Thursday, May 31, 2007

mood rate: ***_ _

tis is the first time i'm nt complaining tt i'm at hm n it's so boring...
coz s i said...
i miss my bed, my mp3, the fone, my piggymug, my trainings, my decos...
n the lists goes on n on n on... it's been a long long time since i last deco-ed my room...
wads the theme now... hhmmm.... i tink i shall go wif stars... i've cleared my notice board and added sum puppies and kitties pics to it...
the shells are still plastered on my shelf! argh.. i wanna gt it off n put sth else...
the babies in my pigeon as to go... no no no... tks pics obviously stay...
it's a motivation rem?
haiz.. i cant tink of wad to do wif my rm oredy.. BRAIN DEAD...

oh i wanted to post tis...
my momma's fren is a 19 yr old gal studying in poly...
fren's momma died when she was 16 and now...
her papa is in the last stage of cancer and has 3mths to live...
n tis will leave her alone coz the relatives wouldn't gif a damn...
okie.. tis might sound lyk sum chain mail tt u receive..
but my point is...
life is so fragile.. i've always seen life as a colourful and solid one...
after wking as a darn nurse...
goodness... i've realli gotta enjoy myself man..
coz u might see mi in the obituries maybe few yrs down the road.. i dunno...

Tuesday, May 29, 2007

mood rate: ****_

todae is a boring dae except for an early morning call frm lala asking mi to gt the sha2 card... weird...
anyways.. todae is a totally sucky day..
we had lecs frm 9-12 and tuit frm 12-1... after tt...
straight we went for our stupid nursing proj rehearsal...
ah lian sat in lyk for the last few mins and lyk nothing is heard..
weird rite? wad a time for him to sit in..
but anyway.. his sons look prety cute.. haha~
n of course todae i saw W again... muhahahah~~ XW is gonna kill mi but nvm.. i doubt she'll even go online..

but coz of the straight hrs.. we chaox 30mins b4 the lec end for mac...
to satisfy my cravings for apple pie...
sat down outside tuit room picnic..
n try to recall barney and spongebob's song..
i cant believe awin sang
barney is a dinosaur from our imagination,
when he dies he's wad we call the dinosaur sensation...
DIE leh... wad a word to hear...

after sch was at sha2's place to practice the indian-ish dance for the dunno wad closing of the competition...
awin wad the choice coz sha2 noe mi too well tt i will nt b dancing lah..
but surprisingly i could rem the dance steps wor!!! haha~
the dance is totally crazy.... but i tink awin can do it lah.. onli the chest will pertrude out dunno y oso.. but other den tt..
i lurve it dah~ haha...

todae's activitiex~

our picnic ground...

hasli sat in todae...

cam whoring mi...

tis is the pretty bella sitting in the rosho's presentation...

tt's us... the usual loveable ppl... racial harmony is wad sha2 call us...

Monday, May 28, 2007

mood rate: *****

todae is a sick day.. basically, everybody is sick...
yt is sick, xw is sick, charlene is sick...
omg! everybody is falling ill.. plz plz plz dun pass it on to mi man...
i wanna train train for tourneys and oso.. of course to irritate the stupid mental fellow...
stupis bitch norain!! argh! i hate u...
when we went to see her everyting is ok ok ok ok ok ok !!! ah fark u!!!
todae everyting is no no no no no no.. FARK lah!!! anyway a B is satisfactory..
i dun gif a damn base on the fact tt i did the ppt in 1nite AND we rehearse onli for 2days...
damn damn damn.. tis is the worse... fark lah... hate her! nvm..

the cuming up-s are the comm health research tingy, managemt, nursing proj and wth? i dunno man.. i cant ven keep track of my projs...
aniwaes... i dun gif a damn oredy...
i'm onli bothered abt: TKD!!! and SLEEP!!!! i need slp slp slp....
n todae i had a big bowl of tomyam noodles which i took almost 30mins+++ to finish...
other den tt i din even eat anyting.. nvm... my sista is nt gonna kill mi i believe...

to: charlene, yt, xw... plz go slp slp slp!!! u guys r wking too too too hard...
and so now.. i'm gg to SLP SLP SLP!!!

Sunday, May 27, 2007

at ian's cafe!

whoa! gigantic sausage!

TWIN EFFECT~

hey i'm on the fone~

mousey face again!

mood rate: *****

todae was proj day... went to sophian's wk place for proj mtg.. .
it was a cafe and was kinda posh, comfy and cosy...
it felt funny for sophian to serve us in a super professional way..
but i lurve hafing the freedom to eat eat eat...
haha! *ivy, hui2, ching.. plz dun kill mi man...*
i had wedges, wings, mango wadeva and brownie! lurved high class food..
the cheese is superb!!! awww... mouth watering...

i was trying to maintain my image by trying to eat everyting wif forks and knife... n the big baby yeetung... she gave up eating the wings wif fork and knife... she reali wanted to eat it wif her hands lah...
but i stop her in the end n i had to de-bone the chicken for her lyk a baby..
no wonder everyone calls her BABY....
but i ended up de-boning for hl and yt... coz there were onli 3wings...
the wedges wif cheese and chilli is a FAB man!!!

did our rehearsal there, edited loads n loads of stuff.. oh gosh!
it was tiring... fell aslp in the bus hm until sha2 had to wake mi up...
the actual plan of mi gg for a run at the park wif my fam was dismissed..
n the dinner tt was packed, i took onli 3/4 of the pack.. sista.. plz dun kill mi..
i'll start eating by monday okie?

did i forgt to blog tis?
sam sir say there will b sponsors.. for was i dunno..
but obviously i wudn't wan tt t-shirt tt they wore last tourney..
u noe wad i mean... can we design one instead? hueva reading my blog tt belongs to our gang.. haha~

Saturday, May 26, 2007

gosh! hz could i possibly forgt tis!!! fri's simulation!!

fri simulation is described as super hilarious and omg! tt's hz...
there was a choice of being an ICU nuse or a normal ward nurse wif 1pt onli...
so there're 3 ward staffs, 1 icu nurse..
so to b fair.. they 'oh bei som' and charlene, the onli one went most equipped is wad? yes yes.. an ICU nurse.. WTH RITE!!!
but tt's wad fun abt it.. .
coz hus left is poor catherine, banger zhenzhi and slacker whale...
b4 u say 'germain! u danm bad lo!' tink again...
if i din transfer to ttsh, during PRCP.. i'll b lyk poor catherine..

charlene passed a 10min report for 1pt to cat.. coz i tink if i were cat, i wund even tink of letting charlene go lah!
and the funniest part is.. after charlene left..
cat became the 'i/c' haha...
she took the para while whale was playing wif i dunno wad to do feeding..
n zhenzhi!! wa lao!! she was preparing the meds for 15whole mins lah...
n guess wad she was doing? she was pounding the stupid tablet..
tink wad? coffee powder ar? pound do damn bloody long...
n worse still!! poor cat walked away.. to tok to whale sth... the monitor alarmed.. kaox.. her face is the super WOOSAH!!! shocked n panic!
BUT BUT BUT!!! whale can slowly push the milk! kaox.. can still tink of feeding when the pt spo2, RR, HR everyting haywire..
wa kaox.. i salute to zz lah.. she worse!! she was SUPER calm lyk nothin happened.. happily pounding the meds onli... everybody outside at the viewing gallery were lyk ZZ WTH U STANDING THERE 4? i was pretty calm n i din make any noise.. but i said it quite loud.. i din react coz i din expect a reaction frm her... if there IS a reaction frm zz.. DEN i'll b SHOCKED!!! n i'm nt joking (bernard)...
on a whole, i'll rate cat's performance a 9++ and zz/mel--> 2
coz thru the glass, i wud say i can onli c cat trying to rescue while zz is a professional medication grinder and whale a super slow mammal...
so? i'm nt even afraid of u being angry! coz i've tolerated for 2yrs.. n i had enuf... i'm nt the nicey germain anymore! wake up man... u tink being lyk a lazy idiot trying to act in front of lecturers work? goodness... dun play mi... n i doubt my sista can tolerate them... n if they happen to wk wif my SISTA.. haha.. all i haf to say is gd luck n happy getting scolded... coz my sista dun gif a damn...

mood rate: *****

todae is very much a slack dae.. had to clear the tapes of programmes we programmed... and obviously i had been chiong-ing the stupid projects which took mi so many nites.. n it's nt ova yet...
did i mention i was gg crazy trying to do the ppt on thurs nite.. .
n on fri i was helping the poor surveyers complete the surveys wif more males to prevent bias-ness... awin plz dun b apologetic.. we're nt blaming u... it's juz tt everybody has been thru tremendous stress tt we came tk it anymore but to vent it out.. which oso explains hz much vulgar freq has been gg up.. even hl has been saying wa lao eh and ta ma de quite a no. of times oredy.. n tt's extreme oredy lo!

i'm so tensed.. wif fris training and fri's timetable has long hrs n i'm so super tired.. gosh.. i juz wish sch can b more relaxing..
PT says i do nt need to go there anymore.. yeah! but i haf to challenge myself do to the muscle strengthening exercises.. okie.. to tel the truth... my knee is getting worse and i'm challenging myself to do faster and more accurate kicks den doing the weird muscle strengthening exercises... and todae.. obviously i din do lah.. .
coz i'm still trying to gt the comm health's stuff out and done wif.. so tt i've gt 2more break weeks to spare for my managemt... n clemaus! y muz ur stupid presentation b on wk17! my goodness.. i'm always the last to clear my presentation... ARGH!! SAVE MI FRM MY AGONY!!!!!

tml is another day.. another proj mtg day.. and mon is another day... another presentation day.. but monday is diff frm other days.. coz mon is norain's presentation day.. fuck! i hate her!!! i'm nt sure se's even cultured but i'll gif her the benefit of doubt.. she's borned wif the brains but w/o the rite attitude...

the time has come! 10june (weigh in), 23/24june---> FIGHT!
i dun even tink i wud gain 2kg back due to teh hectic schedule so EATING IS NOT A PROBX for mi IVY SEAH.. haha~

the form the form! my last match... (aawww... sounds so sad)

female's DOM!

Friday, May 25, 2007

mood rate: ****_ (tired)

i'm deadbeat wif lil hrs of sleep, super loads of tinking and boring lecs...
n base on the fact tt we had to wake up damn early juz to attend stupid clemaus lec when he din even cum..
so mi pj and yockfong spent our 30mins waiting and the other 30mins reading the stupid GSS's magazine toking abt pads and of course beauty products.. stupid rite?
the nx 2hrs was comm health.. i was sleeping thru the 1st lec and play nintendo's super mario thru the second.. n pj said i was making too much of noise and moving my body a lot coz i was trying to making super mario jump but he dun wan! haiya.. so diff.. i guess i'll borrow it when there's boring lec again to prefect my jumping skills.. haha.. dun laugh...

anyway, training was okie.. kinda slack coz of paper wk tt we haf to complete...
okie i tell u hz has yr3 affected mi... i was 46kg when i started sem1... and now.. after 6wks of strenous erm... project-ing i'm a 44kg fin weight fighter... WTH!!! i lost 2kg lah..
training began wif running.. DEN!!!! i heard sth in my knee snapped.. n i felt numbed.. i cont running.. n ah bert ask mi to go sit down at the bench lyk one cripple but i cont for a round.. i din do sprinting and stairs.. coz i coudn't tk it.. it was numbed den painful... tt was WAD I MISSED!!!
nicholas was shouting to push us to go faster.. den tis schiz fellow came out and shouted at him.. "eh, u tink u black belt can make so much of noise ar?" he punched nicholas n he merely blocked lah... samuel ask bert to go gt sam sir and the way philbert came down n ask sam sir to go up it was lyk nicholas is fighting wif a giant and he's gonna die but everyting was juz nothing lo... crazy~
but samuel re-enact the scene lyk so many times and i was laughing lyk hell lah... he grab juz any1 to encore it.. stupid fellow..
training i would rate it none other den FUN~!!!

Thursday, May 24, 2007

mood rate: ****_

i'm a lil stress, coz i'm learning to b a hardy person..
so i shall rate it 4stars...
coz joanne say my prev blogskin look lyk i've gt paris hilton there..
i decided to change it..
todae is presentation.. yt n i were l8.. so px went first...
actually to tel u guys the truth, i din catch the role play AT all...
i realli din noe wad u r doing..
i onli noe whale came in wif a formal suit n u guys wearing sum other costume den suddenly whale fell off the chair n she say "zao! zao! zao!"..
n i was lyk ??? HUH???
but of course in my heart i was tinking.. omg.. y px gt so many props n i onli gt lyk an eye model.. hopefully it wk tt kind u noe.. goodness..
luckily it wked afterall.. so phew...
tis is the 1st presentation and i've gt tonnes more to clear...
muhahahhahaaa.. todae's lunch-ing @ south canteen is of course s fulfilling s b4 u noe... it was rather funny when mi n yt were kinda shocked wad irene told us..
but anyway it doesn't matter lah... s long s i clear the stuffs...

to u noe urself: hey.. anyting happens, you can always call mi s far s i m concern... seriously you ought to go see a dr lah... coz u cant b taking it so hard on urself... even though u r mad wif ppl around u, at least lurve urself... tings which can b avoided can at least b relieve.. tt's wad i'm trying to tel u...

Wednesday, May 23, 2007

the surveyers are crazy! haha~

breast? nope... it's my retina!

cam whoring s usual! heehee..

mood rate: *****

there's still sth wrong wif blogger.. my blogskin is gone!
n i'm onli left wif a miserable whitey bg and nothing else.. weirdo~
i wonder u guys can see my post a nt...
anyways... i spent 1hr in the lec trying to finish up the 'eye' drawing...
n another hr rehearsal.. n another hr rushing back hm to do sum business...
heehee~ dun laugh lah...

hey poon.. dun stress dun stress.. i noe it's easier said den done but dun stress..
the more stressful u r the more the brain jam.. cannot tink...
as for mi.. i'm sitting in front of the com trying to finish up the blueprint..
so tt i haf time to watch sum tv... coz i miss it so much... and of course SLP~!!!

i've gt so many tings to do...
- ppt presentation on the post-op tingy...
- design the stupid blueprint.. (hu is the idiot hu came up wif tis stupid ting lo)
- do the poster colouring
- modify my eye
- write wadeva i need to present

argh.. i can't finish the list.. nv ending! argh!! *relax germain*
so sleepy.. nitex (so abrupt)

Tuesday, May 22, 2007

mood rate: *****

todae is a so-so dae coz it's a so-so dae...
nothin much..
presentation presentations presentationss, n tt's all..
actually.. to comment on px's presentation todae...
it's nt exactly s boring s it was said so..
it's was amazingly captivating although i dunno wads smelly or wadeva whale we call her was toking...
it was hilarious when she say she need a budget of $1000+ to do rubbish...
crazy lo.. smelly whale.. dun tok nonsense lah ar?!
skipped the 2nd hr of the chia fellow's lec.. coz it was plain boring... i was picnicing in the lec theatre.. n juz s i finished my curry puff, sweets wadeva wadeva...
mx: eh.. .*show teh lets go sign*
sha n awin: eh.. chaox~
mi: where u gg?!
sha: chaox lah bodoh!
mi: okie! *nods in confidence*
we took our bag n left pj stonning in the lec...
after tt.. mi yt n hl went to watch the post-op video which left mi n yt slping..
TOO BORING!
s we were walking down, leaving the library,
one water bottle drop.. rite after yt... we were lyk.. EH CB! PICK UP UR BOTTLE!
yt: if it dropped on mi i wud tk the bottle n ask hus lah!
mi: i dun haf much patience, i wud juz throw the bottle back up n c hu it hits...
yt: HAHAH! u tot granade ar?
mi: den i'll ask hus is it.. n throw it rite to the head...
yt: hahaha!! i still cannot gt ova the water bottle.. norain rem?
mi&yt: *broke out in laughter*
we're gg crazy n tt's the onli way to de-stress...
muhahahahahhaa!!! bernard din comment anyting on our proj...
n thus, design team mates! we're flawless! muackx~ jiayou!

Monday, May 21, 2007

wad has life installed for mi these days...
i've been tinking...
i'm gonna approach adulthood oredy...
i realli dun wanna b.. i wanna b a kiddo...
the ting tt i'm afraid most to approach adulthood is nt wad you r tinking..
nt the responsibilities...
nt the time...
nt the money...
it's my parents..
when my parents were toking to mi abt marriage and getting a hse of my own...
i started to tear...
i dun wanna leave my parents...
everytime whenever i see death of my grandparents..
the more i dun wanna leave my parents..
i've made truckloads of mistakes which i can't even allow myself to ask for forgiveness...
i've made them sad n worried and wadeva u can tink of...
tt's mi... n i can't forgive myself for it..
they forgived mi...
n when i learnt of the material stuffs which i gained frm the mistakes..
i lost everyting...
everyting which i can't gt back...
it's more painful den wad u guys tink...
i miss the purity of childhood and the lurve of my parents..
tings are changing nw.. everyting...
n it's time to move on to a new stage of my life...
adulthood...

mood rate: ***** (crazy)

todae i shall classify my mood as crazy...
everyting is crazy but i'm juz glad tt i do nt haf to do the stupid simulation tingy... MUHAHAHAHAAA~!!! time to see u guys fare! laugh at mi sumore lah!
had proj rehearsal todae... booked a rm ytd check it b4 i went outta hse n i was pretty confident tt i realli booked a rm!!! i booked a research carrel rm 4-2...
had a super fast meal and rushed up to make the most outta the time...
and wadsmore... when we reach there.. there were ppl inside..
mi: sry we booked the rm oredy...
she: oh izzit? coz we bk tis rm frm 1-2 oso...
mi: u wanna check again?
she: okie i check nw *checks laptop*
mi: okie.. i'll wait.. tk ur time (although i'm quite rush)
she: *show laptop* see... i book frm 1-2... sry...
mi: erm... i bk 1-2 too...
she: *tries to b nice* u wanna check using my laptop?
mi: *scrolls* u bk-ed a discussion rm 4-2... tis is a research carrel 4-2...
she: *blush* opps.. sry.. tkns...
mi: it's okie... (u wasted 20mins of my time)
so we rehearsed.. n after tt.. went to see norain.. tis is where it turns funny..
everyone has a phobia to see her so when mi yt n hl went in we were..
shit! wad to ask... n she was facing her back at us.. damn rude...
OT nurses dun haf interpersonal skills... pui!
n wadsmore... yt was reading her content to her when she turns, trying to scold us AGAIN.. she spilled her WATER...
it was spiling out.. u wudn't noe hz much i was laughing inside... haha!
i din wanna tok much coz i noe it'll turn out sacarstic..
but i din expect yt to say 'oohh...' she say it came out frm the bottom of her heart but it sounds fake to mi lo.. she wasn't even concern tt norain spilled 1/2 her bottle of water on the file... n yt merely ooohhh n pull the file.. dun even bother to sweep the water n nothin was done.. totally hillarious..
i ended my day in the library which is self explainatory in the comic! haha~

see hz stressed yr3 ppl are...

the grey translucent divider is the seperator frm the cafe...

suddenly behind ppl disturb!!! wa laugh so loud! so i decided to copy!

den phantom started to tok...

since they wanna play phantom game so i play along lo...

again.. phantom is irritating mi...

so i decided to respond...

and started the phantom game ova again...

Sunday, May 20, 2007

mood rate: *****

it's a sunday n it has been 3 days since i last blogged...
oh gosh.. u see.. blogging tks time.. n i've gt no time coz i've gt loads to do i dun gt it y others do nt need to.. but nvm... wadeva happened in class on fri... is clearly explicited in the comic... n it's totally TRUE!!! mi n px were lyk trying to diaphragmise our laughter in imitation of hippo's coz it's bloody irritating lah!!! she ask y we can laugh she can't.. in the first place we din say she can't but DUN USE DIAPHRAGM CAN!!! bloody hell!!! we laugh by sucking in our laughter she is merely blasting her laughter out!! goodness.. no wonder charlene gt ear infection...
other den tt... training was fun n tiring s usual... n i was super elated when it's the time of the mth to WACK!!! but congrats mrs mok for attaining another level in tkd where the beginning has juz begun.. .muhahahahhaa!!!!

sat is usual... a stay hm day to catch up on my slp although nt much is done coz i spent most of my time trying to make the 'eye' model... but i'm suceeded ppl!!! wait n see... i'm done up the explanation in all areas.. n i realil hope nx wk pass faster.. i miss shopping, eating, slping, training n blah blah blah except proj!
can u imagine mi being too tired to eat, drink n shop? i haven been telling ppl i'm taking my nap for 5straight weeks!! whoa!! i'm good! i felt lyk i'm in survivor wif water and loads of proj to complete.. whoa!!! phew... wadeva!!!

as for todae... it's still an 'eye' day.. n hopefully i'll complete soon...

a day with clemaus... survivor on sahara... but we r having laughing competition instead!

this is hz we sit... peacefully discussing... then...!!!

hippo started laughing lyk thunder!! irritating!!!

we shoo-ed her... n she can tok back.. so RUDE!!!

px made her pt tt hippo is laughing lyk a erm.. HIPPO ROAR!!!

she cont!!! idiot!! so we had to mk her understand so we started making louder noises!!!

we can't stand her laughter anymore so we join forces!!!

if you r wondering wads LOLVD.. it's a typo error.. it should b LOLWD.. laughing out loud with diaphragm... we're juz imitating her laughter tt's all.. n it sounds realli irritating... goodness...

Thursday, May 17, 2007

mood rate:*****

yipeex!!! i've finally cleared all the assessment,test and okie.. stop it!!!
if you're tinking abt projects... please plz stop it.. coz!!! it's nv ending n i've accepted my fate in it... goodness..
i'm still tinking on hz to use a bowl to create an eyeball...
if i realli suceed in it.. wad a great germain i am.. the one and onli germain sze!!!
lets tok abt ytd.. okie.. alrite.. ytd i haven blogged coz i'm bz K-ing and of course chionging proj and abviously studying the stupid skills assessment at the sametime.. so.. germain the great is totally awesome!!
i've aquired special powers to multi-task and it's nt like 2 but 4...
whoa!! i'm damn lihai n tt's all i can tel u...
went k ytd wif yt.. i noe i suppose to b studying at hm but it's too stressful and i cant resist the temptation to go for a wk and come to tink of it.. it's onli wk5.. and to mi, it seem lyk i'm graduating!!! hz can tt b? i haven been slping well... eating well... or doign wadeva wel.. i'm juz chiong-ing n chiong-ing like a mad bull trying to finish everyting i can in a day or two.. but as i've said... it's nv ending... trust mi...
for todae...
jeremy n i were at the waiting rm, we were toking abt hz to chose the cards to assessment.. coz the ppl were saying.. oh tk the green card.. light green light grey or wadeva? noe wad? todae's all grey.. these no colour AT ALL.. so we've decided to accept the fate.. let everyone snatch the cards... and we tk the last few.. so if we reali happen to tk CLC or eye dressing... den it's coz we're suay... but okie.. overall... the fellow onli told mi tt althoguh my arms are small, my palms arent tt big too.. so i din cover a SPOT... ya... n tt's abt it... n YEAH I PASSED!!! s for nw.. i'm back to proj.. gd nite~

if you guys dun understand ytd's post, this is the pictorial version.. enjoy~

tag mi!

wad a topic to teach... LAME!!!

oh so R.H is a QI GONG master~~!!!

Tuesday, May 15, 2007

mood rate: *****

oh gosh.. ms sze germain is seriously lacking of sleep...
i'm not even an owl to begin wif... i sleep late at nite, wakes up quite early in the morning, goes for lectures which are damn boring... AND!!! sleep...
goodness.. the reason to wake up for lectures are basically to clock in as present and 'listen' to lectures... wad we do during lec aren't wad u imagine... we either tap and go, tap and sit in for an half an hr or... tk out lec notes, pencil case and start turning around to ask the rest... hey tis tis tt tt proj u done up the hardcopy oredy? let mi see... no lecs are impt unless it's interesting... and if it isn't, den all we do is RUSH proj... everyting abt yr3 is nothin but beating time and catching up wif schedule... sumtimes there r too many stuffs to do tt we go crazy and rather vulgar... haha~ expected lah!
todae ah ma's lesson is charlene's presentation... and ah ma was reinforcing lene's presentation and guess wad? i dunno wad the hell she was toking to begin wif.. and worse still suddenly she shouted quite loud!!
ROS: u all noe wad is therapeutic touch?
us: ya.. juz touch therapeutically?
ROS: NO!!! it's putting your palm near the person's shoulders and let them feel the heat of it... tt's therapeutic touch...
us: LOL!!!! goodness... LAME!!!!
now can u tel mi is she diff or we r diff? she's diff by telling us dumb stuff lor!!!!

p.s.: poon... u haf reach a pt where everyting seems wrong n everyday seems bad.. but one ting i can tel u... when u recover for tis... you r a stronger person and more resistant to stress.. .tink clearer and wks better.. crying is nv s sin, it's and emotion...

Sunday, May 13, 2007

mood rate: *****

i'm so darn happie!!! coz i'm almost done wif my nursing proj!!!
goodness tt dumb prj has wasted a lot of my brain cells...
tink tink tink design design graphics after graphic... goodness..
hz much time haf i wasted doing it lo!!!
i can't even say one down lo..
coz i haven even doen any presentation.. goodness... hz long do i haf to wait?
i'm dying waiting for my skills assessment.. i wanna gt it ova n done wif! it's agonising when i've gt tonnes more to do, n tis stupid assessment is bugging mi lyk hell... i'll juz pray to the greatest god on earth tt i dun gt eye dressing.. i tink it sux!! n of course i dun gt bernard!! he's a killer...
fri's train left mi wif a aching shoulder which i cant explain y... few bruises here and there... and a loose shoulder after a slight dislocation... i poped it back w/o any pain.. wonder wad the hell happened... anyway.. it is alrite... but anyway.. doesn't realli bother mi.. coz my shoulder has been dislocated b4 so? hack lah...
my muscle wastage is getting more n more obvious after each session of training basically coz my hamstrings quads and wadeva nonsense compromise for the muscle loss... gosh... nw i haf the weirdest legs!!!
i noe i noe.. sha2, awin, emi, xw and all peepx.. sry.. i cant stop training no matter wad... but tkns for ur concern... plz plz..
xw and px go gt the physio to chcek u lah... if u babes r gonna b like mi.. u'll regret... trust mi... coz i'm regretting tt i'm so damn bloody stubborn...

the effects of training....

a healing one... nicely done... quite big but nvm...

a deceiving abused one.. which is still painful... but alrite.. i tk tt...

but tis one.. is a torture.. can u see the 'hole' on my right leg? tt's my muscle wastage... obvious rite?

Saturday, May 12, 2007

mood rate:*****

damn wif my knee... first... it aches like hell...
partly coz of my SISTA's dope 'code' which caused it to rain...
skipped the boring 3034 to haf mahjong sessions...
surprisingly siti the imaginary fren won like quite a no of times... anyway s i was saying...
i was scared when i couldn't walk lah.. omg... coz tourney means a lot to mi based on the fact tt i'll nt b able to go back for training regularly when my wk starts...
i miss hafing training every wk... goodness.. i noe i haf to gif up my lurve for the sake of money... sumtimes i realli wonder is money realli tt impt? but the truth tt nobody can deny is YES... of course! w/o it... wad do u live on? shit! so anyway... tis tot is the motivation to push mi further n further... across my limit... it rules on top of any other ting...
the nx surprise is... i went for my PT follow-up... n guess wad?
germain has muscle wastage.. n i'm surprised when i coudn't perform the tremendously simple exercise which any gay could... those hu understands... i've gt wastage on gracillis, tensor fasciae latae and my lats... and an increase in muscle tone on my quads and hamstring coz of compromisation.... which explains hz my patella could be externally rotated and tilted... crazy rite? i went for training s usual on fri... sam sir forced mi to wear the no4 padding which is so big tt i guess pamela anderson will b able to wear it... and worse still... i was training when my tape snapped and the after effect is.. i can't walk todae.... argh.. can't tis darn knee juz leave mi alone???!!!

Friday, May 11, 2007

mood rate:*****

if u r wondering wth i'm doing at tis hr..
i've a sickening 5hrs break... so i'm treating u to a taste of my daily activities again!!!
say yipee~~~ haha...
tues was boring.. i hope todae mrs mok cums... goodness..
stupid sam sir ask us to go on tues..
nobody went lo except mi n ivy... ARGH~
listen up ching and hui hui, i'll nv go for training on TUES ANYMORE!!!! hymp~
angry lah...
as i was saying... i haf a pathetic 5hrs break...
i'm wasting my time i dunno y by nt studying...
but i cant study lah!!! sch is noisy, ytd i spent my time studying like hell...
so i cant be wasting my time studying again rite? haiya.. ya lo...
i've been tokint o myself for many days...
coz i'm too stressed!!! i can't finish my projs.. i miss lazing around, plasma-ing, slacking wadeva.. i juz miss sendentary lifestyle.. but no MONEY lah...
projs are driving mi CRAZY!!!!
i wanna go k boxing.. and xw say she'll go wif mi nx fri lo... wonder hz true...
goodness i skip green bk lec again.. nvm lah.. mahjong was usual crazy...
i'm juz so bored nw... so if tis is a boring post... sry lah....
anywya i miss training.. yeah i'm gg for training todae!!!! yipee!!!

Thursday, May 10, 2007

Random Pics

octupus!!! my lastest craving!

my dolphin nice? lurve lurvex

the yummy tub.. if u happen to see tis... it's FOOD!!!

charlene's cast is floating!!! haha~

cheeze~ CASTERS!

mood rate:*****

haha! todae xw n i were like starving ppl.. we were studying so hard in the library tt we were too hungry lo... keep smuggling food into the rm to eat eat eat.. after eating i was still danm hungry.. n i itnk i eat too much n too fast.. i sprain my jaw.. wad a joke... wad a place to sprain lo.. goodness... so paisei...
s far s the weather is concern.. i dunno wads wrong... it was a cool weatehr todae and my knee oredy caouldn't tk it.. it was a total torture.. for a moment.. i was rooted to thr grd.. i couldn't walk.. .the pain was intense.. after a while i walked n it was 'alrite' bearable...
i noe myself too well lah.. i brought the tape to tape up my knee... drew pic on it.. coz i was too bored...
oh gosh... i DIN PICK UP MY SISTA's call!!! argh... i missed the opportunity to see u noe u noe.. argh! goodness...
nvm.. i picked amanda's call.. coz i'm her case rem? i told her wad a torture was my training although i enjoyed it.. i told her my life story to help her in her case study... haha~ n i told her hz much i suffered when i was in the library inclusive of the stupid ppl hu made so much of noise... she was fascinated and she say i'm a superwoman! haha... tt makes my sista a superman!
todae's pp was.. .erm... EXPECTED i should say.. it wasn't diff or ez juz expected... all tkns to the 'blueprint' i've pasted on the wall... the notes actually KEY pts... i was reading it and staring it to slp... phew.. i'm so glad tt it's ova... plz bring mi k boxing man.. i'm stressed up.. but it's okie... MAHJONG THERAPY TML!!! i lurve ya ppl~

Wednesday, May 09, 2007

mood rate: *****

i dunno wads wrong wif blogger... coz i can't seem to see my own post on my com... anyways... everybody has been asking...
hey mainx.. y ur BLOGGIE dun haf post... exciting rite my blog? muhahahaa! till u miss it so much... alrite den.. todae i shall pamper u wif loads of words and pics.. ya rite.. .
these days has been rather busy... i can't even keep track of time coz it practically FLIES when i dun wan it to... everyone has been lacking of sleep so much tt lecs are specially allocated for yr3 to slp... i can't believe i've even skipped lecs to pamper my stomach... time is the most precious now man... proj after proj.. everyday, life is made up of proj mtg, surf net for info, eat and slp... nothin else lo!! i can't believe i'm torturing myself like tt... goodness... no wonder i've been craving for food and drink and wadeva.. coz i dun haf time to eat.. lunch is oso time for proj... even casual topics always include proj... MAN!! wad a life... so much so tt i always ask.. wad time tis wad time tt.. when when when.. shit~ i'm gg crazy!
and guess wad? i dun even haf time to realise tt tml is my theory.. and of course i din realise tt day was my gowning and gloving test.. can u believe it? onli like todae i was telling myself, "hey germain u passed ur gowning n gloving!!!" but the excitment and relieve din cum... reason: NOTIME... anyways... i've realised tt tml is theory test so i'm gg to study NOW!!! but of course i need FOOD... so cya! n gd luck to those taking it!

Sunday, May 06, 2007

mood rate:*****

went for wanni's b'dae party ytd.. heehee~
it was pretty fun.. s usual i went wif my abused hands to be further abused playing 'heartattack'...
nick was particularly slow in his movements and we din wanna b heldup... after a while cards were nt passed but rather thrown EVERYWHERE!!! and everyone will b rushing to flip open to c whether the cards they wanted were there... ruben is crazy lo!!! he hits like super hard and he's mad in playing tis game... go around snatching ppl's card.. but everyting is super funny...
of course EAT is the main priority... n PRAWNS r my cravings although khim gave mi sum uncooked ones.. heehee~
s for my knee.. i cant feel the knee cap gg back to it's original position after a took out the tape tt PT has put in place for mi.. n i was hafing loads pain but after mobilising and appling heat therapy.. fine.. i'm well to move run walk or wadeva u wanna call my activities..
goodness.. i'm so dead.. john sir is dragging us to go jogging on sun... shit...
i'm so damn bloody dead.. coz my stamina sux lah...
damnit.. but b'coz of tourneys... i'll mk an effort okie...
hey pretty babes... DR YEO (mrs mok) is getting her black on tues.. plz cum down to u noe wad lah... yipee!!! the tradition always gives mi the extra excitment~ HEEHEE~

i'm still waiting for wanni to send mi her b'dae photos but meanwhile.. it looks like tis... =P


take one~

take 2~

take 3~

happie b'dae wanni! her peepx hu lurves her...

Saturday, May 05, 2007

mood rate: *****

geex... i finally went for my physio tingy...
okie.. prepare for the most complicated...
the PT say i've gt an exteriorly rotated and tilted right knee cap...
plus a 'bowed' left leg...
my quads r nt well developed and my ligament connecting the thigh bone to my knee cap is tight(short)... so it pulles my knee cap to ONE side...
i walked wif a hyperextension of 4 degrees since young on my right leg...
which causes an abnormal wearing of the knee cap against my thigh bone causes pain n ya.. tt's abt all... n my PT is amanda.. she's so nice lah... she was rather patient wif mi although she looked pretty scared.. gosh.. i've gt appt on fri again... i hope she dun teach mi hz to walk lo.. so malu... she taped my knee up... it feels quite constricted by alrite.. it doesn't hurt... yea~
goodness... i ran w/o food n i was pretty hungry...
but i'm so proud of myself for jumping 202 heehee... but anyways.. my sit n reach sux coz i couldn't even straighten my knee properly... hack lah..
wads most impt... i passed... phew~
i'm so slpy after tt... n of course i was l8 for training...
hear tt samuel s usual cocked up wif his hearing n caused much harm...
training was s usual TIRING... hu dunno.. nicholas was in charged... n we had to do the 1 kick sparring tingy... dunno y these pl ar.. cannot sim properly lo.. kick my every other places except the rite place to gt the 1 POINT!!! nw.. i looked like i'm abused wif all the swollen bruises...
BUT!!!! i still lurve training...
erm poon.. i saw tt guy n i dun tink he's cute lah.. goodness (i din tel my sista wad u did to mi ar)
n sista~ i seriously tink tt the feeling is rite.. n i can't believe it.. the A tingy~

Wednesday, May 02, 2007

courtesy frm charlene..

scrubx rox lah i told u...

mood rate: *****

todae my classmates r like so damn bloody high.. .wonder wad they eat todae..
they went bonkers... esp charlene... she was toking so loud.. even bernard went crazy.. we call him "eh ah lian" he even responded wif tt ah gua style... "yes?" pretty disgusting but ya.. it was crazy n funny at tt point of time...
i wanted to blog sth impt but i forgt....
oh ya!! i went to consult my family dr abt my knee prob...
he say i've tis CMP (chondromalacia patella) which is the excessive wearing of patella cartillage due to a weak knee and the abnormal building of the thigh muscles so there's tis nt so balance force and weight on the knees.. which is y... haiz.. no wonder i've been hurting my knee so much... i'll pamper it when my tourney is ova lo...
the onli cure is to Rest... get ready for tis... haha! i noe u will b envious of mi... the dr is gonna gimme an EXCUSE letter to exempt mi frm NAPFA... muahahahaa.. BUT!! i din tk tt lah.. i'm NOT a pensy.. so i'm gonna go thru the whole process lo.. no worries.. i'm nt tt kind lo... anyway i've gt a competition to complete... i'm still nt resting till tourney is ova.. plz dun scold mi nag at mi... i'll b fine i guess... since my ppl back at my club ain't dead yet...
so peepx.. my advice to u guys is to tk care of URSELF.. n lurve ya! smooches~
i'm totally crazy!!