baby powder...
it kinda a too nice name for him though..
he should be called talcum powder or sth...

Thursday, October 12, 2006

since the yr1 is gg for their hols, while we slog in the ward,
sha2 n i had decided to gif them a lil' pressie...
i bought ferrero roche wraped the loveable chocolate up...
n tada!! check it out!!!


see.. 1st: wrapped in flowery plastic n complete with a nice silver ribbon, in contrast wif the gold foil of roche...


nx i put it in a nice plastic baggie and there you are..
nice packaging!


there you haf it.. pressie for the yr1s...
those same shift s mi onli ar...
gd luck peeps... n WK HARD!!!

Tuesday, October 10, 2006

being yr2 sem1 feels so weird..
my ward is filled wif yr1 as well...
n we are like big sister to them,
muz take thier hands,
guide them step by step...
but sumtimes,
it's just tt,
there's nt much for them to do,
so tings are like..
everyting done by mi n myself..
anyway,
the sn are kinda nice,
as for those i wk wif today,
they gif us loads of job to do..
n yipee...
yr1 are in charged to take the parameters,
while yr2 can concentrate on
erm.. let's see...
off drip, dressing, meds, and stufs like tt..
the yr1s are like quite of a lost duck,
i suppose i look like tt when i was yr1 ba...
heehee...
anyway,
it's kinda weird when you still feel rather fresh yr2
but yet you gotta guide them..
hope i can do as much as i can..
yr1 jia you!!!
zZz....

Monday, October 09, 2006

today i'm filled wif hatred..
i can't understand which part of ppl
do nt understand tt stamping authority is the most unacceptable behaviour,
BIG TIME!!!

i merely wanted to help,
it was juz outta gd will,
y do you haf to make my life so difficult?
taking manual BP is like chicken feet after practicing for like so long in yr1
n yet,
sumbody showed mi attitude,
like as if being a yr2,
taking BP is a big project tt you haf to do it yourself personally,
just because you are wearing SGH uniform n i'm nt!
we are humans aren't you?

as a yr1,
obviously admission is a big project,
i went through it myself,
din you?
you need nt be so rude to snatch the admission form frm her
just merely cos' she is slow,
she is yr1 for goodness sake,
n this is her first time on attachment!
crazy ppl,
but i've learnt to be resilient,
in order to survive in tis torturing world of hatred!
jealousy is obviously her fear
n the fear of being super free is overpowering
causing her to be realli over-reacting...
haha...
f*** care man!
i'm onli here for 3wks!
n i'm nt gonna see your f***ing face!
*bleah!*

Sunday, October 08, 2006

today ish my mummy's b'dae...
n guess wad?
she din even noe tt it was her b'dae...
until we gave her the card tt i made n my bro merely juz wrote his msg..
i had to copyright my msg so tt he dun copy it..
he always re-phrase it n 'ta-da!!!' his OWN msg..
wad a crappy bro i haf...
i seriously din noe wad to draw on the card..
so i drew a tree to signify the art of nuturing,
i noe the drawing is kinda ugly, but i tried my best to imagine the tree,
although it's nt perfected well enuf as compared to my imagination...
anyway...
my mum thought i copied the idea frm sumwhere,
but y do i need to copy sum1's stuffs and still copyright it???
of course it's done by me!!!
anyway, it's been long since she last read my compo..
the last was i guess in pri6?
i suppose so..
anyway i hope my mummy like tt card i did...
i was exhausted after tinking so hard!
"happie bdae mummy.. lurve you lots!!!"


[The back of the card]


[This is the front...]



[tt's mi, n my cam whoring in KKH...]

Saturday, October 07, 2006

recently, many family matters harps on mi...
my granny (whom i dun like) fell n broke her hip bone,
asking her children to help out,
but the ting is,
when my grandfather passed away,
he left her a sum of money,
so wads she complaining abt???
asking to contribute medisave?
crap!!
i haf financial problems myself,
help you?
then wad abt mi?
yes, i agree tt i'm realli selfish,
but when grandfather passed away,
we didn't even get wad we are entitiled to!
her children:
daughter: 1 in canada, 1 can't bothered...
aparently, she seems withdrawn, shuts herself up in her hse...
n i tink she is reflecting the symptoms of depression,
anyway i can't be bothered with her too,
since young, i was treated badly so hu cares?
sons: my dad(no way, nt gonna help), another in jail for drug abuse

family probx are always complicated and even the greatest pstchotherapist can't solve them,
but the cause of it's exsistence,
is most probably money...

money is an incentive,
a motivator,
ppl can die for money,
money is part of food, water, shelter and air...
it's part of us,
n it seems tt as the cost of living goes higher,
money is sth which ppl fight for,
causing disputes...

personally,
i felt tt,
in a family,
even though we eat porridge everyday,
live in a small house,
we can lead a happy life...
as long as necessities are met,
it's the emotions and lurve tt strengthens the relationship bond,
it's not money!
it never can be money!
pls tink twice if money is the bonding factor!
i suppose you'll gt into deep trouble ones' mentality gets complicated...

introducing my stuffs of the day...
first if my fone, which i promised to blog but till nw...
heehee... 1st post abt my fone rite???
sry ya?



alritey... my motorola L6.. lurve slim fones.. it gifs a nice feeling when it's placed in the pocket...



tis is the 2007 diary..
you like it??
limited edition... NO REMAKES...

Friday, October 06, 2006

these are grabbed frm ain's bloggie..
swensen's treat...


crazy ppl wif crazy poses....
there's kavitha, joanne, peijun, ain, elaine, mi n ahmad!!!


another stupidity shot...
ain, mi, elaine + ahmad


whoa! big money!!


mi n ain...


grp pic!!! together wif ms wee... opps.. Ee dzu...
tt was wad we were told to call her in public.. heehee...

Top 10 restrictions of Nurses:
1. No smoking in public
2. No BGR relationship display in nursing uniform
3. No eating while walking in public
4. No listening of walkman, mp3 or mp4s
5. Maintain composure in public, no nonsense
6. No slippers/ sandles in uniform
7. No pants suit even if you are gonna be attached to imh
8. No shopping in uniform
9. Respect the eyes of the public although you actually don't gif a damn
10. No standing up for your rights even though it isn't your fault!

Now you guys understand how great it is to be a nurse?
this is just the top 10 restrictions,
there r lamer ones, which you haven seen...
high pay, tiring job.
high bonus, higher expectations.
high intake, higher withdrawal.
high promotions, higher wkload.

so you can expect how great it actually is to be a nurse???

Wednesday, October 04, 2006

my fren sent mi an email to stimulated my salivary glands,
when those stuffs cant realli be eaten!

check tis out...

wed!
i changed shift wif charlene..
coz she has a appt. to see a dr..
anyway...
it wasn't a bad ting afterall...
plus...
i was in the nursery tis whole day feeding babies..
so it was kinda slack...
entertain mothers n their babies,
teach mummies hz to handle babies..

haha!
i tink if a retire,
can be nanny,
look after babies...
kinda fun..
but on the other hand,
it's a 24hrs job..
no break..
unless baby is sleeping..
babies are so cutey cute!!!
whenever they cry,
and you can't seem to find the reason why,
cuddle them, rock them gently,
and they seem to lurve it!!!

yeah!!! baby smile to mi..
it's an accomplishment,
rather, i consider it as one..

lurve them loads man!!!

Monday, October 02, 2006

today's KKH!!!
babies!!!!!!!!!
nursery!!!!!!!
it's kinda fun but at the same time
it's kinda shocking hz 'gentle' they handle the babies?
i once rem caroline told us tt
the more gentle you handle the babies
the higher the risk of injuring them..
maybe coz of the slow mo rescue???
haha
anyway
i had fun!
n i'm gonna enjoy n make the fullest of KK!!! lurve it man!!!

ytd went to swensens wif ahmad, ain, kavitha, elaine, joanne, pj and ms wee...
it was ms wee's treat!
yipee!!!
salmon bake rice, earthquake, wings n mushroom!
delicious!!!
lurve it man!!!
tkns ms wee!

Sunday, October 01, 2006

twins??? nah...


1st shot


2nd shot


smile threesome!

cam whoring with yt...

last nite wad realli fun!
onli mi, emi, charlene, yt, atikah n catherine went..
we played 'heartattack' xw's other frenz..
the middle was like so far away coz there were 13 ppl playing???
n yupx..
charlene bang my head,
i was practically lying on yt,
catherine was like on top of charlene's head..
it forms a chain..
n the heart attack alone was crazy!
xw played as well, n she when she shout heart attack!
as usual everyone gan jiong muz put the hand on top of each other's
but when everyone was waiting for her to hit our hand,
she shouted! " aiya! i shout wrongly!! take back your cards"
it was not 6/9 diff but 5/7 difference!
haiz.. xw'!!!!!

yesterday was xiaowen's b'dae celebration...
it was classic!
(or we tried to...)

ytd was like a gambling session wif xw's brother.. haha! see... how hard he was trying to tink?


(charlene yt n mi)