Saturday, March 31, 2007

mood rate: ****_

went for training on fir to find myself sick todae..
but for sum reason or another.. i still feel gd outta training...
did the usual running.. i went along wif the smallies...
den did the usual warming up which is oredy tiring..
outta the running oredy den warmed-up plus the kicking, i'm hyped up lah..
but l8r had sparring... sry mr mok n erm... JJ? i had 2heads n one back thrust...
the rest of the nt properly aimed kicks sux.. so i'll nt b mentioning..
muhahahaaa.. did perfections of kicks on the pretty target..
haha.. i did the impossible.. 360+180=540degrees backhook..
spinny spinny.. but tt's juz the once once once onli.. haha...
the usual back thrust n stuffs r sucky but i did it lah...
i'll improve okie.. gimme time.. outta the diarrhoea my butt still ache...
i hope the timetable which will b out will nt haf nite class so tt i can train for teh june competition which is compulsory.. GOLD MEDALS i miss you so very much.. okie maybe medals lah.. dun wan to aim so high yet.. i'm fin fin fin fin weight... which means i haf to lose another 2kg.. juz to b safe.. i'm so fat now.. so in taekwondo dictionary lah.. so ya... 2kgs.. i can do it... since i dun go for breaks often coz the ward is so bz.. so i tink i can do it.. haha~

cheese!!! germain is finally smiling for todae n tml... monday is another dreadful dae again... haiz.. wish mi luck...

Friday, March 30, 2007

mood rate: ***_ _

i dreaded gg for att todae mainly coz i'm so damn fucking pissed by the old hag and her tailgating habits... i'm so so so so irritated by her...
but when i reach there, i saw MDM WONG.. the one n onli famous discipline fellow.. MDM WONG... i can't express my feelings any much more... den to say i'm so damn bloody HAPPIE!!!! although she's strict in areas of attire, but she's damn cool in clinical settings.. i'm saying tis nt coz i'm such n idiot but she's realli nice... she teach n guide us along... she's the typical kinda MENTOR.. the accurate DEFINATION!!!
the other old hag is absoutely like JESSICA lah!!! wa kaox... FUCK!!!
so wadeva i did todae was BUSY as usual but nt dreadful..
but i'm still dreading monday, tuesday, wednesday and THURS...
maybe nt so much thurs.. coz i'm noon.. which means she'll nt be on.. so okie okie okie... ARGH!!! paeds stil sux to a certain extend but i lurve the babies n toddies all!!! MUACKX!!!

**** happie b'dae YT!!! may all ur beautiful wishes cum thru...

Thursday, March 29, 2007

mood rate:**_ _ _

i'm so damn bloody tired n pissed...
which is y i've been mia since i dunno when...
first... bat refuse to help mi...
she doesn't even care abt wads hapening in the surroundings except for the cute babies..
the prcp yr 3 china fellow ASKED mi "stud, go gt mi a thermometer shield"
den... TODAE...
i wasn't told hu went where break... i couldn't find any1 except for myself n belle...
the sn is super duper bz.. so i had to tk the so-many-hourly-para...
after finishing the so-many-hourly-para, i had to start the whole cycle again, coz one hr has lapsed since i last took it... which is y i missed the 1st break...
wads more... i went for the 12pm break to find ppl in the tea rm...
which means i had to go back to do my stuffs..
den???!!! the sis approach us for the orientation checklist briefing...
which is frm 12.30+++++ till 2...
when i came back, i can't do anyting coz i'm asked to pass report to the noon shift..
den ci started to check my stuffs, began assessing mi on hz i pass report n stuffs..
which is... nw u see the whole picture? so frm 12.30 till 2 i'm stuck wif the sis, 12-12.30 makan no peace oso...
ci: you haf to stop sumwhere to tk a break...
mi: but'i can't find any1 to cover for mi... ask sn? (hey sn i'm gg for break can u do v/s for mi?)
ci: yes, you should gt sum1 to cover for u!
mi: ok
ci: den y ur hourly nv do? tis is serious... muz tell sister...
mi: ???
ci: you cannot like tt u noe? nv complete ur wk!
mi: ? i'm gonna do nw... (stop sumwher to tk a break? how?)
ci: haiya.. everyting u din do ar?
mi: i'm covering for the other rm oso... i dunno where's the yr3 fellow...
ci: wad do u mean by u dunno?
mi: (am i suppose to monitor their movement everytime?)

Monday, March 26, 2007

mood rate: *****

paeds made my day...
the babies n children there are SO DAMN BLOODY CUTE!!!!!!!!!!!
argh... can i grab one n go hm?
but exclude tis gong gong boi...he's so damn bloody irritating...
he toks loudly, screams n yell, watch his portable dvd player so loudly, refuses to bathe, quarrel wif staff nurses, wake the babies up... IRRITATING RITE?
i guess poon will b like.. " like my nephew..." but it's realli irritating..
he's like my neighbour... screams like hell lah...
i tink he can break all the windows, crack all the doors and deafen everybody...
feel like giving him one hard slap on the face, hang him on the tree and whip him... tt's hz irritating he is... no wonder the sns all cannot tahan him...
other den jiafang's cubicle damn happening... it's still a rather nice ward to wk in... but the sista gt split personality... haha... sha2 agreed rite sha2? haha...
i'm so dead beat... went hm rest n off to jen's hse to help her wif her webpage designing.. she's a dope lah... she keeps saying...
"eh, mainx, i tink you decide.. but let mi see i agree wif it ma?"
haiyo.. den wads the true meaning of i decide? JEN JEN JEN... wake UP!!!

the garlic burn after peeling 50 cloves of garlic for momma...

my unintended collectabies...

all hyped up for attachmt... i crossed out my surname for privacy purposes...

my lastest craving... POCKY green tea.. i even made GREEN TEA ice cream... nicey nicey...

Friday, March 23, 2007

mood rate: *****

okie dokey... i've juz cleared my gynae att..
which was rather rewarding i muz conclude...
first, MRS may chia is a superb lecturer! she guides n she put her words well...
she's extremely well-lurved by the ward ppl...
i was assessed on dressing by her.. on guess wad???
A SN IN THE WARD AS A PATIENT... n it seems tt she rather 'giao'(picky)... but okie, she was rather alrite wif my dressing done on her..
the worse was removing the old dressing...
the mipore is stucked on her u-noe-wad hair.. i was so worried abt waxing her hair n worse of all, her pain threshold sux to the deepest core of the universe... nvm... had made quite a couple of nicey frens be it pts or staffs..
they're so nice... other den the fact tt, there's NOTHING to do in the ward..
everyting is FINE!
watch delivery for the first time of my life (LIVE) haha...
damn cool... everyting seems so cool around here.. abortion, delivery... EVERYTING! except for grouchy pts wif complaints after complaints..
whcih makes my life more challenging... coz i've gt nothing betta to do, making mi SO DAMN VERY SLEEPY....
oh.. the delivery last quite a while.. heehee *whispers* the pt was screaming lah... guess it was painful... drs snip snip the episiotomy like pp... eeks!
mi says to future husband: i wan epidural if i gif birth alrite...

Wednesday, March 21, 2007

mood rate: ****_

sry peeps for borign n no pics post... i'll b back in action when att ends k?
okie... ytd was pretty okie...
based on the fast tt i actually found loads of tings to do...
i assisted in erm... abortion of the haha... water bag..
it was totally AWESOME~ tt's all i can say...
i cut the water bag..
brought out the foetus.. it's a tiny cute lil' ting connected to the placenta...
it's a boy... but poor gal... you can't bring up a child single-handed w/o knowing hu is the father yea? so ya...it's onli a 2palm's size... 22 wks...
so sad... Rushdiah cried like hell lah... she din dare to do it... emo-woman...
sha2 lurve the baby juz like i do... it's juz adorable... so healthy... sayang~
other den tis... mi sha2 n rush is mad wif 'bat' n i'm mad wif tis C-fellow for doign nothing and nt helping in the ward...
wadeva i ask her to do, she'll juz stare @ mi n go blank... DAMNIT~ she does ting like super slow n wads more, she doesn't even help in parameters lah... ARGH! damn angry wif her... all she does is stand at the counter nt picking up the fone, juz copy copy copy the stupid case study... CRAP! and worse till, i've gotta face her till the end of tis wk!
poor germain~ *i lurve myself*

Tuesday, March 20, 2007

mood rate: ****_

haiz... gynae att is the worse att i could haf eva imagine in my life...
mainly coz it's so very very very boring...
other den being competent in yr1 wk n maybe sum i/v connection,
you've gt nothin else betta to do den to read the case notes...
n tt's abt it... 'fun' eh?
i'm in central for the first time of my life together wif lulu n mel...
but mel n lulu gt company.. i'm in a rm all alone...
which is y i'm so bored...
everyting in my rm is abt hz cute is their baby, abortion and hz to wash the woman's bottom... n tt's abt it... see... which is y i told u... hz cool can my att b?
wads more... 3 of us like isolated like tt...
we've gotta walk quite a long way to reach the rest at the A side... where most of them are clustered...
n my shift is changed which is y i'm blogging at tis hr...
tml i'm gg b on pm shift oso, followed by 2 mornings... which is pretty alrite coz i can go for training... okie.. wads gd is... my lecturer is MAY CHIA!!! she's so nice... n my ward staffs r made up of loud speaking aunties and moody young babes... n tt's all i can tel u for todae... tata~
beginning another boring att dae...

Saturday, March 17, 2007

okie dokey... i'm finally possessing the NEW COM!!! n tt's y i'm here uploading the dolphin pendant which we bought for michellia's sista aka auntie joanne's daughter ... the logic is here.. if we gt her a piggy pendant, which she might nt wear when she grows up coz it's kinda old fashion lah... n besides.. dolphins are fun loving animals which most will adore... so... ain't it a gd idea we gt tis??? heeheee...

nice pendant rite? jus say i've gt gd taste!

mood rate: *****

in the morning, went amk hub ntuc saw cat. she was wif an empty basket supermaketting...
i ask:"eh, so gd shop for ur momma ar?"
cat: no lah, cooking for gf, i'm here buying sum groceries....
mi: huh? u sure ma? den y empty basket de?
cat: i juz arrived ma... eh potatoes n galic so ex leh...
-after 5mins-
mi: eh, i see u again, wif onli a bunch of garlics lah...
cat: aiyah... so ex lah... price increase again... $5.50 leh the big bunch of garlic
alamak! cat realli live up to her name... coz she super aunty lah... haiz...
last nite:
went training wif ivy n ching...
ivy super cute lah... she called mi at 5 to ask mi to bring for her water coz she dun haf water bottle... den i was like, i dun haf water bottle hz to contain the water? i dunno whether she caught wad i say coz after a while, she asked again:"eh can help mi bring water ma?" i'm like... hz to bring water if i dun haf water bottle? use hand ar? or put inside tupperware? funny rite? we joke around like crazy ppl abt stupid tings lah... haiz... n john sir CLAIM tt i say he's DAMN BLOODY OLD... but sam sir say he's nt onli old but KSL-old... haiz.. ah beng language...

as for todae, shopped for michaella's newborn sista's present... we're gg for a party!!! u neo hz much i lurve parties!!! muhhahaaahahahaaaa... i'm seriously looking forward to sunday!!! i juz can't RESIST BABIES!!!!

Friday, March 16, 2007

mood rate: *****

Had to be dragged outta bed to go amk hub's ntuc...
juz because bro do not haf any tuition on sunday which means no supermaketting... wads more, reach there like 9++ wif no shops open for us except the ntuc so i had to eat juz a bun for breakfast.. hz pathetic...
anyways... all of abt mi n my life is B-O-R-E-D.. except for the training todae which i do not noe whether the irritating angelina n her parents will turn up... which will definetely screw my mood wif her i dunno hz to call it extreme shyness? argh, HACK...
read the pps ppl!!! CCR vs CPR... wad the heck?
frankly speaking, i felt tt if it is proven tt CCR is a much betta option den CPR den go ahead! wad the hell is holding you back the wad? RESUS. ORG!!!
CCR is sorta proven tt it maintain O2 bld to be pump to the brain during cardiac arrest. while CPR no doubt is betta in drowning case.. CPR can be done as a default practice if the victim is found collapsed and NOT seen collapsing.. tt's particularly true... and if i realli see a victim collapse, i will definetly do CCR.. coz i dunno wad kinda kuku illness the victim has! tt's precisely the fact! REALISTIC! CCR - cases where the pulse seize b4 breathing, CPR- nil breathing b4 the absense of pulse... so wad the hell lah... "hey uncle ur heart stop 1st or lungs stop first ar?" CPR or CCR? 30:2 or 100:0? based on the case scenario tt see a wet person collapsed on the sand by the sea? can be drowned can be cardiac arrest lo... tink abt it... interesting yea? sum say tt CCR can onli be adminstered max 2mins wor... den? do CPR? so much stamina ar? 4/5cm depth, 30:2 plus 100:0 leh...

tis is my new L6.. looks new ain't it? i haven got time to revemp it to a pretty girlish one.. i shall do it soon okie?

yeehah.. eat tkd, play tkd, sleep tkd... tt's the way of life... =)

Thursday, March 15, 2007

mood rate: *****

yipee! the fellow as delivered my BRAND NEW L6..
it's working pretty fine, except tt, i dunno wad will happen after a long run..
anyways..
i woke up tis morning wif a skin colour tt is darker den ytd..
i wonder is my wadeva melatonin or realli wadeva bio tingy doing to my skin..
but i realli lurve the colour ytd.. wondered wad happened...
i'm so bored but sianx at the same time..
faisal msged mi, like haiz.. i'm least bothered... i'm dun even care abt his exsistence lah...
i'm onli interested in working out, spending all my time catching up wif my beauty slp n wadeva wadeva wadeva... N nt forgetting hanging out wif my palx...
btu i'm gg for my damn damn damn attachment cuming..
i dunno y but tis time i'm nt quite in the mood for my gynae... peads yesh yesh... but nt gynae.. wonder i suite to specialised in the future.. px says imh.. okie, i shall admit to it, most of the ppl tinks i suite wking there.. i lurve the pay there lah... kena punch, $100.. but i tink my future husband will tink i'm totally crazy... but the fact is tt... my family doesn't support mi in tt field... ARGH~ i guess i would juz go ahead after my bond anyway, ttsh is under nhg so is ihm wor... haha! imh? yesh yesh... icu would drive mi crazy like the simulation tingy.. guess everyone rem it pretty well... so embarassing...

Wednesday, March 14, 2007

mood rate: *****

yipee... had my tanned todae..
it was actually drizziling but sunnie...
so i juz slept there, sun myself, swam 10 laps...
phew... pretty tired, but yupx.. it was rejuvernising...
i lurve exercises.. i can't imagine life w/o exercise...
momma was persuasive in asking mi to stop tkd, exercise..
i can't, i simply can't! wad to do?
wad happen was, my rite knee is super painful during training,
so i compromise by using more on my left leg..
n wads nx, nw my left leg is more painful n shaky den my rite nw...
haiz... i'm so screwed... momma wanna tk mi to the orthos..
but money is a major factor..
n i dun wanna hear stuffs like:" you haf to refrain frm exercise for...."
FUCK!!! tt's the last ting i wanna hear lah... june's tourney is cumin..
i can't afford to miss tis... i'm wking shift after tt.. so.. tis tourney is pretty impt! wadelse happen.. oh, my pretty L6 is one useless dumbass fone..
so momma aka complain queen wrote in n called up motorola n kick up a big fuss... n guess wad? they r gonna replace mi a NEW fone okie!!! haha... of course i deserve it wad! i waited a total of 5hr n went down to the repair ctr like 3times okie! so i deserved it... n peeps out there!! dun buy motorola.. coz it sux.. n cannot be repaired...

tanning sucess! muhahahaaa...

lovely butterfly bought exclusive by mi when shopping wif ching~

tis ish the pokey dottie pouch tt i sew ALL by myself! sweet eh?

Tuesday, March 13, 2007

mood rate:****_

haiz... results r out ppl...
when i first received my results on sms at 3..
i din even dared to open it on my L6..
coz i gt a strong feeling tt i might juz need to tk sub for 2035...
but surprisingly, i passed... of course nt wif flying colours, juz like hz awin gt dist for 2118, but at least i passed..
i'm nt contented wif wad i've gt, which proves tt i realli need to buck up on nursing science which i sux on like foreva in my life..
it sux to the deepest core of the earth lah... ARGH~
everyting abt mi is nt gg too well...
ytd, bro gt scolding ofr behaving realli rudely..
everyting abt him nt doing well, nt scoring, nt spending time at hm, nt studying, nt behaving himself, nt paying attention in class, nt interested in any subjects except geog, nt being likable by the teachers... blah3...
tt was when my dad started relating our life story...
i'm nt gonna post the ugly mi here, but i was like an idiot ah lian in the past... i din study, din attend much of sch, n loads of monkey frenx who lead mi in2 the worse case scenario... loads n loads of nonsense... so? wad do i gt... i gt wad i deserved nw... i learned frm my mistakes.. but while relating my story i cried.. i felt remorsed tt i'm like tt... y is it mi like tt? ARGH... damn lah... but the new mi is wad i m now.. i'm reali trying my best to keep cool s always.. but wad do i gt? (bully lor...), when i finally emerged to speak up 4my rights, i picked on christine... n wad i gt? a terible waste of time toking to her in her office...
wadelse gg on wif my life? the L6 is back wif a darn idiotic batt which cannot b charged to the fullest.. WTH! i'm like having a screwed up life...

Monday, March 12, 2007

mood rate: *****

ytd had real fun wif ching...
the others din cum in the end though...
hui had to wk, karen is fully booked by erm i dunno wad, janice had church to attend and ivy, i realli dunno wad she did the nite b4 coz she msg mi like 7am to tel mi tt she haven slp yet..
okie dokey... so both of us (ching n mi) met up for k session...
sang n sang... i tink we were still in a pretty slp mode so wadeva we tok, the other party would misinterpret it which was hilarious...
first, ching sang-> what's my purpose
i heard it s where's my bird bird...
i went crazy.. n when sumbody sang a part outta tune or wrongly...
we would juz stare at each other n laugh...
it's totally crazy.. den went shopping after tt.. tok abt loads of stuffs...
frm tkd to bfs to dreams to i dunno wad nonsense we toked abt oredy...
s for todae...
I'M SUPER HAPPIE!!! i've gt my FONE back...
muackx muackx muackx... my lovely L6... but wadeva inside is gone!
because they actually replaced wadeva internal of my fone... onli the pretty case remains...
so peepx.. i'll b cam whoring again for the photos tt i've lost! muahahaha...
wads more, i bought felt pokey dotties clothes to make myself a puch which ends wif a sweet pink zip... tinking of using it s my makeup pouch... hmmmm....
haiz.. tis is the last wk b4 att.. haiz... gonna like c HIPPO... oh crap..
anyways... results tml.. gd luck ppl... wish mi luck oso.. can i might juz b the person to tk the sub lah....

Saturday, March 10, 2007

mood rate: *****

yipee... bro's back but his kinda grumpy n it caused a ripple reaction n nw everyone in the hse is grumpy for i dunno wad reason..
all i noe, i'm pretty excited tt i'm gg out tml N i'm getting away frm the grumpiness..
n wadelse, i'm learning to ctrl my grumpiness...
coz i felt tt i'm affected by the grumpiness i'm getting grumpy...
germin being grumpy is a total no no, coz whoeva tt steps on my tail ig GONE!!!
muhahahahaaa... nah~ i'm nt soo mean...
okie, call mi lag all you wan, but i'm digesting my mahjong session..
n i rem wad i was suppose to blog!
i was suppose to tel u guys abt hz joanne has changed pulau ubin to ulu ubin...
coz poon n i were saying abt hz ulu her place is n she started her ulu ubin..
so now, ahmad- chatworth kindergarden, mi- hiding place, poon-jitong n joanne- ulu ubin!
muhahahahaaa!!
i told momma abt the 5 mirrored uncle she say tt uncle a pervert! OMG!!! i took a pervet's cab! shit! luckily ahmad took the front seat, orelse i guess he wud haf molested one of us...
i tink if her molest mi, i'll juz punch him n call for help, even though i noe the car might juz go outta ctrl... haiz.. or maybe i tink too much?
anyways, k boxing tml!!! yipee... janice will b cumin along, i'm so happie...
okie, so the deal ppl----> hueva dun turn up for training nx fri will haf to treat us k boxing soon!

Friday, March 09, 2007

mood rate: *****

okie... although my sista is sumwher in cambodia..
but at least, bro ish cuming back frm KL..
it might seem juz so near BUT, i miss his presense..
nobody to disturb mi,
nobody to interupt my speech,
nobody to snatch food frm mi,
nobody to spout nonsense to,
nobody to poke at,
nobody to buy drinks and junk food for mi,
nobody to surprise and entertain mi wif jokes...
I'M JUZ SO BORED!!!
i'm so glad tt he'll juz be gone for like erm.. 3 days...
he'll b back in MUHAHAHAHAHA!!! 1hr time!
yipee!! *sings* bro is cuming back!!!
sry ppl for nt training todae..
i noe i'll be so lousy nx wk, but hack... juz endure n everyting wil b ova...
wads more, i'll b wif u guys so no fret.. i'll mk ur dae more interesting...
haha... i miss tkd s well s my bro, my sis...
on the bright side, tml, i'm gonna ask my aunt abt my design...
whether she can mk it cum true.. i hope wif all my heart n soul it can...
haha... i noe i noe... i tk sum a long long time to finish it..
i'm a bz woman tts all i can say.. haha... cya guys... on SUNDAY!!! smooches~

Thursday, March 08, 2007

mood rate: *****

haha... we solved our craving for the 'doha' games...
first, we were l8...
wads nx, poon's description of where she's standing is totally absurb...
first, she says she's at better vision, den citigems, den 4globes..
and we finally agreed tt the globe is a dance floor juz coz tis small kiddo did sum 'breakdance' there...
we gt stuffs to eat for lunch and off we went to joanne's hse in a cab..
the cab guy is pretty weird.. he has 5 stretch of mirror instead of 1...
it's like whoa... n the cabbie tot tt my lame jokes are funny.. which caused poon to breakout in a super unstoppable laughter... when we finally reached jitong... it looks realli grand lah... joanne's toilet is two times the size of my bedroom...
i was gnawing at her doggie's big breast... haha~ i took a pic of it wor... went straight up to play mahjong after eating... okie... poon itchy fingers took us exploring joanne's hse lah... haha... n tt's abt it... while playing mahjong, joanne pop stuffs out frm her fridge in her room... cool huh? her table is even jap style lah.. sit on the floor type... frm 2-5... haha.. nt bad ar?
ahmad had trouble wif the tiny tiles... each time he tk a tile, sum of the neighbouring ones will drop... poon, she'll tink tink tink for so long even though we said SPEED MAHJONG!!! haha... joanne will laugh at her own joke silently for a long long time b4 she tel us... n mi.. i'll nt rem to replace my flower tiles n wad nx.. i can't game lah... the bottom line is... plz rem to tk ur tiles n erm... i lurve doha games!!! haha... looking forward to K boxing wif ching n gang...

my assessories...

in the lift...

mi n poon n taxi heading to joanne's hse...

joanne's doggie...

ahmad's lunch...

the tinee weeny dustbin which we haf to squeeze our rubbish in...

our fav tiles... erm.. where's urs ahmad...

probx wif big hands n tiny tiles..

thinking poon...

tis is it.. the joke of the day... joanne's place...

Wednesday, March 07, 2007

mood rate:****_

haiz... bro's gone, sista will b gone too...
i'm so bored... realli looking 4ward to doha games at 'jitong'
and singing K wif ching n gang...
i'm so bored tt i finished all my library's bks..
watched all the movies i've gt including dumb spy kidx...
i flip the pp tis morning... saw the budget tingy...
whoa... the minster was toking abt getting drs & nurses trained in early detection of depression which is likely to lead to suicide...
but the truth is... if u realli wk in the ward... tk sgh for example...
1sn, 1en to 16 pts... do u tink there's actually a posibility tt the sn could finish her report if she goes TNPR-ing (therapeutic nurse relationship) wif all 16 pts... the fact is tt.. in psych nursing, the onli way to noe the person is depressed is thru communication... so w/o communication, even u go thru 3yrs course abt TNPR, i doubt there's a possiblity tt u could identify the depressive episodes pretty quickly... wad society is tis? a very task orientated healthcare society... it's nt tt sn r nt betta den student nurses, it's juz tt, time is a major factor.. they do NOT haf the fucking time for the pts! demand vs population... wth? yes yes, we r trying to churn healthcare professional.. BUT the catch is... nursing ppl... in ur cohort, hz many foreigners are the in ur grp itself? multiply it by 32(grps) wad u gt? i've gt 150!each yr, 150 foreigners grad... plus maybe 600 locals.. hz many outta the 600 used nursing s their stepping stone? land sold to priv sectors for another 2 more hosp in addition to the yishun one? all local nurses in there? i doubt it... tink abt it... it'll b fesible onli if u can ctrl human's mentality...

SHOEX~

bro gt sch shoes... at $100, wif a dollar change... which makes mi wonder... during my time where gt tis kinda gold shoes to wear to sch lo... wad r the principals doing?

mum, gt shoes too... at $39, wif 10cents change... phew...

but mi... i can get heels... nicey nicey ones onli at $20, wif 10cents change!

teddie earrings up for grabs... at a cheapo $5/, clearance sale...

credits to maziah for the wired star.. i had to post tis to show u hz nicey it looks lah...

Tuesday, March 06, 2007

random pics

the mahjong tt poon n i share...

my blister outta hardtorturing training... *ouch*

stop it bro... but i'll miss u...

mood rate:****_

todae bro's lecturer teacher called hm...
juz to tel us abt hz badly my bro fail his strongest subx n stuffs...
n oso sum discipline tingy.. his report bk's remarks are pretty bad too...
n clever mi, i'm gonna stay at hm to listen to all the crap...
coz i knew sth will happen to mi s well... but nvm... it's juz an incy wincy bit...
it's okie... since i guess if i complete all the housewk b4 the finish the lecturering of my bro, i'll b let off quite easily... n my guess was rite...
*pui pui pui* i'll juz stop there... no more toking abt bad stuffs...
did you guys feel the earthquake 2dae?
noe wads the greatest joke on earth abt tis earthquake..
momma was feeling sick, so she tot she has became sicker coz she felt giddy...
dad was sitting on the couch n looked around to see anybody pushing his couch...
mi, i was sitting at my desk in front of the PC n i tot i had gain much of weight to cause the chair to be kinda spoilt.. i wanted to repair..
den i heard tis loud bang frm the construction site downstairs and i tot there's a bomb attack.. i packed my fone, charger and my pig mug tinking of hiding in the bomb shelter... crazy rite? okie.. tt's the joke abt the earthquake...
n wad nx.. i msg poon n jen... poon say she felt it too.. jen is slping like a pig... i tink if tt was a bomb, she'll b dead... okie okiee... wads more...
bro is leaving for KL tml,
while sista will b leaving for cambodia day after tml..
miss ya ppl...

Monday, March 05, 2007

mood rate: *****

went hunk watching and a dip at the pool side todae
in strong sttempt to maintain my tan...
and i WORKED!
hunk watching was rather fun wif jen...
tanned and wet looking guys... haha... sounds wrong but ya...
jen was commenting on hz her dream guy should look like...
which is a gd sign to show tt she's moving on after her terrible breakup...
and for mi...
i'm still longing for the day to cum when we realli can b together...
we tok on msn tt dae... n i was suggesting wad he's gonna serve in ns...
navy sounds cool but he din like water...
pilot sounds macho but he says he has applied but it's kinda diff to gt in...
how romantic will it be to be able to haf a pilot bf..
haiz.. but tt's juz a dream lah... hu noes wad will happen in the future...
anyways... back to the pool...
had assumptious meal after tt, jen's treat..
she couldn't stop laughing when she saw tanned but fatty swimming instructors...
not even one is nicely built... she said the swimmers were betta in any case...
haha i do agree jen... hahaha... i still like the white goggles one lah...
jen lurve the blue goggle guy (it doesn't make sense to you guys sry but entertain okie?)
but jen.. the blue goggle guy doesn't haf nice pacs the white goggle guy has nice pacs, nice butt and a nice tanned... i win.. muhahahhaa!!!!
*** I LURVE MY TANNED*** smooches~

Sunday, March 04, 2007

mood rate: *****

i'm so slpy...
last nite had to finish all the tapes which we've recorded...
survivor, american idol n stuffs...
so we slept pretty late and wads more,
i had to wake up like 7+ to send bro for tuition together wif momma...
waited for bro to finish his tuition while we went supermarketing...
went hunting for bro's sch shoes till 3+ omg.. no wonder i'm super tired...
wad worse?
lactic has been building up in a much wider area of my body...
my back ---> intense unarmed combat elbow training
my legs ---> 2sets + horse stance
my arms ---> punches + elbow training
my left deltiod ---> FLU JAB!!!
my abs ---> situps
see... germain has terrible lactic accumulation...
i can't walk properly, go down the stairs and laugh...
normally, we dun do elbow training which din hurt my back so much...
my laughing needs back n the abs muscles so it hurts a lot when i do laugh...
haiz... i need to laugh!!! i'm dying to laugh!!! i can't live w/o laughing!!!
argh... i can't cough, can't sneeze... ARGH!!! wth!!! i dun wanna do elbow training... i wanna run outside.. torture my legs.. plz dun torture my back...
i can't slp prone, can't slp left lateral onli on my right... is it normal to haf a flu jab aching tt long???

Saturday, March 03, 2007

mood rate: *****

let's start off wif ytd's training...
ytd's training was pretty slack as compared to the non-rainy days...
we did onli 2 sets(30situps, 30 starjumps, 30 pushups, 11storeys of stairs up&down) plus our usual additional starjumps (punishments)...
and of course the usual kicks, punches blah blah blah...
no running of kovan... muhahahahahaa!!!
AND!!! stupid vj, tink too highly of himself... keep asking us to sit on our stance... foul mouth... we had to do a total of i tink 5mins sitting on horse stance... which left my leg pretty numb n jelly after stairs n stance... i endured!! YEAH!!! n wads more... although my legs are woobily coz i was advised nt to go for training after my darn flu jab... i could feel tt my left arm is much painful den the other parts of my body... wonder wad effects r taking place...
ok so germain accomplished 2sets+routine training+stance w/o WATER!!! pretty gd... as far as my expectations were concern after CNY u noe...
crap a lot during training wif ivy coz ching n hui din cum... and karen will onli cum if a blue moon rise... janice came but din train.
as for todae... did aunty shopping which means shopping for cheap stuffs... and of course nt forgetting... my dad's dental appt... his tooth was extracted... fractured tooth... wif minor complications due to gum infection.. pus all ova.. so private missy (mi) is to tk care of him... =)

Jen called mi last nite complaining abt stuffs...
i din sleep much partly due to the pain at the jab site...
no sleeping on my back(back pain)... so i had to sleep on my left all nite long.. pretty uncomfortable... but anyway... nvm...
Jennifure was quite upset abt her life blah blah blah and she was telling mi a whole load of stuffs... okie i admit i am an emotional person...
i cry easily... i felt realli upset for her.. .coz she is in a real mess which she couldn't gt outta.... so i cried for her... weird...
todae when dad extract his tooth.. i could tel he was in great pain...
felt reali uncomfortable.. mum was rather unsympathetic and was feeling unwell... bro was insisting on buying his shoes...
so i accompanied dad back.. could tel he was in kinda pain... so i told him to tahan for 2hrs.. n i'll serve him his meds... n guess wad? i cried...
i felt so pain for him... he had tahan his damn tooth for a total of 10 days... had to extract it out 2dae... wif 1/4 left inside.. took a local jab... cut open his gums took out the 1/4 n tadah!!! done... but like so painful!!
n the last time i cried... is when momma say she lurved her children n her children no matter at wad age will nv grow up in her eyes... tt's when bro was telling abt hz excited he is to go for his KL trip.... n momma din like to haf her children far frm her... bloody hell her children is mi lah!!! n my bro...
i teared n teared.. haiya.. emotionx!!!!!

the super heavy rain which dampen my spirits for training tt nite... fortunately it stopped...

GERMAIN is is DIVA~

noe hz much my gal tatoo cost? $0~ heehee... my calfs are aching... okie.. i confess... i edited my leggies to be tanned... muhahahahahaa!!!

Friday, March 02, 2007

mood rate: *****

oh shit, i tink i accidentally spoil one of my USB port...
shit... the ppl r gonna kill mi lah!
shit shit! nvm... relax...
on the bright... tkns for all the praying (if you realli did)
coz it's a sunny dae today althought it's still cold around here...
anyways... smooches.. i lurve the sun!!!
gg for TRAINING todae...
gonna haf sum fun after cooping around at hm for the past 3daes...
TRAINING~! germain is jumping for joy..
but the sad part is tt... i cant go for training nx wk coz according to momma,
training is a family affair (bullshit) and i've gotta wait for my bro...
n since bro is gg to KL and cuming back onli at 10 on fri..
he burnt my training...
i'm gonna train for inter-const. n she's gonna waste my training juz like tt?
argh! crazy crap.. but i can't be bothered by her anyway..
to save myself frm trouble.. since bro is getting most of it due to his ignorance to his eczema flareup... hu cares as long s i stay outta tt nonsense...
i miss training, i miss ppl in training, miss training nonsense, miss the tiredness but the cont. effort to endure, i miss the sirs asking us to show the champion look when we r trying to save sum energy, i miss saying tt i belong to 3 beauty grp (although i'm nt pretty), i miss recruiting ppl in beauty grp.. nonsense nonsense is everting abt training!!! aAAAaaaHHHhhhh... i'm missing everyting lah!!

blistery foot outta training...

medals medals... i'm craving 4it lah... argh... win win win is all i care now!





my artistic mind is running wild... but the face is so ugly!!! ARGH!!

Thursday, March 01, 2007

mood rate: *****

the clothes r nt dry, the floor is so cold..
argh, i'm juz too lazy to go out on a chilly afternoon in the rain...
all my plans to gt myself tanned to maintain my colour
has terribly failed coz of the weather...
i rem hafing the same plan the last hols...
n it turned out to b raining again...
it seems like the skygod or wadeva it is ain't happie abt my plan...
rain rain rain mks my knee ache like hell...
cant walk properly.. but nevertheless i still look forward to training on fri...
PLZ PLZ PLZ DUN RAIN OKIE!!!
i lurve training lah.. pray for mi oso okie... dun rain on fri frm 7-10 ar?
watch the arena plainly coz i've gt nothin betta to do..
i tot RI was superb but it turns out tt hwa chong was betta...
anyways hu cares... mini toads... geeks... or wadeva...
hey ppl listen up!!!!!!!!!! i'm terribly bored n i miss hanging out wif u guys gossiping abt lecturers n toking rot...
i miss mahjong therapy wif the doha gang...
miss him obviously n i miss erm.......... SCH!!!!!!!
i miss skipping lectures, snacking in lec halls, presentations...
erm maybe nt presentation wk abt ppl's presentation... haha!!
time flies... i'm gonna see u guys for another pleasing 6mths n TATA!!!
PRCP and wad nx.. serve my bond... oh man!! after we step in2 wk force, i can't tink of anyway to gt together!!! ARGH... listen up again... SISTERS IN THE WARD... plz allow mi germain n my doha gang to b on the same shift on CNY, coz MAHJONG!!!!!!! plz allow mi n my serious n crazy ppl to be the same shift anytime when we wanna hang out... haha... germain is bullshitting~

plz do nt laugh at my duckling pyjamas coz i'm a baby at hm.. n tis is a secret!

it's so freezing cold... see raining since last nite!

wonder did i did enuf to keep these away...





into HERE... the 3rd shelf... haiz... time flies...