Wednesday, February 28, 2007

mood rate: *****

rainy rainy daes are pretty much slpy slpy daes...
ytd was all abt slp...
so is todae...
but i can't gt to slp todae mainly because of 2 reasons...
1: my neighbour's kid is killing mi wif his shouting and yelling
2: my other neighbours are tempting mi wif the sound of mahjong!

oh man... i miss mahjong therapy...
hey mahjong ppl.. LISTEN!!! i miss you ppl... n the tiny green tiles...
muz date mi out for mahjong therapy b4 i go bonkers...
while i slack at hm... i guess my pals out there are hafing their att...
wonder they dun put mi in kkh...
i realli realli dread gg to sgh wif nobody else but hippo...
oh man... 1 whole wk facing her can eat my lungs out lo!!!
i can't believe i so suay! always kena att wif her!!
wad the hell man!!! wads life life life n more life...
anyways... i gt nothing much to blog nowdays because i've been a geek...
n a slpy pig... and tt's all for nw... meeting up wif jen l8r... haiz... i'm bored...
GBS... germain's bored syndrome is overwhelming! but i still miss him... y hasn't he MSG MI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Romeo & Juliet (translated)

i sang a song in my heart for you
the lyrics are sugarie sweet
but still, i don't haf the courage
to tell you, "i love you"

why are you still holding back your thoughts?
haven't you understood me?
no matter how you express it,
i'll still accept and say "i do"
in a thousand ways, there's onli one to represent my love to you...
in a thousand ways there's onli one tt bring us together...

i love you, you're my juliet
i do wanna be your romeo
being loved everyday, with romance every night
let love (forever) be retain (i love you)

i love you, you're my romeo
i do wanna be your juliet
being loved everyday, with romance every night
a beautiful romance blessed the happiness of the future...

Tuesday, February 27, 2007

mood rate: *****

recently, bro told mi he has to leave for KL for 3 days...
dad complains abt his toothache and has been on 'weening' diet since...
mum complains of tummy ache...
n mi... the usual cramps tt lasted so long tis mth...
i slept thru'out my time... lazying away watching plasma...
in the past...
i'm seldom at hm unless evening when my presence is commanded to do the housewk... but hafin the cramps force mi to keep myself at hm... watch tv, spending time wif my family... and whenever dad complains of his tooth, he juz feels like a lil' puppy s compared to his usual bulldog way of getting tings done... and whenever bro ask for favours to throw the 'ball' so tt he can practice batting, he juz feels like a harmless lil' bro... weird rite..
wif all the lurve tt surrounds mi, i miss 'him'...
i dunno y tis sense of emptiness overwhelmed mi suddenly, but i missed him..
i miss feeling warm in his arms, texting sweet msg to each other...
getting lil' presents which felt so valuable to mi... which made mi realise tt my world does haf his exsistence, it's juz tt... i had chose to supressed it in order to move on.. but sumtimes, i do admit tt... he has been a part of mi... n tt him... n nobody else, but if one day, we du ngt to b together, i'll still feel the presense which trails the sweet memories of my relationship...


[it's blurred for a reason...]

momma came back wif sth i realli lurve to own!!!

tadah!!! BRUSH PENS!!!!!!!!

good bye fat markers...


fat markers r not bad a choice to own, but one ting abt fat markers is tt... it is fast on $$ coz the ink supply is nv rich enuf for long colouring... n when it's nw, it's rather diff. to control the ink placement coz of the first rich ink tt would make the picture look pretty disgusting... and wads more... fat markers are onli pretty on words but nt pictures.... although the brush markers are nt branded markers.. but owning them still mks mi feel proud... coz it's a gd marker... heehee... my fashion design drawings are all tkns to them...

Monday, February 26, 2007

mood rate:*****

yipee...
everyting abt now and nx two weeks is all abt relax and slack...
but sumhz.. after intensive mugging for exams...
i felt tt i couldn't relax a lot..
weird weird mi rite...
anyways... bro is gg for his KL trip for 3daes soon..
although i realli hated him playing in my rmm wif tt stupid handmade ball,
but i would miss him man... he's my bro afterall...
and moreover i coudn't forgt getting into serious trouble because of him...
blogger is crazy!!! i've been posting n posting and it onli appears like the nx dae or at 12mn... argh... msn is rather empty is i've nt been gg in...
BORING is all i can say.. .
but ytd's italian job (movie) is kinda nice...
n since i'm a LAZY fellow... i became a potato couch...
so i'm like POON!!! plasma woman...
but i do read nowadays... and i'm reading a bk abt bondmaids..
so ya.. i'll update abt it soon...

hey... px... ur fren's stuffs are done up... due to the mismatched of the the size of the string to the beads... i had to weave the beads into a metal connector and the connector to the string.. so tis is hz it looks like...

total view... i added a hook for convenience...

tis is abt hz big it looks...

hung up, it look like tis...

Sunday, February 25, 2007

mood rate: *****

ytd's party was rather fun...
okie... all the mystery will but out...
i won onli $2.20...
i can hear you saying:"y so lil onli????"
coz i split wad i haf wif my bro.. n apparently, her lost tt nite...
tt explains y...
anyways... CNY is all abt fun n being happie...
n wads more...
when tt gong bodybuilder came, we were abt to go hm...
he was like rushing to finish his food to join us..
but coz we oredy started gambling 'in the middle',
all he could do is be a card distributor..
so he created nonsense when giving out the cards...
him: lai lai lai, happie NY, happie happie... HUAT AR!!!!
but all the cards he gave out couldn't b played coz there's no middle or the risk is too high... at one pt, there were a stupidly low possibility tt i could lose coz it's ace to king... loads to win... n guess wad came out? ACE!!! i had to pay double lo... i bet $1 and had to contribute $2 to the pool... shit~ nvm... wads gd is the food.. jamie is preg and haiya... geraldine wasn't hm to join in the fun...

the ppl whom i grew up wif... except the middle one.. all i noe she's korean n she's glynnis' fren.. heehee...

*HUGGIEX*

mi n bro bro bro~

PARTY PICS!!!

sarah, mi n bro...

we spilled the potato chip so we had to use tis round blue ting to vacuum...

MONEY MONEY!!! we played in the middle!!! haha~

my finished design for my l8 CNY clothes..

Saturday, February 24, 2007

mood rate: *****

last post b4 i left for my CNY party...
i haf to realli release all my stress man!!!
i'll b seeing glynnis, geraldine, jamie, sarah, ANNA!!!
n jamie's cattie!!!! i lurve the cattie.. it's so fat n cuddily!!!
OMG!!! FOOD FOOD FOOD!!!!
all my cravings all b satisfied!!!
yeah!!! OMG!!! tt's totally awesome!!!
wad i did todae is all abt preparation..
prepare the food to bring for my PARTY!!!
now i'm having my party mood...
mahjong, poker n wadeva you bring out i'll juz gamble it...
hope i win! heehee...
juz hope tt i rem to bring my cam to tk pics! heehee...
yupx yupx... i'm rather l8.. so tata~!!!
smooches~

Friday, February 23, 2007

her life story...
everybody toking abt you...
everyting bad is abt you...
but tings aren't as simple as they tink...
she went thru loads n loads of which tore her up in2 pieces...
nobody noes, and everyone hu tink they noe judge her...
ater stepping out frm these gloomy period...
she tot eveyting will go back to normal...
her brain might say so, but her heart says no...
she's pretty confused...lost...
and all she noes is how much she regretted doing it..
she's blessed wif everyting you wish for...
a nice bf, happie family, cosy hm, nice clothes.. everyting!
but the sweet memories lingers in the heart...

my advice to you... dun look back... just go along to wad you've oredy choosen... looking back doesn't do you any gd... and wads worse, it pulls you back in decisions you make in life... tk it slower and probably steadier.. it may turn out betta den you expected... in any decision you make... as long as it doesn't harm anybody and you tink you like it, make it and dun look back... tt's hz ppl move on...

mood rate: *****

yeah...i've gt a party tml!!!
gonna gamble my ass off.. wonder wad to cook to bring there...
anyways...
last yr, i din realli anjoyed CNY gathering coz of attachments...
tis yr, i did nt realli went for visiting coz of EXAMS...
y is sch affecting my life so much... haiya... hack...
told my parents i dun realli wanna venture to being a sister in yrs to cum...
n they were quite mad abt my decision..
i told them i would prefer to gt maybe SOS so tt i can fly n nurse in a private jet... i dun realli like management stuffs.. so i wouldn't even dream of being a sister lo! i would prefer to go up to maybe SSN n wads nx... gt sum outstanding awards or wadeva, but no no no nv a sister... my dream is to be a specialised nurse in a super specialised area where nobody would wanna venture in2..
it started off wif IMH but they were terribly against it so SOS was ,my nx choice... n wad... haiz.. it's time when i haf to make my own decision wad i wanna do wif my life, no matter hz it turns out to be, bad payor wadeva, tt's my life, i tk charge of it, and as long as i'm happie... i dun wan anybody to stop mi...

mood rate: *****

yeah exams r finally ova...
went k boxing wif yt n xw after bio...
i guess everybody is tired...
n our voice apparently sux due to a bad throat maybe...
n the most wanted jap meal of the day wasn't avaliable so we had to tk chicken rice which was kinda horrible...
the rice often gif mi n yt prob...
yt sang n the rice gt stuck in the throat...
mine... i sang n the rice were like bullets spurting out..
haha... it was kinda fun but sleepy at the same time...
coz everyonr were exhausted by bio pp...
anyways... i realli regretted nt doing the immune lo...
wads done is done.. HACK lah...
met up wif gwen after tt...
she is like so much prettier since the last time we met up..
anyways... went to her place to bai nian...
her rm is pretty pink... curtains too...
n she has tonnes of assessories...
she came to my hse, stayed till almost 11...
n wad a coincidence, her bf's fren stay like 3floors down mine...
so she met up wif her bf like 3floors down... anyways.. had great fun... meet up soon... zZzzZZZzzzz........

Wednesday, February 21, 2007

i was running thru my notes in prep for tml's exams when i came across these stupid pics i drew outta boredoom... =)

my secret lurve tt cannot be explained y it turned out tis way...

ahmad made mi draw tis... anikin zoo... but i lurve the animals... except HIPPO!

i was bored to death studying the same old text ova n ova again... so i did tis.. add in ur own stuffs... or wadeva i missed inside! nurul says MHCI, MHCII is missing, so is CD8, CD4...


i made tis cuter n easier to study... hope it benefits u all! smooches! gd luck for the last pp!

argh! i was trying to post the stupid stuffs tt i did for immunology...
den my bro came n used the nw com...
i was tryin so hard to use the old com,
but it's so slow...
like in a semi-coma state like tt...
anyways...
i sent it to nurul n she was trying to help mi improve my ART!
n TADAH!!
i'm 5marks smarter!
but anyways...
studying bio is much much easier den the prev 2 pp...
which was realli driving mi crazy wif sleepless nites burning midnite oil...
alritey... LAST PP!!! CHIONG AR PPL!!!!!!!

*to yt: no matter wad happens.. i'm still encouraging self efficacy... block wadeva is obstructing you n break down l8r... coz exams r rather impt too... tink abt wad you wanna do l8r, try out, but prepare for the worse... my hotlines are always open! call mi if u wanna tok... i dun mind actually... =) be strong~

Tuesday, February 20, 2007

nicest ang bao for tis yr...


mi studying hard... =)

mi, juz woke up...

my bro wif his bak kwa saliava...

mood rate: ***_ _

oh my goodness!
it like 2more daes to the nx but final pp...
i'm so glad but worried... ARGH!!! i juz hate exams!!!
2dae, ppl to cum to my hse for visiting is mostly made up of my momma n papa's frenx..
so i'm well confined in my own rm...
very gd.. but tt's provided my bro doesn't cum disturb mi wif all the FOOD!!!
i hate him playing ball in my rm like nobody's business!!!
wad if he breaks my glass n stuffs...
when i tel him nicely, he juz blab back wif "SO?!"
ARGH!!! he's getting on my nerves...
he sneezes w/o covering his mouth firing all his bak kwa saliava on mi!!!!!
he's all sweaty n lies on MY bed!!! while i'm gt terrible ranting if i merely sit on his bed b4 bathing!!! wad a dumb bro i HAF!!!!!! we keep bickering!!! i hate it!!!
damn it, my bro is geting more rebelious den EVA!!!
WAD TO DO WIF TIS IDIOT IN MY HSE!!! he can juz treat it as nothing happen after losing the $70 religious necklace tt mum bought for 4him... last nite both my mum n him were quarrelling till 1+am... stupid rite? tis morning he can act as though nothing happen! wads stupid frenx my bro mix is is the damn cause!!! ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!! NONSENSE!!!

Monday, February 19, 2007

i wore tis on the 1st dae of CNY n momma say:"i wan red!"

so i had to put on pink instead.. coz my red clothes sux...

mood rate: ****_

i'm bored to death studying bio while entertaining guest...
they juz can't understand tt ppl haf exams while they'll b enjoy thier life...
i'm in the stage of young adulthood where you r in between...
80% adults, 10% sec sch kiddos, 5% pri sch kiddos, 4% JC geeks and 1% toddlers...
the toddlers are pretty much fun to play wif...
but the rest, i can't bear to waste my time asking them hz sch n stuffs...
and as for the adults...
they juz can't stop toking abt these family probx...
as a person aged, they juz lurve the dirtiest but most valuable paper... MONEY!
they're like so enthu i toking abt my ah gong's $, where has it gone to these yrs after his death n stuff... i'm the least interested can! coz we din even wanna tk a single cent due to these probx...
and we've guess it rite tt these probx do arise...
i'm onli loads interested in finishing the tibits n junk food...
n i guess i need to control my craving for sugar coz i almost finish the 600g of sweets!
and as for now... i'm gg back to study for bio... GD LUCK MI n everyone else... smooches!

*i'll post the photo after sumbody allows mi to use the other com...

mood rate: ****_

i'm bored to death studying bio while entertaining guest...
they juz can't understand tt ppl haf exams while they'll b enjoy thier life...
i'm in the stage of young adulthood where you r in between...
80% adults, 10% sec sch kiddos, 5% pri sch kiddos, 4% JC geeks and 1% toddlers...
the toddlers are pretty much fun to play wif...
but the rest, i can't bear to waste my time asking them hz sch n stuffs...
and as for the adults...
they juz can't stop toking abt these family probx...
as a person aged, they juz lurve the dirtiest but most valuable paper... MONEY!
they're like so enthu i toking abt my ah gong's $, where has it gone to these yrs after his death n stuff... i'm the least interested can! coz we din even wanna tk a single cent due to these probx...
and we've guess it rite tt these probx do arise...
i'm onli loads interested in finishing the tibits n junk food...
n i guess i need to control my craving for sugar coz i almost finish the 600g of sweets!
and as for now... i'm gg back to study for bio... GD LUCK MI n everyone else... smooches!

Sunday, February 18, 2007

mood rate: *****

CNY!!! food n more food...
i'm so happie abt nothing else den the food...
wadeva is present i eat!!
drink drinks drinks... lurved the cans n pkts of soft drinks..
like makan spree... lurve to death...
as usual, i can't find the clothes to wear coz i din haf time to finish drawing the design of my clothes u see...
anyways... wadeva i had.. i can't even rem...
so i'lll quit toking abt it...
as for 2dae, it's all abt visiting...
and as for tml,
i dread entertaining guest when i haf studying bio at the back of my mind...
so i'll juz go wif wadeva feeling i haf tml...
n since whoeva is cuming tml are all kiddos...
n if i dun fit anywhere...
i'll juz shut myself after wishing every1 happie nw yr...

Saturday, February 17, 2007

mood rate: *****

finally ang baos dae is here...
i've gt my shoes, bag, assessories but NO dress...
but on the bright side, momma bought mi a new top...
n since i'm onli gg for visiting on the 1st dae,
heehee... i shall juz wear the customised dresses for sch...
told my sista abt the ONS tingy...
she nearly chocked on her food... is it tt funny sista?
mi n poon anricipated tt sista will b like "F*** her lah... siao..."
but instead sis said:"wow, it's realli amusing! ROFLOL"
weird sista rite? anyway... poon n i discussed tt ONS can onli be cured by EST(electric shock therapy) and we side track to sumwhere else which i dun wanna say, coz it's truly embarassing...
as for now, i'm still waiting for the steamboat tingy to cook, so yupx... gtg... enuf of blogging...
coz after tml, it's gd luck for bio mood...
lurve ya ppl... HAPPIE NEW YEAR!!! smooches...

Friday, February 16, 2007

special thanks to yt... smooches!

told u my hse is dusty...

my nw bedsheet...

the letter tt bro worte during my att... heehee! sweetx bro~

plz do nt buy fake wood... it's ugly when it's discoloured!!!

mood rate: *****

yeah!!! i'm done wif my shoes...
did spring cleaning todae...
changed my bedsheet...
I LURVE my new bedsheet!! NICEY!!!
finish my design for my shoes...
lovely!
now i'm left wif my clothes design which i dun tink can make it in time for CNY... n BIO PP!!!
nvm.. i'll juz enjoy CNY b4 i tink of all the nonsense..
momma saw my shoes...
she was like:" did you realli design n make it urself?"
i realli did it myself! n she beg mi to make one wif strips for her! OMG!! no time lah mum...
gong2 n dumb2 has agreed on sth...
we tink polar either has a crush on my sista OR she's jealous of my sista...
HAHA!!! LALALAALAA!!! my sista is a star!!!
i wonder y polar want to be like my sista so much... weirdox... be urself lah!!!
CNY! GONG XI FA CAI!!! hong bao i wan!!!

i'm so bored of nt hafing nice footwear...
n i realli dun wanna haf footwear tt is the same...
last yr i went to the temple n couldn't find my shoes.. coz therer're 2 pairs of the same kinda.... ARGH!!! luckily the size was diff!!!
so tis yr i'm gonna decorate it MYSELF!!!

my ugly feet of training needs new yr shoes!!!

plain white shoes to be revamped!!!

after pasting the flowerx...

to make it sweeter.. i paint it wif orangie paint on the sides...

add the touch of ribbon...

TADAH!!! new yr shoes...

nice??? germain so pro!!!

Thursday, February 15, 2007

i forgt all abt tis pic which i was suppose to post like long time ago... see... my feets has loads of hardened skin... it's so ugly after all the barefooted training on the carpark... i'm super sonically great man... blister after blister gif rise to tis kinda feet... so dun try it at hm... =)

mood rate:*****

phew finally the pp tt i'm most afraid off has ended...
it was the worse nightmare to sleep like onli 2hrs++
i haf to reali catch up on my sleep...
but hard wk do pays off.. other den the dumb pnuenomia ting i blank out,
i'll rated the pp s moderately difficult...
anyways..
hu cares.. i guess my hypertension presentation can help mi a lil bit more...
i was sleeping n doing my exams...
so horrible mi..
n LS because of tis dumb exam lo...
tis is the first time...
HAIZ~ finally, i'm able to decorate my shoes...
n cont the design of my dress...
heehee... so happie...
went shopping todae..
bought a whole lot of goodies worth 20++ bucks...
i muz be crazy... haiz... SLEEPY MI IS GONNA SLEEP...
nitex...

Wednesday, February 14, 2007

i do enjoy my childhood daes!!!

*simplicity*

see... preparing to study...

the notes which i've created...

my motto on my notice board...

jen cannot leave mi studying on my own!!!

mood rate:*****

1 more days of stupid chionging attitude...
n i haf few more daes of worry abt bio...
anyways... jen came to my place ytd...
i was a surprise visit...
jen: *scream* germain open the gate!!!
mi: wa, so confident i'll b hm lah...
jen: i wanna mugg exams wif u ma...
apparently jen is also hafing her pp...
so we were chionging together...
but vain pots like us cannot help leaving the cam alone... so...
you guys haf photo treats!!!
i can't tk it anymore man!!! 2035 is killing MI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i tot i'm fast but i'm still @ cardio!!! omg!! i'm so dead!!!

Tuesday, February 13, 2007

mood rate: ****_

getting stresser n stresser!
todae pp was alrite.. but sumhz...
i dun feel rite.. i felt tt i might nt pass the pp b'coz of my saq...
the dumb on neph. syndrome...
anyways... motorola called mi..
saying tt my mother board is spoiled..
n they haf to replace it...
all i haf to say is... i dun care wad to do.. s long s u fix my dumb fone!!!
dumb fone gifing mi probx after probx... damn it...
hope when it cums back... i'll still haf my pics inside...
ARGH... i can't imagine a blank fone...
oh man... memories will b erased!!! AAAAAAAHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!
2035... i'm praying for it to be ez...
realli realli ez.. (i noe tt's impossible) but.. i wanna gt over wif it n done wif...
so tt i cn embark on designing my shoes n clothes...
oh man... my toilet stinks of my bro's sockx...
his rm n every other ting else stinks!!! i sprayed perfume in my rm to keep it smelling nice but... i cant stand walking in2 the toilet tt stinks!!!!

Monday, February 12, 2007

mood rate:****_

i'm so stressed out frm studies!!!
OMG!! i need sum game to play wif...
blogging apparently doesn't help much...
and worse of all... CNY is cuming!!
n stress causes germain to haf zits outbreak!!!
ARGH!! CNY cannot look pretty oredy!
after all the moderations made to my room...
germain has decided to design her NY outfit,
design n create a new look to her shoes...
n make her cutiesy assessories...
all to go visiting for 1 pathetic dae coz of BIO!!!!
nvm.. nw the main probx is!!!!
i haf to solve my bruises probx... the ones on my thighs can be covered...
but the one on my hand is darn obvious.. bruise bruise... plz subside!!!

ecchymosis stage 1...

stage 2...

stage 3...

the most stunning mp3 you've seen!

smooches... gd luck for exams peepx!

Sunday, February 11, 2007

mood rate: ****_

i'm gg bonkers after 4hrs straight of full concentration of paeds..
i'm trying to marry 2035,2036 n 2081...
coz it's co-related... anyways... enuf of studies.. i'm tking a break!!!
went market to gt bro's stuffs coz bro's cooking tonite...
mum: we're gg visiting on onli da 1st dae... you haf to go...
mi: okie, but can we dun go aunty's hse? kinda scary...
mum: i agree but ur dad wanna go, we haf no choice...
basically, i dun haf the festive mood coz exams r like round the corner n time is obviously a crucial factor! PLUS, i suspect tt my aunty is hafing either depressive episodes which is kinda developing in2 paranoid schz.

last yr, after the divorce case of my 2nd cousin, losing both children to his wife, my aunty is totally mad @ everybody for agreeing tt my cousin is at fault which is the absoute truth coz he was hafing an affair, splurging his mum's $$ and pinning it on his X-wife... totally inhumane! she became rather depressed n always hiding at a corner in her room... last CNY, went to her hse s usual, no goodies, no drink, curtains closed, fone unplugged, non charged hp... i felt realli claustrophobic! omg! recently, saw elder cousin... he said he quarrelled wif his mum for changing her fone no w/o telling the rest... she refuse to pick up the fone coz she tinks tt ppl r out there to harm her n stuffs... basically, i tink tt coz she's armed wif too many branded stuffs, stole her husband's $... she lock herself in her hse (locking everybody out) including her husband.. my poor uncle has to sleep in the hotel... so i'm actually rather afraid to go visiting @ her hse lo... WAD SHOULD I DO???

Saturday, February 10, 2007

mood rate:*****

ytd's training was rather slack...
ran as usual 3km, climb 11 storeys...
i told sirs tt i couldn't run but in the end,
i reluctanly ran w/o regrets though...
training nv fails to liven my mood!!!
yipee!! ching n gang came...
samuel was darn funny..
he hasn't been here for ages,
when he came todae,
he was glad to see the usual faces...
both mi n bro were too tired to acknoledge him,
he was pathetically say:"hey you all dun regconise mi oredy is it?"
we were laughing so hard...
kicking marathon was shorten tkn god...
but sparring took ova the leftover time...
JUNE's INTERCONSTITUENCY!!! aljunied cc is invited...
germain, fin weight, black fighter... famous for cresent kicks is back to kick ass!!! i'm training realli hard to fight for my title again...
NOW!!! pain is no longer in my dictionary!! i'm gg all out!!! the germain mi i noe is back... n i'm v sure!!! but of course sparring left mi wif injuries.. but nevertheless.. it was great fun! smooches!!! happie pig year~~

right leggie...

left hand...

left thigh...

happie pig yr!!! Cheerx~

mi way of wishing u a happie pig yr!