Gems UnwrittenDiary...

...success lies in the harvests of setbacks..

MainX/*GemS*

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I'm a procrastinator
I'm human
And thats what humans do
But i chose to do mine here


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legend:
ND: 9pm - 8am
PM: 1.30pm - 10pm
AM: 7am - 3.30pm
T4: 8am - 5pm
T8: 9am - 6pm
SD: sleeping day
DO: day off
RD: rest day
PH: public holiday
AL: on leave

My Life

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OLDIES


Ah Liang
agnes
alice

BabyHiroshi

-pAtrIcIa pAL
PeiErn
Poh Poh

Queena

Rebecca

Tang~~

VivianBee

MISC

-> Ross
-> Felicia Chin
-> DAWNYANG
-> KAREN
-> WENDY

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Thursday, November 30, 2006


wad r u doing pj? adjusting ur hairband?
mi ever ready for picture taking... haha...

see.. nice dress rite? it's $80 wif the change of 10cents..
i lurve it.. but i lurve my money too...


see poor mi,

can realli use com at hm..

so i'm blogging at cat cats hse...
n of course uz edit at her hse wor...
nice nice... haha!

can you believe it?
i fail bcls theory..
which means the retest is tml.. sianx..
it didn't bug mi as much as the practical one though..
coz i my whole subgrp failed..
to make matter worse,
lmost half the class failed.. haha!
i went out after tt.. haha..
wif cat xw n pj...
haha
had fun..catching flies...
the flies were like bugging us so we intended to capture it
wif the cover for the soup..
but the fly was clever enuf to leave after we got ready...
and the songs played there (yoshinoya) was rather vulgar
or did i hear wrongly?

Wednesday, November 29, 2006

Yipee!!! i passed BCLS!!!i'm juz so relieved!i went in did my ting n out i came..DONE!and of course..i did my frenx favour by being their model..and i helped a gal by doing 2man wif her..good citizen rite?

when i went in,there was this lecturer shouting "adult choking!!!" i went up to her (coz i felt she was nice to bully)

me: one man can?
she: nope, i'm choking...
me: eh plz lah plz... one man lah (coz christine was left)
she: ok lah ok.. faster ar...
me: den choking oso at the same time ar?
she: ok ok...
so i perform one man n choking wif her..
when i was doing choking,
i heard shuhui lecturer saying:" ok! two man!"i was still doing,but at the same time,i told them, i finishing oredy, i wanna do two man.. wait for mi...den shuhui damn funny,she 1n2n3n4n25 den she look at mishe i was like huh?but i ventilate anyway since i din wanna make it too obvious...

infant was alrite...onli the infant cpr i accidentally removed my hand frm the chest..i panic sey,i was like oh shit, erm lecturer, i noe i should nt leave my hand...i was given a chance to do the cycle again..and tada!!! i'm done!!!! together wif infant choking...
i'm lurving it man!!!




these are the late pressie...

retro belt (which i dunno wad to match it wif)

sha2's frenship mug and

jen's blusher... i lurve the colour!

Tuesday, November 28, 2006

today is a super sleepy day...
i can't believe i'm such a person wif no urgency...
see..
tml is my BCLS but here i am blogging and playing audition...
heehee..
anyway...
this is a pis abt christine...
she is one irritating person!
i realli haven seen such an irritating person in my entire life!
anyway because she is realli irritating,
we amplify her flaw a bit larger..
i mean, i didn't do it on purpose
but it's kinda obvious though...
anyway this is the story caterine, xiaowen n i haf composed..
when we were terribly bored..
you would haf guessed how bored we are man!
ok.. this story has a twist..
first i would declare tt it's totally fictatious,
and also,
you haf to read the scroll replacing Vs wif Ws...
so it should sound..
e.g: van should sound like when (wen) gt it???
lets try another word..
e.g: vessels should sound like where-ssels... replacing phonically V to W...

try it... it's rather fun!

Monday, November 27, 2006

hey hey..
2dae my mood was rather good...
haha...
i received a surprise present frm the 'hunks' frm my class..
heehee... tkns you man...
i'm terribily touched...
haha! tkns tkns...
n sha2 was realli funny to ask mi to msg to remind her
haha... to bring my present..
i'll nv do tt..
make mi so desperate for the pressie...
haha...

** hey shilong... tkns for being a nice king kong by allowing mi to pour my nonsensical anger on u... haha...

my mood is amazing betta...
but nt totally alrite...
coz i still gotta wk wif her,
by staying in our grp clearly explicits her unwanted exsistence..
anyway hu cares..
dun worry.. i'm nt interested to waste ink n pp writing a diary abt her...

lurve ya babes!!!

Sunday, November 26, 2006

tings are nt realli gg my way...
tings are nt done the way i expected it to be,
ppl r critisizing everting in everyway,
life is gg crazy taxing their way in,
everyting seems so empty,
i noe i've gt the best home in the world,
but my hm seems so empty,
sth is missing but i dunno wad...
i tot i've said tings which r impropriate,
probably i'm juz too straight...
i'm sry,
but wad can i do now?

i'm like lost in sum desert,
locked and trapped...
i can't gt out of this dark dark life,
i'm breaking thru'
but it's hard...
heeelllpppp!!! wad haf i done?

Friday, November 24, 2006


yeah!! my b'dae pressie!!!
thank you ppl for the presents...
i lurved the tweety cake frm nurul n poon,
the fruit cake wif white chocolate crisp frm pj,
the nice exquisite book mark frm px,
the nice nice bracelet frm emi n cat,
and the monkey erm tissue box cover frm awin...
oh tkns elaine for the happie b'dae song... haha...
n tkns for the treat to jacks place mummy!
and tkns for all those hu msged...
which means tt you rem. my b'dae!!! yeah!!
lurve ya ppl... MuAcKx!!!~


converse shoe... y like tt???


the girls in my subgrp...


the manly hunk in my grp... heehee...

Thursday, November 23, 2006


Drawn by PX, read it at your risk **

Ok, counting the mannequins from front and back. I don’t know if I got the correct of mannequins in the middle portion. SO those I high-lighted, please take note.
In case, you guys don’t understand.
Here it is :

Sick mannequin is for ppl who are sick..flu.cough etc.
Features : Just like H419 half body mannequin.Blowing and compressing is not a problem.Its located at top left corner of the room.

Below the sick mannequin is the full body mannequin.
Features:
This mannequin needs more strength to compress. For those who are used to the hard mannequin in H419, this may be a good choice.However, I didn’t really try out the ventilation. I think its almost like H419.

The Mannequin with an A* is a NONONONONONONO for One-man CPR. Or else you would be courting death. It can’t seem to relax..It will reflect in the printout. However, its is also used for FBAO.So, we can’t run away, but, FBAO, they will not run strips.

The mannequin at the centre row, second last, with the gray colour ink is the mannequin I got.
Features:
This mannequin is super sensitive. However, its easier to compress.You don’t have to go really deepppppp to get the green light.For those who compress hard, like germain, Pj..etc, you will break the ribs. Confirm plus chop. For ppl who have difficulty compressing the hard mannequin, this would be a good choice. However, if you are those who blows HARD or a lot, please please please, DON’T hyper-extend the neck or Head-tilt-chin lift all the way, or else, red light for ventilation would be your gift.

The mannequin with ONLY the red A, at the bottom left, looks dangerous and suspicious. No one uses that before. Its labeled with a scotch –tape “choking”. Please don’t do one-man CPR on that too. We never know what will happen will we?

The mannequin at the centre row, 3rd last or 4th last from the back, is harder to compress. I saw a girl who is compressing with all her might.
The “In-line” thing is just a gauge. These 2 red jacket mannequins are inline..haha top and bottom.

Wednesday, November 22, 2006

HEY PEEPS!!!
you've gotta read this!!!
Super important!

according to px, the red jacket, tanned cutie fako sux!!!
it doesn't realli relax and it has been rather sensitive to the blows!!!
okie.. this is important!!!
IBRAHIM FAILED COUPLE OF PPL HU TOOK TT MANIQUIEN!
so beware!!!
n if suay to the core,
blow gently, head tilt chin lift properly, n i dunno wad to advise abt the compression... n erm... GD LUCK PEEPS...

oh ya... i noe it's stupid to say tis,
but dun cry, dun make wad christine say a reality...
we're strong ppl!!!
lurve yourself!

sch seems boring,
and of course the piling exams, tests and project,
nv fails to exhaust mi!
this den brought tots back...

people do change,
sum for the betta and others for the worse...
she seems a nice person,
but when crisis crops up,
her true colours swell...
it makes mi vary abt my personality...
A LOT...
it seems tt,
2yrs l8r, everyone, or rather most ppl,
shant away frm her,
her circle of true frenz starts to shrink,
thou' sum still says but heart nv lies...
i dun wanna betray my own conscious in being fond of her,
but in order to stay away frm trouble,
i rather pretend den keep away,
sensitivity kills big time,
while paranoid sets in...

Monday, November 20, 2006

tings dun always go the way we like it..
i nv deny tis fact,
but when tings doesn't goes rite,
it causes much frustration n irritation...
especially when ample time is given...
i admit tt i dun study in advance,
but when hands are tight,
and the road present resistriction,
tt's when i had no choice...
tings sux these days,
break wk gets cancelled off,
and it's nt within our ctrl tt public hols r sprouting everywhere...
n yet..
nvm! life realli do sux..
sch ends l8 most of the time,
ample breaks but nt schedule to go anywhere or do much,
it's admn farked up..
tt's wad makes mi hate nursing so damn much!

it's rewarding i dun deny,
but it's irritating too... fark!

Friday, November 17, 2006


see my ice cream? mango!!!


see these metal ppl? they r real!


sha2 n mi in a super elated mood after tking pics wif jonathan leong!



n n esprit retro shades... 3digits... $$$




sha2 n jon...


see.. mi n jon.. he's kinda a charming prince...

'we' din manage to go out in the end...
haiz...
but afterall, it was an eventful day!!!
5hrs break, as usual... bored to my bones...
so sha2 n i decided to go down to town...
we were raoming around when we saw....
.
.
.
.
.
get ready for tis!!! JOHNATHAN LEONG!!!
he has been my fav tis season of singapore idol,
haha! so honoured to see him!
okie.. credit for sha2 in spoting hady n jon,
but oso credit to mi ma... i ask permission to tk pic wif him wor!
anyway since the first time i saw jon,
i tot he was charming,
but nobody agrees wif mi...
see the real person,
you'll noe wad i mean man!
anyways...
sha2 now you believe mi tt his charming?

Thursday, November 16, 2006

today i reach sch like so late...
first woke up in the morning l8!!!
rush like hell and found out tt i miss the bus...
and wad nx...
i tot i can rush to reach sch in time n damn!
TRAFFIC JAM!!!!
and guess wad...
i din noe lecturers are so mean s to nt allow my grace time!
i stepped into the class at 9.10am!!!
just in time wad!
i mean tt's wad the grace period is for wad!
hymp! ANGRY!!!!
wad the hell?
i haf to step outta the hse darn early just to predict tt there's tis traffic jam?
and wads more!
my fear, anger n frustration took effect...
i admit it's because of tt lecturer, but also another fellow...
the one hu nv fails to cause sum disturbances in my mood...
her voice SUX!!!

Wednesday, November 15, 2006

fear is an emotion...
sth which can't be expressed...
i fear the return of those days
which troubles strikes n nv subsides...
it feels like a huge boulder
weighing on my chest,
the feeling is tourturing...
it grows like wild grass...
sprouting outta nowhere...
unable to grab it outta my life...
it's kinda stinging but bearble...
i hope the feeling goes away...
please please please do...

hey peeps...
gd luckie for BCLS...
*muackx*
i noe this part of nursing suckx.. (the cramping)
but the reward is the part where it lingers n tingers...

Tuesday, November 14, 2006

because i muz gif credit to xiaowen's camera...
yupx... these are taken frm xw's camera... kinda sharp...
*envy!!!*
anyway... these are the pics taken durin BCLS practice...
make it bold... practice!
okie... as i was saying...

the chest was so soft.. till the metre was like red? *blush*


n this is the kiss of life... passionate n wif luv...
and it is also the one which cause mi my flu n stuffs plus 2 ulcers..
hymp! angry wor!


first it's mi...


this is juz how much is the difference.. yt n superboi is... one is like so big one is like so tiny... heehee.. dun punch mi!!!


see... sha sha n her erm... was it coke?


den tt's sophian... were you stretching?

and of course.. i forgot to introduce our new n erm... special? Cafe.. situated in the one n onli nyp library... haha! they sell sandwiches wif 3 flavours onli though... bleh...


by popular demand, this is the english version of my belt...

but i prefer the chinese version one though...

i'm SICK!!!
help!!!
i'm down wif serious flu n brocho-constriction!
it's sounds kinda lame but i'm sick to my bones..
project piling, wk getting hard
and time is is contricting on mi...
it's so diff to continue enduring...
haiz...
hope it ends faster..
wads more, my b'dae falls on ...
haiz... wadeva.. let's nt drag on tis nonsensical stuff...
i'm dead beat...
let's juz watch hz tis boring day goes...
*sob sob* i need to catch sum sleep!!!!

sum days are sweet
some days are pure disasters...
mine is filled wif gooey honey
but sprinkled with cinnamon...
supposingly gd but turns bad within a couple of mins
due to poor receptive behaviour...

finally sumbody understands
the plight of insistiveness and unacceptance
the frustration of beating about the bush is SICKENING!
it's pure dominatory n ordering...
it of course a farking pain in the ass...
but hu cares...
i'm sure i'll gte used to it..
or rather more or less immune to it...

Monday, November 13, 2006

hey peeps.. i'm spring!!!
check yours... n rem to tag it okie!!!

You Are Spring!

Hopeful
Playful
Sweet
Fresh
Airy

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart.

In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.

You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.

Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage.

In this moment, you think of love as something you can get or discard anytime. You're feeling self centered.

ytd was demo for the SCDF day tingy...
supposingly...
we arrived at our CC @ i tink 1+?
mummy tot ching will be there but anyway she wasn't,
she appointed hui hui to be the leader though...
(it's always gd to haf a sis tt will b there for you yea?)
the demo tingy involved:
- zulaikah
- sakira
- ah liang
- johnathan
- my bro
- emmanual
- delancy
- hui hui (plank holder onli)

it was kinda fun taking their ugly faces.. haha...
and sam sir was as usual damn LATE!!!!
enuf of my crap.. so let's view the pics...


360 turning kick!!!


jumping turning!


mi n hui hui (1st shot!)


all natural!


erm.. kissable lips?

RanDom pIcs~~

mi n Ting Ting n the neos... after SHS att... haha!


mi whoring ova my butterfly.. haha! $1.50 onli wor!


yupx.. she's the one.. the butterfly i'm toking abt...

tis is oredy the second wk of sch...
phew... so fast!
it like soon it'll b exams...
i always wish my b'dae will be here earlier,
but sumhz now,
i hope tt my b'dae nv arrives...
coz of tt stupid BCLS tingy...
haiz.. i hate it man!
anyway.. sum random pics long to be posted but din managed to...

Friday, November 10, 2006

i totally forget tis superb pic...
us at junction 8... IN TOILET..
haha... it's always private in the toilet...


SEE SEE SEE!!!
my new belt!!! nice???

mi n PJ
mi n awin
vannies!!! so vain!!!


make up time!

today we had gracious 5hrs break.. so we went for movie...
STEP UP!!!
maybe mi awin n sha2 lurve dance,
so we enjoyed the movie i muz say..
erm.. i probably gif a 4 n a half star... heehee.. pics nx time!!!

Thursday, November 09, 2006



this is the suckiest day of my life...
first electives starts on my birthday!
and the nx day i found out tt theory test falls on my birthday as well!!!
wad the hell!!!!!!
and worst of all...
the dumb test is on BCLS and i can onli afford 4 wrong ans...
and THURS is PRISON BREAK!!!!!!!!!!!
how to study on thurs when there's prison break
and friday is the test oredy...
and wads more,
usually, i study the day b4 or the day itself...
so tis is a total shock to mi...
so suay ar??? beginning sch muz start project oredy...
and wads more, birthday cannot cruise thru my lectures
like maybe sleep, tok, eat and most probably whoa my pressie???

anyway... lovely galx... tml is white ar???
wear white okie??? i'll wear my off shoulder cums mid-drift top... seeya!!!
muackx! lurve ya ppl!

Wednesday, November 08, 2006

BCLS!!!! (basic cardiac life support)
haiz..
i rather put it s training to do pumping in a sequencial manner lo...
it's so damn bloody tiring to do BCLS!
the blow part is like tearing my mouth apart..
you haf to actually open the mouth up like a giant crocodile...
and den you haf to open your legs like erm... crabbie...

okie lets revise the sequence...
first...
"hey *tap tap* are you okie?" (obviously NO!)
"HELP!!! somebody! call the ambulance 995!!!" (look i'm helping)
den... Look Listen Feel.. (disgusting phrase)
-haix.. nothing leh-
pinch the nose real hard (by the end of it.. the victim will haf a realli red nose lo..)
n den gif two blows... (yuckx.. kiss of life! n you haf to engulf his whole mouth)
check carotid pulse... (tt seems fine) -opps no pulse-
commence CPR... (whoa! like sum ultra big project)
[1n2n3n4n5, 1n2n3n4n10----->1n2n3n4n30!!! (whoa! i feel my stamina building!!!)
gif two blows (man!!! like swimming lo... take a deep breath] ---> one cycle...
do the 5of the cycle...
n TADAH!!! you r a strong woman!!!!! ---> you still haf to exclude the rescue breathing though~


the romantic kiss of life... tt's the one...


n tt's hz you should do your pumping.. see? wkout?
practice a few more times... muscles will sprout!

Tuesday, November 07, 2006

yeah! pj is gonna gt mi a cake for my b'dae!
i lurve fruit cake!
i like the fact tt it is creamy n covered with cherries, strawberries, mango n stuffs..
whoa! so sexily delicious!
muackx!*** lurve u loads man gal...
babes.. plz plz plz dun gt mi chocolates...
i'm nt a fan of it...
i dun mind a couple of ferrero' but juz a couple you noe...
heehee...
but the crappiest part is.......
my b'dae falls on the sixth week of my sch...
n our elective starts on the SIXTH WEEK!!!!
n guess wads the most terrible part of it?
**SoBx sObx**
its a friday...
!!!!! show mi sum lurve man... !!!!!!!
y like tis??? haiz... so sad...
n of course i suppose projects r cumin up...
haiz..
SUCKER!!!!

Monday, November 06, 2006


today is the first day of our nonsensical sch!
its briefing after briefing about tis n tt n stuffs...
crap!!!
it's ica after ica n stuffs when our grp stuffs r nt settled...
n subconsciously,
i behaved like cold towards them as in them you noe?
anyway.. it's super nt on purpose..
i apologise...
its not my fault tt i'm behaving like tt...
its juz tt i've pledge tt i'll pay attention
n the ting is tt,
she is toking rot, n she is the commotion of all the stuffs...
n she is the one hu is insisting on the changing of grp..
so wad the fark is the hell ting abt?
wad shit?
so wad now! farker!
i dun care.. wadeva happens,
i will do my part n tts my attitude, take it or leave it,
i dun care! y am i so fedup abt stuffs like tt?
waste my breath..

Friday, November 03, 2006

ytd went K-box wif yeetung n jiafang..
it was super funny coz chinese songs,
heehee.. lyric r kinda hard to read..
but at least i manage to rap bit..
n sing a bit..
we imitated SHE ...
haha.. i was ella,
yt hebe...
n jf is selena..
so damn funny...
haha.. l8r on we went to vivo city... super...BIG...
pic for you!




banana models...


i was trying to save monkey man...


ladies' day... (erm nite dun sounds rite)


hu says big gals cannot play water?


we can ok!