Thursday, December 20, 2007
mood rate: **_ _ _
i'm pretty happie but pissed..
FOR THE WHOLE OF TIS MTH!!!
it came for a couple of days, den gone missing..
after a few days, it came again.. it wasn't even time to come...
den again it goes missing...
when it's time for it to come, it realli did come, but onli for a day...
i was pissed n kinda scared since mommie had gone thru 3ops to remove them...
i was on the verge of calling the O&G clinic...
DEN!!! it came finally.. it was a relieve.. i tot these were heditery.. gosh.. tkn hueva up there~
those in tis field wud haf guessed wad i'm toking abt..
but for those hu r still unaware? erm.. happie guessing..
clue: it's sth tt has copus luteum n all tt stupid tings i had to rem for bio... n it's fav no.:28
a conversation wif a handful of ppl sets mi tinking..
A Nurses' Qualities: -> Adrenaline-pump:u nv noe wad is gonna to happen everyday..
prediction nv happens.. collapse? passing on?
wadeva life has instilled,
we haf to tk it.. n let it go s if it nv happens...
we juz haf to wake up everyday as a brand new one pump it up and keep moving...
-> Bell-boy nurse:y bell nurse?
coz it's call bells EVERYWHERE....
haf u been on ANY shift w/o a single call bell?
if there is..
plz let mi noe.. i wud wanna go there.. (except IMH)
-> Care:i guess tt's obvious enuf?
w/o it, nursing will nv exist..
coz it the doctors hu cure and nurses hu care..
we heal wif care.. ditch the meds n treatment,
we still function coz we care...
-> Delicate:beats mi hz tis quality has be injected...
it's always
gentle taiji therapy..
n tel mi nurses nv gts angry.. <- yea rite.. maybe on the outside -> Efficient:
gif us 1000/100.. we bag it all...
12pts to 2nurses...
speaking of efficiency.. we obviously gt it..
lack of staffs? erm.. nvm.. juz tk it n go on.. go hm a bit later?
tt's probably the onli way out..
coz hu on earth wud help u since they dun even haf time for break..
TRUE?
-> Fondue:i noe.. a stupid word.. i was eating it tt's y...
chocolate fondue.. the eva flowing chocolate...
the endless lust to taste it...
the always needed energy boost..
juz lyk the so freq: "
missy ar!! lai!!! (come)"
it's oso endless and the never-ending needs from the pts? hu dun agree?!
-> Generous:nurses r the most generous bunch of ppl in tis industry i believe..
first.. we wk 3 shifts..
we dun slack during wk (coz we cant afford to)
nx! we dun haf holidays...
we r the ones getting scolded for all the bullshit FIRST...
our increment is
so so pathetic..
we salary sux... but we stil lurve our job (frm my pt of view)
so tell mi.. aren't we generous enuf?
-> Halitosis:(a condition of bad breath)
haha.. i noe it sounds yucky...
but the long straight hours..
if plus missing break..
w/o water n working ALL day..
i guess u can help urself smelling lyk tt...
which is y we always carry
BREATHMINTS!
-> Inhumane:we r the ones nurses one to health..
but we r oso the ones hu
witness death almost 3/4 of our life...
n yet, we r the ones nt crying...
sometimes.. when its sumody u haf cared for, shared wif and been wif..
watching them detiorating day by day will def bring tears to ur eyes..
but it's always alrite n we're cool wif it let cont our wk attitude..
our job pushes us on... n it's almost inhumane to say we haf no feelings..
coz it's true tt.. so sometimes realli haf no time to feel anymore...
-> Joy:name the ppl always wif the pt most of the time (nurses) <-uh-huh name the ppl hu showers care n concern no matter hu in the ward (nurses) <- GD! name the ppl hu discharge pts! (nurses again!) <- tt's rite! so if we're always wif the pts.. the
smiles and laughter they might haf will obviously come for US!
-> Kindness:put down 2 tings on the list if we dun possess tis quality
- verbal complain
- complain letters
so i guess
no need explaination~
-> Love:of course we do..
w/o any love for the job, my pts, my env n my fellow collegues..
life will nv work out in tis line.. believe it or nt..
i can
gif u 3 days to try it out..
-> Masked:Nurses r always masked..
see.. if u gt sth at home which u haf cried 24hrs straight...
we can bring it to wk..
which is y.. we're always masked..
smiles love care.. the main quality outshines our true sorrow n wadeva bad we haf..
coz tis is our job..
a
FIRST CLASS air ticket to nurse pt back to health...
-> Nuisance:a quality to bear wif TIS is a definete!!!
coz there is
89% of tis in the ward..
to bear wif tis.. is a total ART...
but wadeva it is.. it betta to bear wif it den to regret it in the end..
-> Overcome:obstacles and setback rates r super high in the wards..
tings will nv work out s it is normally..
so to overcome is the best way out..
coz for mi..
NF will NEVER HELP...
-> Productive:in the
shortest 8 hrs...
12 reports, 12 changes, 12 sponging, 12 para...
n the list goes on... speaking of which... it's an endless ting...
-> Quality:and of ALL of the above..
quality still counts...
the community is getting more intelligent...
wadeva trash we noe... they noe it too..
coz it's all plastered on the net..
to surpass them.. it's all abt
QUALITY of my brain cells den...
-> Restoration:an inability to do so will result in unforsee circumstances..
which means... nursing is nt ur cup of tea
BYE BYE~
-> Social skills:haha! it's always abt hz well u can communicate wif the pts realli~
n s an SN.. it's nv the fact u can do so..
coz.. a paper nurse is a bad nurse..
but the paper nurse can help being one..
coz of the workload.. haix.. sumtimes.. it juz sux..
n wadeva NF said abt pt-focus.. (
gt mi more staffs den tok k!)
-> Team-work:nothing wks out w/o tis...
referral x a million... try it..
-> Unexpected:it's not onli nursing..
but my whole life is unexpected..
but being in tis field is worse.. juz ask urself..
since when did u plan sth..
which
nv wks out coz of work?!
-> Validity:documents r made outta tis word..
medications too...
words are too!!!
everyting is made outta tis word..
juz
hz much freedom do we haf?
-> Warmth:
noe certain ppl do possess tis skill of transferring warmth?
for all i noe
rosalind [<-click ]does...
if u guys still rems! i haven't master tis yet though..
i'll try~
-> Xenophobiafor all i noe.. my path juz freaking crosses the CFx!!!
n they terribly n horribly make ME SICK!
-> Yearn:
don't mind mi saying..
tis is NOT a quality..
tis is a definete
DESIRE..[<-click] how long haf u not crop urself up in the library doing research for the nx presentation?
-> Zest:i can't haf anymore if it since i'm outta breath...