Wednesday, July 30, 2008

GERMAIN's NEW DS!!!

although it's nt yellow..
but at least it's nt pink...

n it's personalised!
see!!!







REMINESENCE...

mood rate: *****

HAPPIE NURSES DAY DARLINGS!!!!
heehee.. nurses day.. woohoo..
after tt? dreading JCI.. wthfs (what the hell f***ing sh*t) man..
so much crap to study! ENDLESS..

ne-ways...
tml is nurses day performance..
after the mths of stressing over shift diff..
MCs, tiring schedules? n all the ARGHx?!
it's gonna b OVER... soon..

check out my OLD NOTES~~~


i'll update the present... =)

germain is tired..
hated all the AMs..
n all the fussing over the craps...











I MISS AIN...
I MISS YT..
I MISS XW...
I MISS CAT CAT..
I MISS EMI MOMMIE..
I MISS.. PJ?
I MISS NR0530..'
although i dun realli lyk them..
but i miss their PRESENCE...
i miss...
i miss..


i miss the days where i wouldn't b fussing over pt's lives...

Sunday, July 27, 2008

mood rate: *****

everyone were in a super gd mood~
haha..
coz todae's steffie's ROM..
n everyone will b attending!



see.. the food.. the people..
the BRIDE n the GROOM!!!
okie.. maybe u cant tell...


but here's the bride!
my preceptor..
n fren..
plus collegue...


zan n stephanie..


wangmin n germain..
tis is a total classic moment man..
WM wif her fake eyelashes, BLUE eyeshadow n super tight n short skirt...


ah tang n ah mainx...


poh poh n germain..
we're named the loudhaler..


the super big n digestive eater..


yanxia, ME, ah tang, poh poh...
see i'm the darkest..
n i'm FAT!!!
cannot eat too much oredy...


germain blends~~~~ muahhahahaha...

Saturday, July 26, 2008

mood rate: *****


sometimes..
when u feel realli at the edge of jumping off the cliff..
the best u could get is a simple time out wif the best pal u had..
someone whom u can tel everyting to..
someone whom u once had the whole world of time wif..

n to mi..
the best i had was the stud times where i could meet up wif her EVERYDAY..
(okie.. tt's too over..)
we meet up for stupid reasons lyk..
"i feel lyk eating kfc"
"juz tk the train together?"

even the simple 15mins we spent loitering around is worth..
it's a destressor..
i missed the times when stress is the minimal..
i missed the times we joke n tok crap abt shit~
u wouldn't believe wad dumb tings we tok abt..
it's realli crap but now..
there's no time for slp.. where to find time for crap?

anyway..
i had my crap time wif AIN finally!!!

it's lyk a 'phew' i dun feel lyk working the nx day..
i wish time nv past..
n i could haf the whole world of time to tel her abt all the dumbass..
i wish i could pour everyting to her..
n she pour everyting to mi..
n tadah! we crap again...

tt could nv happen lah..
anyway..
the minimal crap we had?
i intend to share~
these are the best moments since i started wk..

outta the train..
our portfolios begun..

if we eva haf an album of all the shit we sang...

this would b my cover..


n this might b hers..

n noe wad will b the first track?
bu de bu ai (by wilber pan) by ain n germain


den we'll haf these stupid pics we took the whole yr round..
toilet pics will b the 1st few...


followed by the craps we can't miss..
the tiny laughter which u oredy missed..


n den there will b this part lyk..
ain's fav artist of the yr..

JASON MARAS:


n so this will be the pic...


n tis will b mine~


n den the part where they advertise germain n ain's happy food..
gun ice creams n roses...





lastly we'll advertise the part where we lurve the beach so much?
see.. this ain so brave...

she forgt her sunscreen..

which was way too heavy for germain to carry..

Friday, July 25, 2008

mood rate: ***_ _

germain is sick again..
n i should haf juz told sister tt i cant' wk too many mornings..
coz my body juz cannot tk it..

haix..

i'm sick..

when i went to see the dr..
he gave mi 1day mc..
which is todae..
wtf? haix..

btw.. the prev time i went to collect the meds..
the same pharmacist serve mi tis time..
guess wad he say?

heehee..
him:" ms germain, u look so much worse den last time.. tk care"
wa lao eh!! cute guy eh... n owonder i slept well todae.. muhahhahahaha~

Sunday, July 20, 2008

mood rate: ***_ _

i've already reached a stage where fone calls frm ward r inevitable..
where i would haf an extreme phobia even during slp...
whether my stuffs r properly documented oredy..
whether haf i forgt sth?

everyting everyone is plastic..
i might b too..
maybe? i wouldn't noe...
i'm tired, exhausted n haf almost given up~

perserverance seems lyk foreva..

i seriously need a break from all the shit...
n hpoefully need not come back..
the plans? ernies~
i WILL definetely consider...
it's too l8 to turn back now...

sth doned wrong juz admit ar!!
y muz everyone fight for the blardy seat..
nice to seat meh?
i dun care if i dun haf enuf money to spend..
i jux wan a happier life.. a peaceful one..
nt some stupid life where i haf to b afraid of everyting..
ANYTHING..

sometimes i hate myself..
i hate to b a sn..
i hate it when i dunno tings..
i hate it when tings to go the rite way..
i hate police to come check my farking docs, pts...
everyone make mistakes..
it's unavoidable!!! BASKET!!!
u tink u so good meh?!!
everyting perfect ar?

i tink the most perfect shit u haf ever done is to check on ppl..
damn u!! GO TO HELL!!!!

Tuesday, July 15, 2008

mood rate: **_ _ _

is money very impt?
germain is ON a raft..
trying to sail far, get to my destination...
i cant reach it..
there are storms every 2days...
impeding my movement...

everyting is nt gg well..
at work, at home..
i dunno where to go..

i've gt fire on the left, water on the right...
front is an endless round.. blinded...
i cant turn back...

where am i gg to sail to?
it's a turtle..
everyting i do is wrong..
everyting i try cant b done..

even my body gave way..
i need a break..
go somewhere.. ALONE...

Friday, July 11, 2008

mood rate: ****_

went back for SUPPOSE practice..
but everyone were lyk busy?
attending some courses of sth..
which i dun acutally gt wad was gg on~

anyways..
fiz n i were enjoying our tai tai life at starbucks..
having potato salad, OREO cheesecake n shakes...
while waiting for the slow pokes..

guess wad?
in the end..
we din do any of the dance steps..
neither did we rehearsal any acts..
all we did was~~~

tadah!
sit down at andersons for a treat to FONDUE by ez!!!


the two fellow were so excited when i took out my cam..
n started snapping away..


FREE PHOTOGRAPHER..
FREE PHOTOS to post online~


tkns botak EZ!


HMMM...
wad should we discuss?
dates of practice?!


i took i took!!!
i took mohammmed's TEETH~


den EZ cannot tk it oredy~








after tt was VIVO TIME~




SENTOSA...


seebei zi lian~


GFs...


dun worry.. we're straight~


mohammed n GERMAIN~











MODELLING TIME~ (all M.B. idea)




after tt..
he dun wanna b seen by the public for the horrendous pics...