Monday, August 31, 2009

mood rate: ***** (******)

i've been asking queena ong li yu for a couple of days..
whether she can accompany mi for k-ing sessions..
anyway..
the ting is..
since i've been SICK...
i've been cooped up slping at home..
thus it's time to PARTY!!!!

back to the topic..
queenx say she'll msg mi to tell mi if she gonna acc mi there..
n in the end..
the msg din come..
ok.. fine..
so in the end..

sumone else came to pick mi up wif a flashy car w/o keys...
n we went for k-ing!
so shiok!!!
it seemed SOOOOOO long since i last went..
n the funny ting is..
since the day i went wif my twin...
the dice ting is still VALID! hahahahhaa~

n when we started singing...
i realise his voice sounded lyk ah du!!!!!!!
hahahhhahahhaa!!!

i was lyk...
"ah du!! i wan ur autograph!!!! *screams!!*"

i tink he tinks i'm mad..
and den he replied:" zi fang zu.. deng yi xia wo qian"
(translation: leave the paper there, l8r i sign) lol!!!!

den suddenly..
when he sang jackey cheung and andy lau songs...
he sounded lyk some deep voice guy possessed his body...
damn funny ar!!!

since i'm out wif a PIG double my weight..
he gt HUNGRY...
so i asked him..
mi: u wanna eat wad?
him: dunno eh.. i anyting..
mi:eat shit wan a nt?
him: u eat lah..
mi: hahaha.. faster lah.. eat wad?
him: durians..
mi: durians?! this hr where gt durians? durians will full one meh?!
him: haha.. durian 24hrs one ma..
mi: i noe the durian 24D..
him: wad 24D?! u tink durian's bust size meh?! it's D24 lah!!!!
us: LOL!!!!

in the end it was to jalan kayu for prata!

n he said he wud bring mi for my fav 5bucks MILK TEA @ koi nx time...
okie.. shall see~~~
u need work out lah.. trust mi..
(coz ur metabolism rate is nt s high s mi!! *BOO*)

Saturday, August 29, 2009

mood rate: *****

yeah! 'm super duper happie..
coz i had happie food..
n sushi...

when work gts too too tired..
the onli ting tt nurses always tink of is EAT n SLP..
it's so such tt we always claim tt we haf no life..
but it's so realistically factual tt...

a nurse hu works pm am pm am do not haf enuf slp...
coz..
when we work pm shift..
travelling time takes up 50%...
therefore, when we eventually reached hm...
we'll b deadbeat...
tk a shower..
pacify our stomachs..
n den zZz..

sometimes...
it juz feels tt we merely close our eyes..
n it's time to wake up...
coz it's a precious 3-4 hrs of slp...
plus the few precious mins of uncomfortable slp in the freezing train...

reality check..
when ppl r having fun wif their PHs..
we're slogging at work..
when ppl r enjoying their SATs n SUNs..
we cant oredy differentiate sat or sun coz the weekends n weekdays do not pose any meaning anymore... perhaps juz the fact tt we haf to call the on-calls on weekends..
when girls n guys enjoy their ladies night and chilling out saturdays..
i might juz b spending my night wif the poor patients...

when it's day shift..
we're juz too tired to go out..
n sometimes u resort to write weird tings umexpectedly juz lyk poh poh..
instead of clear feeds.. it became clear feeds haven..
coz someone was saying..
"eh i send 'her' to haven" lol...
when it's PM shift.. i wud spend my morning slping...
when it's night shift..
i'll spend the bright sunny daylight sleeping..

the fact is..
nurses can slp anywhere anytime..
n it's so wonderful tt their body can acclimatise the lack of slp..
pull themselves thru n replenished it the nx day of so...
it's such a mathematics body... weird eh?

anyway,
the common interest of nurses is..
EAT! EAT n EAT MORE...

coz there aren't much choices of activities..
in cases where there's a strong deprivation of slp...
in my case...
i hung out at novena...
the 'ttsh home ground' for the usual.. FOOD FEAST..
i mean REAL food feast!

first..
u haf to noe the self shot champion...
GERMAIN!.. tt's mi...
i'm the master of self shot or wad ez call it...
"camwhoring"
n i tink my skills r damn gd s accredited by ong poh poh~ haha!


den i gt poh poh to feature in my portfolio~ haha...


ez mi n poh poh went to sakae sushi for a lil light meal..
which poh poh appears nt so glam in here..
haix..
din realli manage the super unglam shot...
but nvm.. tis is unglam enuf eh~ haha...


den it's off to udders for ice cream!!!


OPP gt strawberry fields wafer..
EZ gt 3 kinds..
one of which is some super pungent durian..
it's lyk i haven tasted so super duper durians b4..
ok.. it's NICE n YUMMY~~~~~~
i decided to explore my abilities..
i orderes a snickers...
n the baileys bourbon...
omg! i tink ernies will lurve it!!

it's totally totally alcoholic!
it actually taste bit lyk the jap beer..
but anyway..
i tink it's rather special...
gotta try it ernies...

it's juz tt i dined wif 2 cuties hu dun drink..
so they din try the alcohol one...

wad a satisfying day..
though i still had dinner 2hrs post sushi n ice cream...
i'm so bloated cant move n i'm so gg to slp den..
(so unhealthy) -> but i dun care... haha~

Thursday, August 27, 2009

mood rate: ****_

it's so weird recently..
everyone knew tt even if she made it..
it's still a mixed feelings..

if i wud to say it straight forward..
i wud rather die den cont living on to b a burden to my family..

n yet..
someone wud rather choose to buy soft toys n balloons for her..
wif the collected pensions...
i juz find it rather a lil lame..
if i wud to haf lost my twins..
i wudn't wan any soft toys n balloons to remind mi of children...

anyway..
ah sok n i wud rather not gif..
so is shanan..

if anyone's wif mi..
i wud gif her straight cash...
for rainy days..
she's gonna do the amputation soon..
pray hard..

recently..
i was walking along bishan..
n i spotted this guy..
i tink he belongs to my sec sch..
or sumwhere near the l8 pri sch images..
anyway...
i tink he's name is eugene..

mi: hey.. u r eugene rite?
he: yupx.. *weird eyebrows*
mi: erm.. u dun rem mi do u?
he: nope.. hu r u?
mi: germain lah.. u rem? sec sch? pri sch?
he: ORH! the lil girl hu always gt bullied ar?!!! i rem!!!
mi: *gosh~~* ya.. guess so.. so hz haf u been doing?
he: nothing much.. eh!!! u go plastic surgery ar?
mi: huh?!!! no lah.. i always looked lyk tt wad...
he: no lah.. last time u look lyk shit one...
mi: *argh!!* no.. i've always looked lyk tt... still the same..
he: dun tink i dun rem eh.. last time u gt small eyes n no cheek bones!
mi: makeup always make a diff..
he: no lah.. u implant ur cheek bone higher n bigger eyes rite?
mi: realli dun haf.. it's all natural..
he: eh.. ppl hu see u walking down the streets will tink u r pretty but all PLASTIC!
mi: *stupid shit!!!* erm.. i tink i gt the wrong person but nice toking to u anyway..
he: eh nt bad ar.. pretty lah.. but too bad it's fake..

wa lao!!
it's all REAL k!!
frm last time until now i still look the same lah..
wad stupid plastics surgery?!!!
n i dun even noe tt cheek bones can b implanted..
n eyes can b stretched bigger..
oh lame~~~

he say i look lyk shit eh!
nvm.. at least i dun now...
maybe i should go dig out the old old photos to check it out...
*wonder where's my yearbook...*


*p.s.: queenx.. u lyk the PIG?!!!*

Monday, August 24, 2009

mood rate: ***_ _

I've never felt a total admiration for anyone in such a long time..
you've displayed such a strong self esteem tt i totally took my hats off u...

juz s queenx say..
is it the right prayers to bring her back..
to see her smile n tok again?
wud make her happier and look forward to more in life?

or was it such tt she drown herself in tears whenever everyone were away?

if it were to be mi..
i wud drown myself in my sobs feeling depressed..
i wud feel i am a burden to my family..

However,
i felt u being strong even though u need all ur energy to move ur shoulders...
i felt tt u knew u had lotsa ppl hu lurves u n much more in life to look forward to..

When i eventually sad to u...
"be strong"
i tried to hold back my tears..
i clutch ur palms...
i ran my fingers through ur hair..
n u smiled..

u seem so fragile, yet strong...
i believe u can pull through...
our outreached hands are all for u...

Sunday, August 23, 2009

mood rate: *****

hey ppl.. i reactivated my bloggie!!

heehee.. u can see how free i am rite?
yupx..
i'm all day at home resting..
n thisis yet the first time i'm saying..
RESTING..

i'm sick..
realli realli sick..
my nose is running lyk mad..
wif thick mucus..
driving mi mad..
i cant seem to breathe n wheeze quite often...

anyway..
i pop by the doc again..
n guess wad?
he gave mi prednisolone..
n the verbal instruction was...

"take 2tabs every morning"

n when i went home..
the funny ting is....
the pkt says:
"take 6tabs every morning"

n i was guessing..
if i realli wud to take it..
i wud b admitted to hosp for hafing a GI bleed n started on stomastatin...