Gems UnwrittenDiary...

...success lies in the harvests of setbacks..

MainX/*GemS*

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I'm a procrastinator
I'm human
And thats what humans do
But i chose to do mine here


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legend:
ND: 9pm - 8am
PM: 1.30pm - 10pm
AM: 7am - 3.30pm
T4: 8am - 5pm
T8: 9am - 6pm
SD: sleeping day
DO: day off
RD: rest day
PH: public holiday
AL: on leave

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agnes
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PeiErn
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Queena

Rebecca

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MISC

-> Ross
-> Felicia Chin
-> DAWNYANG
-> KAREN
-> WENDY

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Monday, March 31, 2008

mood rate: *****

went IKEA to gt my pretty mirror..
initially wanted to paint it my fav:YELLOW..
but i guess it juz din match my furniture..
we i settled wif it unpainted..

coz GERMAIN DOESN'T LYK IT SO PLAIN..
so i decided to add some decos!


STEP 1: get tools


STEP 2: screw on hooks


STEP 3: drill a hole in the wall and mount the mirror up


STEP 4: add sexy babe


STEP 5: add pretty ribbon


and TADAH!!!! germain's personalised mirror..


SEXY n all so PRETTY!

Saturday, March 29, 2008

mood rate: *****

PARTY!! tt's my fav..
apparently.. i din wear s RETRO dress s ching..
but it's okie..
since we had to change into a clothes after the cake cutting..

we went for free ESCAPE THEME PARK
first the flipper ride.. samuel's so called warm-up..
when everyone were shouting n screaming lyk s if it's the fun-est ting in the entire world..

guess wad?

WAD?!

we were in a serious discussion which game is lame..
n hz to make a lame game realli fun..
okie.. we're lame SO?!

when the guys were up in the inverter toking..

us gals went wif camwhoring in the roller coaster ride..
this is the onli pic i'll post mainly due the unglam faces.. heehee**



supposingly to tk the viking n start toking again..
we decided nt to risk missing the go-kart ride.. since it's almsot closing..

so we dashed to queue for the kart..
s usual..
HAO LIAN GUYS TINKs THEY'RE DAMN TALL...


s we were queue-ing..
there's tis nonsense guy hu tinks he is a drifter..
i was irritating the guys by making the F1 drive past noise..
freaking funny wad ppl do wif the kart...

there's tis fat babe driving the kart..
couldn't brake the kart in time..
n she was driving freaking fast..
anyway.. returnign to 'home-base'
she was lyk drive->tries to brake->but BANG damn hard..
hit the 2nd fellow hard (shocked the guy) n hit her fren in the front..
samuel was lyk.. she brake lah.. but the weight TMTH...
NOW somebody's acting shy..



WAITING for the dua bai.. wesley ONG...
notice the map behind?
when i walk they were lyk.. u noe where is it a nt?
i pointed back.. neh! map...


while waiting samuel tot of a freaking dumb game which i dunno y i oso play..
bet on hz many chains wesley n ben haf..
coz it's their trademark to haf chains all ova..
maybe the influence of DICKY ONG..

wesley:
i bet on 3
samuel bet on 3
dommy bet on 2
dion bet on 4 <-won
sheila no comments

ben:
consenses:1 <- won

wesley was kinda freaked out when we were ransacking him for chains..
ben was s usual expressionless..

HEADED FOR FOOD.. when i reached there..
hui hui was lyk a OMG!!!!
i couldn't stop laughing for 3mins even though quek sir was wacking mi damn hard on my arms..

omt!! mrs mok make up for her until lyk she belongs a century back in time!

redid for her lyk a million times betta since ivy din react largely when she saw her~

planned our formation 2000times wif samuel, bro, quek sir..
wesley lah.. backed out last min.. bodoh~

in the end..
it din worked out..
since everyone were everywhere smashing cakes..
n it's was a a MESS..
ruin my pretty dress..

i was sprinting lyk mad wif my poorly acheg thighs after the pitiful starjumps on fri...




HAPPIE B'DAE!!!

mood rate: ****_

training was a lil moody mainly coz the usual hangouts r at NTC..
freaking FATASS.. i'll kill u one day for kidnapping my cliques..

okie let mi tink wads up ytd..
i was freaking l8 coz i was too into my SHROOMS BURGER from KFC...
it's nice n yummie.. trust mi..
the funniest is still daddy..
he damn kuku one lah..
he went:" this burger is nice~ gt 'see-sae-mi'(sesame)"
den we were lyk huh? sesame is it?
dad: WADEVA LAH!
us: LOL...

training was abt stamina n upper body training..
s usual john sir damn HL..
so he was lyk *WHISTLE*
" eh, those bball-er.. siam ar.. i need to haf my class there"
n the bball-er was sitting ther watching..
quite a no. of cute butches *smiles*
thus, john sir was pushing his professional warmup..

the multiple splits, high spd stretching, horse stunts cums punches n 45degress CUT..
wa kaox.. driving mi nuts...
wadsmore, the freaking 45leg raise the lying down one..
he noe i cannot tahan long..
make mi paisei in front of cute ppl.. kns~

l8r on.. was sam sir's training..
loads of punishmts..
germain leading starjumps.. (kns, cannot eat snake)




check tis out..
  • lower pri boy..
  • dunno whether he tuck in or tuck out his uniform when he go to sch..
  • maid tie his shoe laces..
  • dunno hz to tie his own belt (mindful tt he's a brown tip)
white->yellow->green->brown->black (in between is tips)

wad in the world is gg on?! goodness!
i spent my freaking training time teaching him how to tie belt..
n guess wad?
john sir:" germain! i teach nt so soft one lah! lyk tt cannot drill into his numb skull"
immediately ivy was screaming at him..
blardy boy.. PAY ATTENTION LAH!.. wa lao eh!

Friday, March 28, 2008

mood rate:***** (elated)

lets tok abt unhappie ytd first..
tk note..
i'm looking for an A MATHS TUITOR..
teaches home tuition SEC 3..
i wan gd gd one ar..
help mi look around.. tkns..
once gt anyting TAG MI!

the reason being us, screwing the damn tuitor up..
coz she's fucking unreasonable n fucked up.. wad to do CF wad...
fucker!
1st, she is damn blardy diff to DISCUSS RE: changing time slot
2nd, she refuse to temp stop tuition during hols..
3rd, she force in a time slot of 3pm n my bro din haf lunch for 2 consec. wks...
WTF.. call her..
she damn blardy hack bugger say "huh, so dion needs to eat"
ass lah! DUH!!! which human no need to eat?! fucked up lah..
juz because she freaking hell need to earn BIG BUCKS..
den everyone has to gif in to her..
CF SUX!!!

lets nt let her spoil my mood...

yea! party!
a 21st b'dae of a RETRO theme...
so come in ur sexy polka dotties and loud prints!
i've gt party on saturday..
omg! food... tt's all i'm there for actually...

LIM HUI HUI!!!
i'm gonna wear tis on ur party



guess hz much? $10/-.. u betta put up the retro party ar..
orelse... .....
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hymp!

went down to ttsh todae wif
"wads my name? ain, wads my name? ain, how to spell? dunno lah"
heehee.. familiar classical line from G.O.D!
u might nt understand but yea..
read it aloud...
"ORH! IT'S NT FOR MI TO UNDERSTAND..."

i'm mad i noe..
n the reason i'm mad is COZ!!!!
i'm gg back to 9D..
mixed: seeing NF vs being in a familiar env
if u consider seeing NF is a total cool ting.. den it's cool...
i tink the coolest is ain.. 6B.. extra 100$$$$$$$.. OMT!! gorgeous..
but slog lyk mad.. hate ICU..

went shopping for first my diamonates coz my 1dollar shop's calculatoe is frm CF ctry..
so i HAF to stick sth there.. a total of 3pkts for 8bucks..
i promise to post the end prod once it's done!
maybe if it sux i might reconsider posting it~

den down to CLOTHES..
went cottony shop for dress..
walaoeh.. the sizes all i cannot fit in one..
either i look too preg OR fat..
even there's tis ribbon u can tie tighter, the cloth will juz crumple..
ain tot it was the dress's prob..
but when she tried it on.. erm.. yea, the prob lies wif mi..

buy the slippers?
kns.. the smallest size still cannot.. TOO BIG...

haix.. wad a day..
settled for the 10bucks dress above...
8bucks diamonates..

n zZz.. training todae!

Thursday, March 27, 2008

mood rate: ***_ _

last nite was match nite..
guess wad?
i had real time trouble msg-ing ain..
AIN U R NT CONCENTRATING!!!!
i keep telling her dicky boy took AM shift so tt he can play 4sg..
it was meant to b a joke..
instead she ask mi sth lyk..
REALLI?! hz u noe he AM shift?
den i had to replay our in hse joke.. the super RED tingy..
n yet she asked the same Q... "hz u noe he AM shift?"
WALAOEH ain!!!!!! i cannot tk it oredy lah..

n y is sg's jersey so tightfit?
STG STJ? (sexy tight jerseys)
my bro was lyk.. haiya.. maybe lyk tt den ppl cannot pull pull the jersey...
interferrance wif play ma..
dunno whether true a nt..
maybe he bullshit mi again...

TODAE:
shopping wif mommie has always been okie..
but todae was exception..
it was surprisingly fun!

train ride was fun..
noe normal train ride wud b diff kinda ppl rushign for seats?
tis time..
there's tis row of seats opp us..
super weird.. quite funny..
it's split.. 7seats... 3gals on left, 3guys on rite...
n the gals r WEIRD...
one super obese wearing delicious broth T-shirt.. lyk *smurf smurf*
one wear flower fiery pants n matching top.. mommie calls her forest of fame...
n another one slp lyk nt slp at the same time..
the guys side? cannot b bothered.. coz CF!!!

went shopping for blender..
coz the old blender cums chopper is in a state of muscle dystrophy..
n her budget is 90 n below..
no thai, malaysia or CF country products..
damn troublesome rite?
but yea, i agree tt it's always shit to gt stuffs from there..

went to PS.. n noe wad?
the escalator spoil..
so we came out from another escalator..
which leads to this freaking heavy door..
by rite, the door should b able to accomodate 2 person coz it's 2 swing doors..
but the freakign door too heavy to push..
but both mommie n i was too eager to go out..
we were lyk squeezing our way out..
n wtT*.. our bags gt trapped behind..

i panic lah.. my b'dae bag from japan.. oredy tear..
cannot let it tear further!!
i was gg to gt another bag from tampines..
dun fail mi so soon lah..
so i squeeze my way thru..

n juz lyk cartoons..
both of us manage to squeeze thru though nobody gave way..
n when we were out..
the force too great..
we sprang out lyk some idiot tom n jerry gg 2 diff directions..
damn pai sei..
i smashed into a wall..
mommie ran into an open space..
luckily nobody.. FREAKING PAI SEI x a million...

wad a day..

ps: hui hui, i saw a retro dress todae for $10 wanted to gt it but..
coz of the blender.. heehee.. i forgt.. sry...

Wednesday, March 26, 2008

mood rate: *****

yipee! my com is well n working!
no more brooding over the photos in my camera..
i'm well working on onli 512mb RAM card..
haix.. wtt!!! freaking com.. always coma...

was hesitating on whether to buy the dress for hui hui's party a nt..
omg.. it's on sale onli $20/- wif 10cents change... buy or not?!!!


somehz.. i'm saving my 30bucks on another 2top..


i tink the 2nd is nicer rite?
yaya.. ficker minded..
wadeva...

SOFTBALL PICS OUT!!!<-click

Tuesday, March 25, 2008

THIS IS FREAKY-LY TRUE..
maybe 90%.. TRY IT!





What Sze Germain Means



You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong.

You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know.

You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do.



You are incredibly wise and perceptive. You have a lot of life experience.

You are a natural peacemaker, and you are especially good at helping others get along.

But keeping the peace in your own life is not easy. You see things very differently, and it's hard to get you to budge.



You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.

You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.

At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.



You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life.

You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone.

Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs.







You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.

You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.

You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.



You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated.

You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want.

You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way!



You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.

You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.

You have the classic "Type A" personality.



You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.

You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.

You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.



You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.

You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.

You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

mood rate:
i'm BORED lyk HELL...

i missed the times where i sat in lecs, tuits n labs dreaming of food..
now, i'm on my feet 7hrs straight...

i dread the days of skills assessment..
but now wished it had nv ended...

i rem the times where i was caught skipping class to play mahjong...
now, there aren't much time to play mahjong oredy...

i longed to sit in lecs cam whoring and fighting Z-monster...
now, i ought to b slapped if i'm not 100% awake n alert...

i remember complaining abt how long atts were and where r my hols...
now, i wished so much tt att din haf to end coz it's 1off day per wk onli...

i will nv forgt the times where i had many lab books on my desk coz i was appointed to draw visual steps onto the wordy lab bks of others...
now, nobody will haf to beg mi n buy mi food to draw for them...

i missed being cheered up simply by having happie food in front of mi...
the ice creams, brownies, homemade sandwiches, biscuits n my fav strawberry pocky,
nothing bought can b compared to those now..

i enjoyed complaining abt ppl to sista husband n poon coz they'll listen~
now, there's no shoulders for mi to lean on, no hugs to comfort and no jokes to b enlighten..
i juz haf to bear everyting and no escape...

i regret not hugging enuf of the ppl i lurve to hug all the time at the walkway...
ppl lyk twin, sista, poon, ain, xiaowen, emi mommie, pj, elaine...
u guys r lyk miles away to b huggable oredy...

i picture myself screwing the damn politics in the ward...
i wud miss the original old germain...

working life sux..

Monday, March 24, 2008

mood rate: ****_

the weather is disastrous,
Fun time is running out,
shopping which seems so leisure are kinda tight now,
everyting is coming to a standstill coz work is round the corner,
and the onli ting i'm looking forward to is the pay...

okie.. it seems pathetic.. i noe...

as compared to the fact tt kavi is oredy working..
todae is sista's first day work as a SN...
n i'm biting my teeth together wif ain waiting for work to start..

damn! it's freaking freaky agonising wads ahead...
wadeva~ i'm juz too afraid to slap the student badge outta sight...
tt's mi.. germain hu's scared of nothing but her own blood.. yea~



okie.. back to reality..
these few days was horrible...
i spent my time sleeping coz i now tt there wun b much left..

spent 3/4 of my time at the pool side to train my stamina..
so far.. the record is a non stop 15laps.. n still counting...

i've been drawing n drawing to calm myself down
but nothing is worthy to b pasted on the wall of thoughts yet...

i ran outta serials to watch..
coz i spent most of my 2wks plasma-ing...

the most most most most MOST i did was..
to design hui hui's b'dae invitation card...
shop for her present...
made yt a present.. i cant believe i took 3days to make her a present..

and went K-boxing wif huihui, jonathan, ching n samuel..
thereafter, shopping for RETRO clothes for huihui's party together wif ivy...
n yea.. my leggings was the tok of the town for the LIM sisters...
so i had to count ppl hu wears the same s MI!...
n after 4hrs.. i managed onli 15ppl...
oh well~ singaporeans r not daring enuf to carry it off?

btw, did i even mention?
when hui2 n i boarded the train,
there was this auntie hu was wearing gothic dress n knee length boots..
when she saw mi n my leggings she turned to her fren n mumbled...
"wa~ nian2 qing1 ren2 xi3 huan1 chuan1 zhe4 yang4, wo3 cai2 bu4 gan3 ar.. yee'er"
(teenagers these days wear until lyk tt, i dare not lo.. yee'er)
kns! her boots is FAR worse den my leggings..
anyway, i was wearing 3/4 pants.. so visibility is onli lyk 1/4? wth?!

me wearing leggings wif baring onli 1/4 wif off shoulders n light makeup

vs

lao auntie wearing gothic dress, heavy makeup and high boots

u say leh?
hus worse? of course the auntie lah! wa lao~

Wednesday, March 19, 2008

pics from the seoul garden!!!


Tuesday, March 18, 2008

mood rate: *****

woke up supposingly @ 6.30 to do my face, hair, meal..
but shut my alarm n woke up horrifyingly l8.. nvm~

accompanied jen to gt her stuff back from mount E..
n thus, i'm super early to meet NURUL..
went to catch step up 2 n leap yrs wif none other den my sista!
well...

step up 2 was alrite but ain't s great s step up...
coz the leads in step up is cuter and the the current guy is lyk a mix of owen wilson and blake lewis... so erm~ eeewwww....
the gal is so damn man.. n thus, casts wise, NOPE~
but the plot wise.. well alrite.. s long s it's not predictable it's fine..
during the whole movie i was making a lot of noise..
lyk:"nurul! c owen wilson can dance!!!!"
n sth lyk:"oh! check out JACKSON!!!!"

had mos, went shopping actually for bags,
but ended up buying leggings instead..
i seriously need a FULL LENGTH MIRROR n a BAG 'BASKET'...
coz yea.. my normal bag always gifs way in a mth or 2...

back to the topic,
went for leap yrs after tt..
it was predictable lah...
i was dictating the story lyk s if i was the director..
n the actor look lyk tarzan n jane at the same time...
coz of his hair n his backview looks lyk a GIRL!!!

the rain scene is so unglam...
n wong lilin has frangipani on her hair,
n tt's hantu flowers...

anyway it was predictable lah..
funness!!
did i even mention hz stupid was sista's GPRS?
i din noe the fastest way to gt to my hse frm sengkang was....




GPRS says:
turn right into TPE..
n "drop germain"..

n yea.. hz on earth can i walk thru the canal n cement n bridge to gt hm?

Monday, March 17, 2008

mood rate: *****

went to catch bro in action on sunday at SRC...
coolness baby!!!
softball is realli exciting.. n wadsmore, funny!
although the young boys r nothing much..

but the A boys rox lah!
some cute, some stout, some handsome, some macho..
heehee.. *drools*

come to tink of the coach i wanna burst out laughing..
bro n his team were watching the A boys..
n they were oooogggggling abt hz fast their pitcher is..
coach was lyk, chey, i can hit bat tt easily.. (coach is a nationa softball player)
he's lyk part of the team hu brought back bronze in the sea-games lo...

N N N N !!!! he's turning 23 tis yr..
tanned, tall, ok-cute.. heehee~~~

hey hey.. okie.. back to the topic,
bro's team din believe so the bet..
if coach can hit tt 'fast' pitch 2mac meals..
so he went up to the empire(his fren), n said..
"ask the hcjc to pitch mi his fastest pitch, i'll try to hit"
n guess wad is the macho ting tt happened?

pitch -> HIT*** rite on -> the ball went outta the OUTFIELD..

wa lao eh!!!! PRO!!!!!
the hcjc was lyk WOW!!!!!
den hcjc's coach was lyk relax ppl, he's a national player..
tt was when they decided to shut their jaw.. haha~

i gt photos!!!
but.. my com has some probx.. so i'll upload it soon.. ONE SHOT~
together wif seoul gardens'

Saturday, March 15, 2008

mood rate: *****

training was awesome..
although samuel doing some shit at home din come..
but at the same time, bert din come so it defeats the purpose too..

did running..
hui hui was lyk.. "ching, i damn tired oredy"
hui hui u lose weight lah! lyk ivy lyk tt.. fat fat! no wonder u r yuan mei!
mr lee lah.. run damn fast lyk catching train so we were lyk haix.. TIRED!

luckily i ran wif the smallies..
i can almost see a SMILING FACE on ivy's face if she's the one reading tis..
haha~ running wif smallies, no matter hz far the dist..
it's still much more relaxing..

poor hui hui.. i noe u damn tired..
but too bad.. u dun haf 'mei mei yuan'...
duck walk? heehee~~~ smurf**

it was kicking n kicking.. juz lyk the same old ones..
i realised my left leg is old n heavy oredy.. BUCK UP GERMAIN!
muz b fitter den stupid guys..

sparring...
bro was fighting lyk as if matthew has a million grudges wif him,
double, triple, back thrust, turning.. the combo is worse den the rubic cube!
the poor round fellow was aching lyk mad..
n noe wads bad?
mr lee:" go go, endure endure!! continue..."
damn bad lah.. but nvm, tt was hz we learnt few yrs back when we were juniors..
NODS** <- i can see it ppl.. (the ugly 'dragon force') stupid name tt sam sir gave us..

i fought one match onli...
old oredy ma...
fought wif the same gal ching sparred wif.. stefanie..
sam sir ask mi to kick her lyk he has the same grudges lyk the one bro had..
weird man.. dunno wads wrong wif him...
i did 2slams n 1turning.. okie.. 1head hit onli ma.. dun STARE...
anyway,. sam sir was the one hu say
"GERMAIN GO KICK HER!!! SLAM WADEVA..let her learn.. so i go lo.. "
i'm a gd gal~

tues i'm gg down okie LIM HUI HUI dun ps mi!

the usual pet tok time..
sir: dion u training for Y.O.G?
bro: no
sir: Y?!!!
bro: fat ass say muz train 5x a week mon-fri, cannot mk it lah..
sir: hus ass fatter den urs?
bro: m*ll** kw**...
all: LOL*****
sir: my master leh!!!
bro: oh..
sir: nvm... nice one though..

WA LAO!!!!!

after training was catch up time again...
dunno hz come we started toking abt CF..
den quek sir was toking abt his 1dollar kentang..
den i saw all the HUH? face.. noe wad? NOW WHERE GT 1DOLLAR FRIES DE?!!!!
dunno hz many yrs back lah!

dunno y we muz always play wack ass game... (4vs1)
dunno wad quek sir was saying
but anyway i hear sth damn vulgar..
sth tt sounds lyk "my *toot* soft soft not hard"
when i huh?! n repeated the wrong one everyone fell on the floor LOL..
SIAOX AR?!!!

miss training? come back n haf fun! call mi: ******** moccc.com~ *bleah*

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Sunday, March 09, 2008

mood rate: *****

fri was a blast..
had fun mocking the parrot to the core~

was running and stairs and the usual..
n guess wad?
i was PISSED wif the blardy 'bang'...
he was damn irritating action lyk one asshole..

"eh.. no need to shout ar?"
"where gt 9 counts? standard ma~ dunno ar?"
"eh, run faster! so slow!!"
"slamming kick! slam!!! not front kick ar?"
"*show his split lyk one kind*"

damn freaking act!

had to see parrot's face, den see 'bang's face!
wa lao eh!

but when it was time for sparring it was FUN!!
2vs1.. LURVE IT!!!

ruoyu,jonathan, bert!!! <- hit combo lah!

we were cheering and screaming lyk hell when it was time to hit bert!
kill him!!!!!
haha..
danm javier was lyk oh~ u gt loads of fans!
(pi) lah~~~ we cant wait for him to gt killed lo~

supper at S11 was funny!!!
it was lyk rubic cube lecture..
n the lecturer is SAMUEL LEE..
damn funny lah~

dommy even took down notes lo...
when samuel was turning it, dommy was dictating..
ivy n i was tinking WAH!! DOMMY DAMN CLEVER he oso noe ar?

scully!!!!
when we turn around, we saw him reading from a piece of paper..
wa lao! read script one lo!!!
freaking funny! we tot he damn pro..

weird hearing conversations filled the air,
snatching da tou (clams), stingray, chicken wings!

i din noe they were so fascinated by hz i break chicken wings can?

anyway.. i lurve tkd!!!
cheers ppl**

mood rate: *****

sunday was a blast at SEOUL GARDEN..
food after food, desserts after desserts...
yummie..

since the last time i cut my poor lil finger..
okie.. i change.. it's cut SLICED my MIDDLE finger..

SEE EVIDENCE~


i din dare to touch the fire or knife unless it's necessary..
n it's ALWAYS necessary since i'm always hungry~

so mommie did all the frying, cooking, erm.. boiling?
i was juz enjoying food..
n guess wad?
it was BRO's TREAT...

n noe wad nx?
when we were shopping for bro's 'predator' the adidas street soccer shoes..
he saw his frenz:

fren: oei dion~
bro: hey~
fren: ur mei mei ar?
bro: yea...
fren: nv bring ur elder sis?
bro: at home slping.. damn lazy

wa kaox~ hz can he say lyk as if i gt split personality lo..
kns! v shameful meh tell ppl i'm his ELDER sister.. bugger!

Friday, March 07, 2008

mood rate:***_ _

i seriously tink i haf an attitude prob...
i'm pretty immune to other haf gashing wounds, smelling shit, bleeding nostrils or pts chopped up in the OT...
the pulsating heart, bleeding GIT..
i'm nt even afraid..
i'm fearless to the wadeva ppl classify as gross delivery coz the baby is blardy n slimy?
chey~ no kick!

but guess there's sth which u dunno..
ready???





















i'll faint if i see my own wound..

ytd, i was cutting onion wif tis dumb machine tt mommie bought...
i was lyk slicing n noe waD?
i sliced 1mm of my skin together wif my nails..
it was bleeding horribly..
lyk dripping n dripping tt kind..
so i rinsed it wif water (damn freaking pain!) n applied pressure..
but the bld din wanna stop..
so i decided to tape it down wif the plaster..

2min s l8r...
i blackout... coz i juz cant see my own bld..
i'm horrified! i noe.. wad a weakling rite?

10mins l8r i woke up..
i ask my dad..

mi: (dad)dy... u go n find whether my skin is at the chopping board a nt..
dad: v big piece ar?
mi: dunno.. n my nail oso... i tink i sliced the nail together wif the skin..
dad: asshole lah u~ ...

i was on the verge of giving up cooking..
coz everytime when i try to cut sth..
i'll sure cut my finger, palm or somewhere of my hand..
but i tot gif up? so not mi..
so i cont frying the blardy pork...

now i shall conclude...




TELL MI ABT RAT YR~

Thursday, March 06, 2008

mood rate: ***_ _

called her last nite after reading her post abt quitting...
i dun blame u.. or rather i wun blame u for giving up..

there's always a limit to wad a person can or cannot do..
and humans' heart on this aspect differs.
some ppl push on even it sux..
some juz lurve it n cont striving..
some realised halfway tt tt's not they wanted..
some dun even wanna acknowledge it...
n u r one of the 3rd..

i wun say u waste ur 3yrs to gain a diploma..
lyk some wud.. the 1st reaction is.. wa lao eh~ in the 1st place u shouldn't tk up wad..

but i guess ur ans wud be..
'it's not wad i've expected' *sighs*

it's definetely not wad i expected too...
clean shit everyday, turning sux, the smell sux, the routine is worse..
dreadful daily shift n routine i first tot..
but it's onli when i dun do it everyday den i realise i missed it...

but if u dun miss it.. den there's no point in pursuing it...

the 3yrs tt u haf lost is actually what u haf gained..
look at it in another angle..

u haf gain lovely frens which u might not meet if u didn't tk tis course..
the fren whom u went thru thick n thin wif..
the frens whom u mug exams and bomb wa lao and omt with...
frens whom u laugh and cry wif many many stuffs...
frens whom u hate doing proj wif but they r a pair of hands which completed it too...
u scream u yell but at the end of the day u juz lurve ur frenx~

u gain 3 yrs of seeing the vulnerability of life...
u watch ppl walking in and die few days later..
u watch mothers cry for their dying child..
u watch innocent lil ones die because of the young's ignorance...
u stay at beside pondering on wad haf the white haired done to accept those fate...
u pitied those hu r alive but couldn't respond...
u cried secretly because of professionalism...
u muz always appear u dun gif a damn..
..but actually ur heart scruntches when u haf to wrap up the dead.
u console weeping relatives but in ur heart u felt the same way...

u hate the fusy relatives and the noisy patients..
but at the end of the day they r there coz they needed help..

u haf gain the license of being an angel...
u posess the ability to heal wif words, action and touch...

trust mi.. u din lose anyting...
personally, i see no point in dragging urself to wake up at 5am to share some sleepy lurve...
spent ur wonderfully planned sunday afternoon smelling hibiscrub...
n keep ur red n tired eyes open to make sure tt ur patients r ok...

wads more impt is...
at the end of the day..
u look back and tot abt the decisions u haf made..
not regretting tt u quit nursing to pursue sth u realli dreamt of...
plus, u gain 3yrs of sight-seeing and u din cont to lose ur life to sth u hate~

**n u realli need a heart to heart tok wif 'paper swan'

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Wednesday, March 05, 2008

mood rate: ****_

i'm still freaking hell mad about hz the fellow hu banged my car is pushing mi n circles!
damn blardy hell!
i'm the yellow..
mommie was driving..
when the green arrow was on, of course we moved rite?
moreover, we were l8 for bro's lesson...


we moved, red moved, suddenly blue made tis illegal U-turn when it freaking hell RED light!
honked, braked and BANGED, gt hit on the back.. BASTARD!
i was sitting in the car... concerned abt my bro hu was the onli one sitting behind..
coz i felt tt the impact was pretty great since our car moved inches when we were hit...

bro was staring into space, he muz haf gt a shocked from the impact..
the guy was showing mommie attitude..
gt realli pissed...
the conversation goes lyk tis:

mum: haix.. *pts to car*
guy: not my fault wad
mum: den mine?
guy: hu ask u to brake suddenly?
mum: den bang the 'blue'? n hu ask u to keep so close to me?!
guy: i din! it's not my fault!
- furious mi - (i'm more lyk leave my mother alone freak head!! n pay the damages!!!)
so i came outta car wif bro (although bro looks lyk he's gonna bashed the guy up) but i was~
mi: hey UNCLE (trying to b polite) u nv study highway code ar? 1car length per 10km/hr? dist? erm.. which part did i gt wrong?
guy: i noe.. but i gt no time to brake, my car oso gt damages..
mi: so u admit tt ur DIST was far wrongly estimated?
guy: u should go catch the 'blue' wad~ nt mi..
mi: excuse mi.. i'm more interested in u coz u bang my car n U JOLLY WELL PAY...
mum: *stunned*
guy: *the wa lao hand sign* but the 'blue' is the cause
mi: excuse mi, watch ur attitude. n btw, 'blue' gt into the traffice police offence if i caught him.. he's not liable to pay for OUR damages coz he din cause it.. ain't i rite?
guy: ok... (gifs i/c n name card)
mi: *smiles* tkn u for ur coorperation (deal wif my mother now)


so i dragged bro back into the car...
i was utterly disgusted by tis guy's attitude and gentlemanliness.. bullshit!

l8r on, i was freaking mad coz he was reluctant to claim insurance..
FINE DEN PAY UP!!
but he's hesistant abt the private settlement too..
damn blardy asshole!

i called up insurance co.
asked hell lot... but i realise.. the onli way to make him pay is...
INSURANCE.. (3rd party claim)
so damn it.. in the end, daddy 'persuaded' him into reporting n admitting liability..

but now..
a shit car wif a dents and scratches..
dun be fooled by it's appearance lo..
the bracket for mounting tis bumper is dead..
so in actual fact..
the boots is not tight.. there's tis gap at the accident side..

argh! i hate it!!! bro has camp plus softball match on the same day! freak!
now wad?
drive the bugger car here n there..
freaking unsightly..
cant gt a standby car..
season parking has a freaking probx..
waiting for surveyer's assessment has a probx...
now repairing has a PROBX..

ppl.. tel mi abt RAT yr~
fark off bugger n PAY UP!!! freaking 900bucks!
just because my momie is nice doesn't mean u can show her attitude n bully her!
just cause she dunno much abt tis doesn't mean u can take advantage!
just because u r a FREAKING sale manager oso doesn't mean u can use ur SWEET TALK!

coz i dun buy tt! mayb my mommie wud..
but trust mi!
try it on mi.. i chop u lah!!! I DUN BUY IT!! JUZ FREAKING PAY n i'll b nice~

Monday, March 03, 2008

mood rate: **_ _ _

enjoyed the pretty party wif MS (muhd sholehin) heehee..

see more of US.. not mi..

photos<-here


but as for now..
i'm pissed dealing wif an adult..
damn farked up!

he banged my freaking car..
n yet.. it's not his fault..
24hrs lapsed..
it's a total unknowed whetehr the insurance can cover..
i'm damn irritated trying to appeased by asking him to pay for the damages..

sry peeps... i'm too too very pissed..